in which you were wont to share at Bath, the very idea
of them without her is abhorrent. You would not,
for
instance, now go to a ball for the world. You feel
that you have no longer any friend to whom you can speak
with unreserve, on whose regard you can place
dependence,
or whose
counsel, in any difficulty, you could rely on.
You feel all this?"
"No," said Catherine, after a few moments' reflection,
"I do not--ought I? To say the truth, though I am hurt
and grieved, that I cannot still love her, that I am
never to hear from her, perhaps never to see her again,
I do not feel so very, very much afflicted as one would have thought."
"You feel, as you always do, what is most to the credit
of human nature. Such feelings ought to be investigated,
that they may know themselves."
Catherine, by some chance or other, found her spirits
so very much relieved by this conversation that she could
not regret her being led on, though so un
accountably,
to mention the circumstance which had produced it.
CHAPTER 26
From this time, the subject was frequently canvassed
by the three young people; and Catherine found,
with some surprise, that her two young friends were
perfectly agreed in
considering Isabella's want
of
consequence and fortune as likely to throw great
difficulties in the way of her marrying their brother.
Their
persuasion that the general would, upon this
ground alone, independent of the
objection that might
be raised against her
character, oppose the connection,
turned her feelings
moreover with some alarm towards herself.
She was as
insignificant, and perhaps as portionless,
as Isabella; and if the heir of the Tilney property had
not
grandeur and
wealth enough in himself, at what point
of interest were the demands of his younger brother to
rest? The very
painful reflections to which this thought
led could only be dispersed by a
dependence on the effect
of that particular partiality, which, as she was given
to understand by his words as well as his actions,
she had from the first been so
fortunate as to excite
in the general; and by a
recollection of some most generous
and disinterested sentiments on the subject of money,
which she had more than once heard him utter, and which
tempted her to think his
disposition in such matters
misunderstood by his children.
They were so fully convinced, however, that their
brother would not have the courage to apply in person
for his father's consent, and so
repeatedlyassured her
that he had never in his life been less likely to come
to Northanger than at the present time, that she suffered
her mind to be at ease as to the necessity of any sudden
removal of her own. But as it was not to be supposed
that Captain Tilney,
whenever he made his application,
would give his father any just idea of Isabella's conduct,
it occurred to her as highly
expedient that Henry should
lay the whole business before him as it really was,
enabling the general by that means to form a cool
and
impartial opinion, and prepare his
objections
on a fairer ground than inequality of situations.
She proposed it to him
accordingly; but he did not
catch at the
measure so
eagerly as she had expected.
"No," said he, "my father's hands need not be strengthened,
and Frederick's
confession of folly need not be forestalled.
He must tell his own story."
"But he will tell only half of it."
"A quarter would be enough."
A day or two passed away and brought no tidings
of Captain Tilney. His brother and sister knew not what
to think. Sometimes it appeared to them as if his silence
would be the natural result of the suspected engagement,
and at others that it was
wholly incompatible with it.
The general,
meanwhile, though offended every morning by
Frederick's remissness in
writing, was free from any real
anxiety about him, and had no more pressing solicitude
than that of making Miss Morland's time at Northanger
pass
pleasantly. He often expressed his
uneasiness on
this head, feared the sameness of every day's society
and employments would
disgust her with the place,
wished the Lady Frasers had been in the country,
talked every now and then of having a large party
to dinner, and once or twice began even to calculate
the number of young dancing people in the neighbourhood.
But then it was such a dead time of year, no wild-fowl,
no game, and the Lady Frasers were not in the country.
And it all ended, at last, in his telling Henry one morning
that when he next went to Woodston, they would take him
by surprise there some day or other, and eat their mutton
with him. Henry was greatly honoured and very happy,
and Catherine was quite
delighted with the scheme.
"And when do you think, sir, I may look forward to this
pleasure? I must be at Woodston on Monday to attend the
parish meeting, and shall probably be obliged to stay two
or three days."
"Well, well, we will take our chance some one
of those days. There is no need to fix. You are not
to put yourself at all out of your way. Whatever you
may happen to have in the house will be enough.
I think I can answer for the young ladies making allowance
for a bachelor's table. Let me see; Monday will be
a busy day with you, we will not come on Monday;
and Tuesday will be a busy one with me. I expect my
surveyor from Brockham with his report in the morning;
and afterwards I cannot in
decency fail attending the club.
