noticed in the concluding years; not
patience" target="_blank" title="n.不耐烦,急躁">
impatienceproperly, yet the
consciousness how much he needed
patience; something more caustic in
his tone of wit, more trenchant and
indignantoccasionally in his tone
of speech: but at no moment was his activity bewildered or abated,
nor did his
composure ever give way. No; both his activity and his
composure he bore with him, through all weathers, to the final close;
and on the whole, right manfully he walked his wild stern way towards
the goal, and like a Roman wrapt his
mantle round him when he
fell.--Let us glance, with brevity, at what he saw and suffered in his
remaining
pilgrimings and chargings; and count up what fractions of
spiritual fruit he realized to us from them.
Calvert and he returned from Madeira in the spring of 1838. Mrs.
Sterling and the family had lived in Knights
bridge with his Father's
people through the winter: they now changed to Blackheath, or
ultimately Hastings, and he with them, coming up to London pretty
often;
uncertain what was to be done for next winter. Literature went
on
briskly here: _Blackwood_ had from him, besides the _Onyx Ring_
which soon came out with due honor, assiduous almost
monthlycontributions in prose and verse. The
series called _Hymns of a
Hermit_ was now going on;
eloquent melodies, tainted to me with
something of the same disease as the _Sexton's Daughter_, though
perhaps in a less degree,
considering that the
strain was in a so much
higher pitch. Still better, in clear
eloquent prose, the
series of
detached thoughts, entitled _Crystals from a Cavern_; of which the set
of fragments, generally a little larger in
compass, called _Thoughts
and Images_, and again those called _Sayings and Essayings_,[17] are
properly continuations. Add to which, his friend John Mill had now
charge of a Review, _The London and Westminster_ its name; wherein
Sterling's
assistance, ardently desired, was
freely afforded, with
satisfaction to both parties, in this and the following years. An
Essay on _Montaigne_, with the notes and reminiscences already spoken
of, was Sterling's first
contribution here; then one on
_Simonides_:[18] both of the present season.
On these and other businesses, slight or important, he was often
running up to London; and gave us almost the feeling of his being
resident among us. In order to meet the most or a good many of his
friends at once on such occasions, he now
furthermore contrived the
scheme of a little Club, where
monthly over a
frugal dinner some
reunion might take place; that is, where friends of his, and withal
such friends of
theirs as suited,--and in fine, where a small select
company definable as persons to whom it was pleasant to talk
together,--might have a little opportunity of talking. The
scheme was
approved by the persons
concerned: I have a copy of the Original
Regulations, probably drawn up by Sterling, a very solid lucid piece
of
economics; and the List of the proposed Members, signed "James
Spedding, Secretary," and dated "8th August, 1838."[19] The Club grew;
was at first called the _Anonymous Club_; then, after some months of
success, in
compliment to the
founder who had now left us again, the
_Sterling Club_;--under which latter name, it once
lately, for a time,
owing to the Religious Newspapers, became rather famous in the world!
In which strange circumstances the name was again altered, to suit
weak brethren; and the Club still subsists, in a sufficiently
flourishing though happily once more a private condition. That is the
origin and genesis of poor Sterling's Club; which, having honestly
paid the shot for itself at Will's Coffee-house or
elsewhere, rashly
fancied its bits of affairs were quite settled; and once little
thought of getting into Books of History with them!--
But now, Autumn approaching, Sterling had to quit Clubs, for matters
of sadder
consideration. A new
removal, what we call "his third
peregrinity," had to be
decided on; and it was
resolved that Rome
should be the goal of it, the journey to be done in company with
Calvert, whom also the Italian
climate might be made to serve instead
of Madeira. One of the liveliest recollections I have, connected with
the _Anonymous Club_, is that of once escorting Sterling, after a
certain meeting there, which I had seen only towards the end, and now
remember nothing of,--except that, on breaking up, he proved to be
encumbered with a carpet-bag, and could not at once find a cab for
Knights
bridge. Some small bantering hereupon, during the instants of
embargo. But we carried his carpet-bag, slinging it on my stick, two
or three of us
alternately, through dusty
vacant streets, under the
gaslights and the stars, towards the surest cab-stand; still jesting,
or pretending to jest, he and we, not in the mirthfulest manner; and
had (I suppose) our own feelings about the poor Pilgrim, who was to go
on the
morrow, and had
hurried to meet us in this way, as the last
thing before leaving England.
