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commonplace.
"QUEER"

FROM HIS SEAT on a box in the rough board shed that
stuck like a burr on the rear of Cowley & Son's store

in Winesburg, Elmer Cowley, the junior member of
the firm, could see through a dirty window into the

printshop of the Winesburg Eagle. Elmer was putting
new shoelaces in his shoes. They did not go in

readily and he had to take the shoes off. With the
shoes in his hand he sat looking at a large hole in

the heel of one of his stockings. Then looking
quickly up he saw George Willard, the only newspa-

per reporter in Winesburg, standing at the back door
of the Eagle printshop and staring absentmindedly

about. "Well, well, what next!" exclaimed the young
man with the shoes in his hand, jumping to his feet

and creeping away from the window.
A flush crept into Elmer Cowley's face and his

hands began to tremble. In Cowley & Son's store a
Jewish traveling salesman stood by the counter talk-

ing to his father. He imagined the reporter could
hear what was being said and the thought made him

furious. With one of the shoes still held in his hand
he stood in a corner of the shed and stamped with

a stockinged foot upon the board floor.
Cowley & Son's store did not face the main street

of Winesburg. The front was on Maumee Street and
beyond it was Voight's wagon shop and a shed for

the sheltering of farmers' horses. Beside the store an
alleyway ran behind the main street stores and all

day drays and delivery wagons, intent on bringing
in and taking out goods, passed up and down. The

store itself was indescribable. Will Henderson once
said of it that it sold everything and nothing. In the

window facing Maumee Street stood a chunk of coal
as large as an apple barrel, to indicate that orders

for coal were taken, and beside the black mass of
the coal stood three combs of honey grown brown

and dirty in their wooden frames.
The honey had stood in the store window for six

months. It was for sale as were also the coat hang-
ers, patent suspender buttons, cans of roof paint,

bottles of rheumatism cure, and a substitute for cof-
fee that companioned the honey in its patient will-

ingness to serve the public.
Ebenezer Cowley, the man who stood in the store

listening to the eager patter of words that fell from
the lips of the traveling man, was tall and lean and

looked unwashed. On his scrawny neck was a large
wen partially covered by a grey beard. He wore a

long Prince Albert coat. The coat had been pur-
chased to serve as a weddinggarment. Before he

became a merchant Ebenezer was a farmer and after
his marriage he wore the Prince Albert coat to

church on Sundays and on Saturday afternoons
when he came into town to trade. When he sold

the farm to become a merchant he wore the coat
constantly. It had become brown with age and was

covered with grease spots, but in it Ebenezer always
felt dressed up and ready for the day in town.

As a merchant Ebenezer was not happily placed
in life and he had not been happily placed as a

farmer. Still he existed. His family, consisting of a
daughter named Mabel and the son, lived with him

in rooms above the store and it did not cost them
much to live. His troubles were not financial. His

unhappiness as a merchant lay in the fact that when
a traveling man with wares to be sold came in at

the front door he was afraid. Behind the counter
he stood shaking his head. He was afraid, first that

he would stubbornly" target="_blank" title="ad.顽固地,倔强地">stubbornly refuse to buy and thus lose the
opportunity to sell again; second that he would not

be stubborn enough and would in a moment of
weakness buy what could not be sold.

In the store on the morning when Elmer Cowley
saw George Willard standing and apparently lis-

tening at the back door of the Eagle printshop, a
situation had arisen that always stirred the son's

wrath. The traveling man talked and Ebenezer lis-
tened, his whole figure expressing uncertainty" target="_blank" title="n.不可靠;不确定的事">uncertainty. "You

see how quickly it is done," said the traveling man,
who had for sale a small flat metal substitute for

collar buttons. With one hand he quickly unfastened
a collar from his shirt and then fastened it on again.

He assumed a flattering wheedling tone. "I tell you
what, men have come to the end of all this fooling

with collar buttons and you are the man to make
money out of the change that is coming. I am offer-

ing you the exclusiveagency for this town. Take
twenty dozen of these fasteners and I'll not visit any

other store. I'll leave the field to you."
The traveling man leaned over the counter and

tapped with his finger on Ebenezer's breast. "It's an
opportunity and I want you to take it," he urged.

"A friend of mine told me about you. 'See that man
Cowley,' he said. 'He's a live one.'"