I really could not face my
acquaintance if I stayed
away now; for, as I am known to be in the country,
it would be taken
exceedingly amiss; and it is a rule
with me, Miss Morland, never to give offence to any of
my neighbours, if a small sacrifice of time and attention
can prevent it. They are a set of very
worthy men.
They have half a buck from Northanger twice a year;
and I dine with them
whenever I can. Tuesday, therefore,
we may say is out of the question. But on Wednesday,
I think, Henry, you may expect us; and we shall be with
you early, that we may have time to look about us.
Two hours and three quarters will carry us to Woodston,
I suppose; we shall be in the
carriage by ten; so, about a
quarter before one on Wednesday, you may look for us."
A ball itself could not have been more welcome
to Catherine than this little
excursion, so strong
was her desire to be acquainted with Woodston;
and her heart was still bounding with joy when Henry,
about an hour afterwards, came booted and greatcoated into
the room where she and Eleanor were sitting, and said,
"I am come, young ladies, in a very moralizing strain,
to observe that our pleasures in this world are always
to be paid for, and that we often purchase them at a
great
disadvantage, giving ready-monied
actual happiness
for a draft on the future, that may not be honoured.
Witness myself, at this present hour. Because I am
to hope for the
satisfaction of
seeing you at Woodston
on Wednesday, which bad weather, or twenty other causes,
may prevent, I must go away directly, two days before I
intended it."
"Go away!" said Catherine, with a very long face.
"And why?"
"Why! How can you ask the question? Because no time
is to be lost in frightening my old
housekeeper out of
her wits, because I must go and prepare a dinner for you,
to be sure."
"Oh! Not seriously!"
"Aye, and sadly too--for I had much rather stay."
"But how can you think of such a thing, after what
the general said? When he so particularly desired you
not to give yourself any trouble, because anything would do."
Henry only smiled. "I am sure it is quite
unnecessary upon your sister's
account and mine.
You must know it to be so; and the general made such a
point of your providing nothing
extraordinary: besides,
if he had not said half so much as he did, he has
always such an excellent dinner at home, that sitting
down to a middling one for one day could not signify."
"I wish I could reason like you, for his sake and my own.
Good-bye. As tomorrow is Sunday, Eleanor, I shall not return."
He went; and, it being at any time a much simpler
operation to Catherine to doubt her own judgment than
Henry's, she was very soon obliged to give him credit
for being right, however
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disagreeable to her his going.
But the inexplicability of the general's conduct dwelt
much on her thoughts. That he was very particular in
his eating, she had, by her own unassisted observation,
already discovered; but why he should say one thing
so
positively, and mean another all the while,
was most un
accountable! How were people, at that rate,
to be understood? Who but Henry could have been aware
of what his father was at?
From Saturday to Wednesday, however, they were now
to be without Henry. This was the sad finale of every
reflection: and Captain Tilney's letter would certainly come
in his
absence; and Wednesday she was very sure would be wet.
The past, present, and future were all
equally in gloom.
Her brother so
unhappy, and her loss in Isabella so great;
and Eleanor's spirits always
affected by Henry's
absence!
What was there to interest or amuse her? She was tired of
the woods and the shrubberies--always so smooth and so dry;
and the abbey in itself was no more to her now than any
other house. The
painfulremembrance of the folly it
had helped to
nourish and perfect was the only emotion
which could spring from a
consideration of the building.
What a revolution in her ideas! She, who had so longed
to be in an abbey! Now, there was nothing so charming
to her
imagination as the unpretending comfort of a
well-connected parsonage, something like Fullerton,
but better: Fullerton had its faults, but Woodston probably
had none. If Wednesday should ever come!
It did come, and exactly when it might be reasonably
looked for. It came--it was fine--and Catherine trod
on air. By ten o'clock, the chaise and four conveyed
the two from the abbey; and, after an
agreeable drive
of almost twenty miles, they entered Woodston, a large
and
populous village, in a situation not unpleasant.
Catherine was
ashamed to say how pretty she thought it,
as the general seemed to think an
apology necessary for
the flatness of the country, and the size of the village;
but in her heart she preferred it to any place she had ever
been at, and looked with great
admiration at every neat
house above the rank of a
cottage, and at all the little
chandler's shops which they passed. At the further end
of the village, and tolerably disengaged from the rest of it,
stood the parsonage, a new-built
substantial stone house,
with its semicircular sweep and green gates; and, as they
drove up to the door, Henry, with the friends of his solitude,
a large Newfoundland puppy and two or three terriers,
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