CHAPTER VII.
ITALY.
The journey to Italy was undertaken by advice of Sir James Clark,
reckoned the chief authority in pulmonary therapeutics; who prophesied
important improvements from it, and perhaps even the possibility
henceforth of living all the year in some English home. Mrs. Sterling
and the children continued in a house avowedly
temporary, a furnished
house at Hastings, through the winter. The two friends had set off
for Belgium, while the due
warmth was still in the air. They
traversed Belgium, looking well at pictures and such objects; ascended
the Rhine; rapidly traversed Switzerland and the Alps; issuing upon
Italy and Milan, with
immenseappetite for pictures, and time still to
gratify themselves in that
pursuit, and be
deliberate in their
approach to Rome. We will take this free-flowing
sketch of their
passage over the Alps; written amid "the rocks of Arona,"--Santo
Borromeo's country, and poor little Mignon's! The "elder Perdonnets"
are opulent Lausanne people, to whose late son Sterling had been very
kind in Madeira the year before:--
"_To Mrs. Sterling, Knights
bridge, London_.
"ARONA on the LAGO MAGGIORE, 8th Oct., 1838.
"MY DEAR MOTHER,--I bring down the story of my proceedings to the
present time since the 29th of September. I think it must have been
after that day that I was at a great breakfast at the elder
Perdonnets', with whom I had declined to dine, not choosing to go out
at night.... I was taken by my
hostess to see several pretty
pleasure-grounds and points of view in the
neighborhood; and latterly
Calvert was better, and able to go with us. He was in force again,
and our passports were all settled so as to
enable us to start on the
morning of the 2d, after
taking leave of our kind entertainer with
thanks for her
infinite kindness.
"We reached St. Maurice early that evening; having had the Dent du
Midi close to us for several hours; glittering like the top of a
silver teapot, far up in the sky. Our course lay along the Valley of
the Rhone; which is considered one of the least beautiful parts of
Switzerland, and perhaps for this reason pleased us, as we had not
been prepared to expect much. We saw, before reaching the foot of the
Alpine pass at Brieg, two rather
celebrated Waterfalls; the one the
Pissevache, which has no more beauty than any
waterfall one hundred or
two hundred feet high must
necessarily have: the other, near
Tourtemagne, is much more
pleasing, having
foliage round it, and being
in a secluded dell. If you buy a Swiss Waterfall, choose this one.
"Our second day took us through Martigny to Sion,
celebrated for its
picturesque towers upon detached hills, for its strong Romanism and
its population of _cretins_,--that is, maimed idiots having the
_goitre_. It looked to us a more thriving place than we expected.
They are building a great deal; among other things, a new Bishop's
Palace and a new Nunnery,--to
inhabit either of which _ex officio_ I
feel myself very unsuitable. From Sion we came to Brieg; a little
village in a nook, close under an
enormous mountain and
glacier, where
it lies like a molehill, or something smaller, at the foot of a
haystack. Here also we slept; and the next day our voiturier, who had
brought us from Lausanne, started with us up the Simplon Pass; helped
on by two extra horses.
"The
beginning of the road was rather
cheerful; having a good deal of
green pasturage, and some mountain villages; but it soon becomes
dreary and
savage in
aspect, and but for our bright sky and warm air,
would have been truly
dismal. However, we gained gradually a distinct
and near view of several large
glaciers; and reached at last the high
and
melancholyvalleys of the Upper Alps; where even the pines become
scanty, and no sound is heard but the wheels of one's
carriage, except
when there happens to be a storm or an
avalanche, neither of which
entertained us. There is, here and there, a small
stream of water
pouring from the snow; but this is rather a
monotonous accompaniment