The traveling man paused and waited. Taking a
book from his pocket he began writing out the

order. Still holding the shoe in his hand Elmer Cow-
ley went through the store, past the two absorbed

men, to a glass showcase near the front door. He
took a cheap revolver from the case and began to

wave it about. "You get out of here!" he shrieked.
"We don't want any collar fasteners here." An idea

came to him. "Mind, I'm not making any threat,"
he added. "I don't say I'll shoot. Maybe I just took

this gun out of the case to look at it. But you better
get out. Yes sir, I'll say that. You better grab up

your things and get out."
The young storekeeper's voice rose to a scream

and going behind the counter he began to advance
upon the two men. "We're through being fools

here!" he cried. "We ain't going to buy any more
stuff until we begin to sell. We ain't going to keep

on being queer and have folks staring and listening.
You get out of here!"

The traveling man left. Raking the samples of col-
lar fasteners off the counter into a black leather bag,

he ran. He was a small man and very bow-legged
and he ran awkwardly. The black bag caught against

the door and he stumbled and fell. "Crazy, that's
what he is--crazy!" he sputtered as he arose from

the sidewalk and hurried away.
In the store Elmer Cowley and his father stared at

each other. Now that the immediate object of his
wrath had fled, the younger man was embarrassed.

"Well, I meant it. I think we've been queer long
enough," he declared, going to the showcase and

replacing the revolver. Sitting on a barrel he pulled
on and fastened the shoe he had been holding in

his hand. He was waiting for some word of under-
standing from his father but when Ebenezer spoke

his words only served to reawaken the wrath in the
son and the young man ran out of the store without

replying. Scratching his grey beard with his long
dirty fingers, the merchant looked at his son with

the same wavering uncertain stare with which he
had confronted the traveling man. "I'll be starched,"

he said softly. "Well, well, I'll be washed and ironed
and starched!"

Elmer Cowley went out of Winesburg and along
a country road that paralleled the railroad track. He

did not know where he was going or what he was
going to do. In the shelter of a deep cut where the

road, after turning sharply to the right, dipped
under the tracks he stopped and the passion that

had been the cause of his outburst in the store began
to again find expression. "I will not be queer--one

to be looked at and listened to," he declared aloud.
"I'll be like other people. I'll show that George Wil-

lard. He'll find out. I'll show him!"
The distraught young man stood in the middle of

the road and glared back at the town. He did not
know the reporter George Willard and had no spe-

cial feeling concerning the tall boy who ran about
town gathering the town news. The reporter had

merely come, by his presence in the office and in
the printshop of the Winesburg Eagle, to stand for

something in the young merchant's mind. He thought
the boy who passed and repassed Cowley & Son's

store and who stopped to talk to people in the street
must be thinking of him and perhaps laughing at

him. George Willard, he felt, belonged to the town,
typified the town, represented in his person the

spirit of the town. Elmer Cowley could not have
believed that George Willard had also his days of

unhappiness, that vague hungers and secret unnam-
able desires visited also his mind. Did he not repre-

sent public opinion and had not the public opinion
of Winesburg condemned the Cowleys to queerness?

Did he not walk whistling and laughing through
Main Street? Might not one by striking his person

strike also the greater enemy--the thing that
smiled and went its own way--the judgment of

Winesburg?
Elmer Cowley was extraordinarily tall and his

arms were long and powerful. His hair, his eye-
brows, and the downy beard that had begun to

grow upon his chin, were pale almost to whiteness.
His teeth protruded from between his lips and his

eyes were blue with the colorless blueness of the
marbles called "aggies" that the boys of Winesburg

carried in their pockets. Elmer had lived in Wines-
burg for a year and had made no friends. He was,

he felt, one condemned to go through life without
friends and he hated the thought.

Sullenly the tall young man tramped along the
road with his hands stuffed into his trouser pockets.

The day was cold with a raw wind, but presently
the sun began to shine and the road became soft

and muddy. The tops of the ridges of frozen mud
that formed the road began to melt and the mud

clung to Elmer's shoes. His feet became cold. When
he had gone several miles he turned off the road,

crossed a field and entered a wood. In the wood he
gathered sticks to build a fire, by which he sat trying

to warm himself, miserable in body and in mind.
For two hours he sat on the log by the fire and

then, arising and creeping cautiously through a
mass of underbrush, he went to a fence and looked

across fields to a small farmhouse surrounded by


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