hours every morning" he had brought it so far. This Piece, entitled
_The Election_, of which in due time we obtained perusal, and had to
give some judgment, proved to be in a new vein,--what might be called
the mock-heroic, or
sentimental Hudibrastic, reminding one a little,
too, of Wieland's _Oberon_;--it had touches of true drollery combined
not ill with grave clear
insight; showed spirit everywhere, and a
plainly improved power of
execution. Our stingy
verdict was to the
effect, "Better, but still not good enough:--why follow that sad
'metrical' course, climbing the loose sandhills, when you have a firm
path along the plain?" To Sterling himself it remained
dubiouswhether so slight a
strain, new though it were, would
suffice to
awaken the
sleeping public; and the Piece was thrown away and taken up
again, at intervals; and the question, Publish or not publish? lay
many months undecided.
Meanwhile his own feeling was now set more and more towards Poetry;
and in spite of symptoms and dissuasions, and perverse prognostics of
outward wind and weather, he was rallying all his force for a
downright struggle with it;
resolute to see which _was_ the stronger.
It must be owned, he takes his failures in the kindliest manner; and
goes along, bating no jot of heart or hope. Perhaps I should have
more admired this than I did! My dissuasions, in that case, might
have been fainter. But then my
sincerity, which was all the use of my
poor
counsel in
assent or
dissent, would have been less. He was now
furthermore busy with a _Tragedy of Strafford_, the theme of many
failures in Tragedy; planning it
industriously in his head; eagerly
reading in _Whitlocke, Rushworth_ and the Puritan Books, to
attain a
vesture and local
habitation for it. Faithful assiduous studies I do
believe;--of which,
knowing my
stubbornrealism, and
savage humor
towards singing by the Thespian or other methods, he told me little,
during his visits that summer.
The advance of the dark weather sent him adrift again; to Torquay, for
this winter: there, in his old Falmouth
climate, he hoped to do
well;--and did, so far as well-doing was
readily possible, in that sad
wandering way of life. However, be where he may, he tries to work
"two or three hours in the morning," were it even "with a lamp," in
bed, before the fires are lit; and so makes something of it. From
abundant Letters of his now before me, I glean these two or three
small glimpses; sufficient for our purpose at present. The general
date is "Tor, near Torquay:"--
_To Mrs. Charles Fox, Falmouth_.
_Tor, November 30th_, 1840.--I reached this place on Thursday; having,
after much
hesitation,
resolved to come here, at least for the next
three weeks,--with some obscure purpose of embarking, at the New Year,
from Falmouth for Malta, and so reaching Naples, which I have not
seen. There was also a doubt whether I should not, after Christmas,
bring my family here for the first four months of the year. All this,
however, is still
doubtful. But for certain inhabitants of Falmouth
and its
neighborhood, this place would be far more
attractive than it.
But I have here also friends, whose kindness, like much that I met
with last winter, perpetually makes me wonder at the stock of
benignity in human nature. A brother of my friend Julius Hare, Marcus
by name, a Naval man, and though not a man of letters, full of sense
and knowledge, lives here in a beautiful place, with a most agreeable
and excellent wife, a daughter of Lord Stanley of Alderley. I had
hardly seen them before; but they are fraternizing with me, in a much
better than the Jacobin fashion; and one only feels
ashamed at the
enormity of some people's good-nature. I am in a little rural sort of
lodging; and as comfortable as a
solitaryoyster can expect to be."--
_To C. Barton_.
"_December 5th_.--This place is
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extremely small, much more so than
Falmouth even; but pretty,
cheerful, and very mild in
climate. There
are a great many villas in and about the little Town, having three or
four reception-rooms, eight or ten bedrooms; and costing about fifteen
hundred or two thousand pounds each, and occupied by persons spending
a thousand or more pounds a year. If the Country would
acknowledge my
merits by the gift of one of these, I could
prevail on myself to come
and live here; which would be the best move for my health I could make
in England; but, in the
absence of any such expression of public
feeling, it would come rather dear."--
_To Mrs. Fox again_.
