positivecheerfulness" target="_blank" title="n.高兴,愉快">
cheerfulness. It was only in his presence that
Catherine felt the smallest
fatigue from her journey;
and even then, even in moments of languor or restraint,
a sense of general happiness preponderated, and she could
think of her friends in Bath without one wish of being
with them.
The night was stormy; the wind had been rising at
intervals the whole afternoon; and by the time the party
broke up, it blew and rained
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violently. Catherine, as she
crossed the hall, listened to the
tempest with sensations
of awe; and, when she heard it rage round a corner of the
ancient building and close with sudden fury a distant door,
felt for the first time that she was really in an abbey.
Yes, these were
characteristic sounds; they brought to her
recollection a
countlessvariety of
dreadful situations
and
horrid scenes, which such buildings had witnessed,
and such storms ushered in; and most
heartily did
she
rejoice in the happier circumstances attending
her entrance within walls so solemn! She had nothing
to dread from
midnight assassins or
drunken gallants.
Henry had certainly been only in jest in what he had told
her that morning. In a house so furnished, and so guarded,
she could have nothing to
explore or to suffer, and might
go to her bedroom as
securely as if it had been her own
chamber at Fullerton. Thus
wisely fortifying her mind,
as she proceeded
upstairs, she was enabled, especially on
perceiving that Miss Tilney slept only two doors from her,
to enter her room with a tolerably stout heart; and her
spirits were immediately assisted by the
cheerful blaze
of a wood fire. "How much better is this," said she,
as she walked to the fender--"how much better to find a fire
ready lit, than to have to wait shivering in the cold
till all the family are in bed, as so many poor girls
have been obliged to do, and then to have a
faithful old
servant frightening one by coming in with a faggot! How
glad I am that Northanger is what it is! If it had been
like some other places, I do not know that, in such a night
as this, I could have answered for my courage: but now,
to be sure, there is nothing to alarm one."
She looked round the room. The window curtains seemed
in
motion. It could be nothing but the
violence of the
wind penetrating through the divisions of the shutters;
and she stepped
boldly forward,
carelessly humming a tune,
to assure herself of its being so, peeped courageously
behind each curtain, saw nothing on either low window seat
to scare her, and on placing a hand against the shutter,
felt the strongest
conviction of the wind's force.
A glance at the old chest, as she turned away from
this
examination, was not without its use; she scorned
the causeless fears of an idle fancy, and began with a
most happy
indifference to prepare herself for bed.
"She should take her time; she should not hurry herself;
she did not care if she were the last person up in the house.
But she would not make up her fire; that would seem cowardly,
as if she wished for the
protection of light after she
were in bed." The fire
therefore died away, and Catherine,
having spent the best part of an hour in her arrangements,
was
beginning to think of stepping into bed, when, on giving
a
parting glance round the room, she was struck by the
appearance of a high,
old-fashioned black
cabinet, which,
though in a situation
conspicuous enough, had never caught
her notice before. Henry's words, his
description of the
ebony
cabinet which was to escape her
observation at first,
immediately rushed across her; and though there could
be nothing really in it, there was something whimsical,
it was certainly a very
remarkable coincidence! She
took her candle and looked closely at the
cabinet.
It was not
absolutely ebony and gold; but it was japan,
black and yellow japan of the handsomest kind; and as she
held her candle, the yellow had very much the effect
of gold. The key was in the door, and she had a strange
fancy to look into it; not, however, with the smallest
expectation of
finding anything, but it was so very odd,
after what Henry had said. In short, she could not
sleep till she had examined it. So, placing the candle
with great
caution on a chair, she seized the key with a
very
tremulous hand and tried to turn it; but it resisted
her
utmost strength. Alarmed, but not discouraged,
she tried it another way; a bolt flew, and she believed
herself successful; but how
strangely mysterious!
The door was still
immovable. She paused a moment
in
breathless" target="_blank" title="a.屏息的">
breathless wonder. The wind roared down the chimney,
the rain beat in torrents against the windows, and everything
seemed to speak the awfulness of her situation.
To
retire to bed, however, unsatisfied on such a point,
would be vain, since sleep must be impossible with the
consciousness of a
cabinet so
mysteriously closed in her
immediate
vicinity. Again,
therefore, she
applied herself
to the key, and after moving it in every possible way
for some instants with the determined celerity of hope's
last effort, the door suddenly yielded to her hand: her
heart leaped with
exultation at such a
victory, and having
thrown open each folding door, the second being secured
only by bolts of less wonderful
construction than the lock,
though in that her eye could not
discern anything unusual,
a double range of small
drawers appeared in view,
with some larger
drawers above and below them; and in
the centre, a small door, closed also with a lock and key,
secured in all
probability a
cavity of
importance.
Catherine's heart beat quick, but her courage did
not fail her. With a cheek flushed by hope, and an eye
straining with
curiosity, her fingers grasped the handle
of a
drawer and drew it forth. It was entirely empty.
With less alarm and greater
eagerness she seized a second,
a third, a fourth; each was
equally empty. Not one was
left unsearched, and in not one was anything found.
Well read in the art of concealing a treasure, the possibility
of false linings to the
drawers did not escape her,
and she felt round each with
anxious acuteness in vain.
The place in the middle alone remained now un
explored;
and though she had "never from the first had the smallest
idea of
finding anything in any part of the
cabinet,
and was not in the least disappointed at her ill success
thus far, it would be foolish not to examine it thoroughly
while she was about it." It was some time however before
she could unfasten the door, the same difficulty occurring
in the
management of this inner lock as of the outer;
but at length it did open; and not vain, as hitherto,
was her search; her quick eyes directly fell on a roll
of paper pushed back into the further part of the
cavity,
apparently for
concealment, and her feelings at that
moment were
indescribable. Her heart fluttered,
her knees trembled, and her cheeks grew pale. She seized,
with an unsteady hand, the precious
manuscript, for half
a glance sufficed to
ascertain written characters;
and while she acknowledged with awful sensations this
striking exemplification of what Henry had foretold,
resolved
instantly to peruse every line before she attempted
to rest.
The dimness of the light her candle emitted made
her turn to it with alarm; but there was no danger
of its sudden extinction; it had yet some hours to burn;
and that she might not have any greater difficulty
in distinguishing the
writing than what its ancient date
might occasion, she
hastily snuffed it. Alas! It was snuffed