"_December 22d_.--By the way, did you ever read a Novel? If you ever
mean to do so
hereafter, let it be Miss Martineau's _Deerbrook_. It
is really very
striking; and parts of it are very true and very
beautiful. It is not so true, or so
thoroughly clear and harmonious,
among delineations of English
middle-class gentility, as Miss Austen's
books, especially as _Pride and Prejudice_, which I think exquisite;
but it is worth
reading. _The hour and the Man_ is
eloquent, but an
absurd exaggeration.--I hold out so valorously against this
Scandinavian weather, that I
deserve to be ranked with Odin and Thor;
and fancy I may go to live at Clifton or Drontheim. Have you had the
same icy
desolation as
prevails here?"
_To W. Coningham, Esq_.
"_December 28th_.--Looking back to him [a deceased Uncle, father of
his correspondent], as I now very often do, I feel
strongly, what the
loss of other friends has also impressed on me, how much Death deepens
our
affection; and sharpens our regret for
whatever has been even
slightly amiss in our conduct towards those who are gone. What
trifles then swell into
painful importance; how we believe that, could
the past be recalled, life would present no worthier, happier task,
than that of so
bearing ourselves towards those we love, that we might
ever after find nothing but melodious tranquillity breathing about
their graves! Yet, too often, I feel the difficulty of always
practicing such mild
wisdom towards those who are still left me.--You
will wonder less at my rambling off in this way, when I tell you that
my little
lodging is close to a
picturesque old Church and Churchyard,
where, every day, I brush past a tombstone, recording that an Italian,
of Manferrato, has buried there a girl of sixteen, his only daughter:
_'L' unica speranza di mia vita_.'--No doubt, as you say, our
Mechanical Age is necessary as a passage to something better; but, at
least, do not let us go back."--
At the New-year time, feeling
unusually well, he returns to Clifton.
His plans, of course, were ever fluctuating; his movements were swift
and
uncertain. Alas, his whole life, especially his winter-life, had
to be built as if on wavering drift-sand; nothing certain in it,
except if possible the "two or three hours of work" snatched from the
general whirlpool of the
dubious four-and-twenty!
_To Dr. Carlyle_.
"_Clifton, January 10th_, 1841.--I stood the sharp frost at Torquay
with such entire
impunity, that at last I took courage, and
resolvedto return home. I have been here a week, in
extreme cold; and have
suffered not at all; so that I hope, with care I may
prosper in spite
of
medical prognostics,--if you permit such
profane language. I am
even able to work a good deal; and write for some hours every morning,
by dint of getting up early, which an Arnott stove in my study enables
me to do."--But at Clifton he cannot continue. Again, before long,
the rude weather has
driven him Southward; the spring finds him in his
former haunts;
doubtful as ever what to decide upon for the future;
but tending
evidently towards a new change of
residence for household
and self:--
_To W. Coningham, Esq_.
"_Penzance, April 19th_, 1841.--My little Boy and I have been
wandering about between Torquay and this place; and latterly have had
my Father for a few days with us,--he left us
yesterday. In all
probability I shall endeavor to settle either at Torquay, at Falmouth,
or here; as it is pretty clear that I cannot stand the sharp air of
Clifton, and still less the London east-winds. Penzance is, on the
whole, a pleasant-looking,
cheerful place; with a
delightful mildness
of air, and a great appearance of comfort among the people: the view
of Mount's Bay is certainly a very noble one. Torquay would suit the
health of my Wife and Children better; or else I should be glad to
live here always, London and its
neighborhood being
impracticable."--Such was his second wandering winter; enough to
render the
prospect of a third at Clifton very uninviting.
With the Falmouth friends, young and old, his
intercourse had
meanwhile continued
cordial and
frequent. The omens were pointing
towards that region at his next place of abode. Accordingly, in few
weeks hence, in the June of this Summer, 1841, his dubitations and
inquirings are again ended for a time; he has fixed upon a house in
Falmouth, and removed
thither; bidding Clifton, and the regretful
Clifton friends, a kind
farewell. This was the _fifth_ change of