irrationally, anything becomes them, and it is who shall be first to
justify their conduct; then, on the other hand, there are those on
whom the world is unaccountably
severe, they must do everything well,
they are not allowed to fail nor to make mistakes, at their peril they
do anything foolish; you might compare these last to the much-admired
statues which must come down at once from their
pedestal if the frost
chips off a nose or a finger. They are not permitted to be human; they
are required to be for ever
divine and for ever impeccable. So one
glance exchanged between Mme. de Bargeton and Lucien outweighed twelve
years of Zizine's
connection with Francis in the social balance; and a
squeeze of the hand drew down all the thunders of the Charente upon
the lovers.
David had brought a little secret hoard back with him from Paris, and
it was this sum that he set aside for the expenses of his marriage and
for the building of the second floor in his father's house. His
father's house it was; but, after all, was he not
working for himself?
It would all be his again some day, and his father was sixty-eight
years old. So David build a timbered second story for Lucien, so as
not to put too great a
strain on the old rifted house-walls. He took
pleasure in making the rooms where the fair Eve was to spend her life
as brave as might be.
It was a time of
blithe and unmixed happiness for the friends. Lucien
was tired of the shabbiness of
provincial life, and weary of the
sordid frugality that looked on a five-franc piece as a fortune, but
he bore the hardships and the pinching
thrift without grumbling. His
moody looks had been succeeded by an expression of
radiant hope. He
saw the star shining above his head, he had dreams of a great time to
come, and built the
fabric of his good fortune on M. de Bargeton's
tomb. M. de Bargeton, troubled with indigestion from time to time,
cherished the happy
delusion that indigestion after dinner was a
complaint to be cured by a
hearty supper.
By the
beginning of September, Lucien had ceased to be a printer's
foreman; he was M. de Rubempre, housed sumptuously in
comparison with
his late quarters in the tumbledown attic with the dormer-window,
where "young Chardon" had lived in L'Houmeau; he was not even a "man
of L'Houmeau"; he lived in the heights of Angouleme, and dined four
times a week with Mme. de Bargeton. A friendship had grown up between
M. de Rubempre and the Bishop, and he went to the palace. His
occupations put him upon a level with the highest rank; his name would
be one day among the great names of France; and, in truth, as he went
to and fro in his apartments, the pretty sitting-room, the charming
bedroom, and the tastefully furnished study, he might
console himself
for the thought that he drew thirty francs every month out of his
mother's and sister's hard
earnings; for he saw the day approaching
when An Archer of Charles IX., the
historicalromance on which he had
been at work for two years, and a
volume of verse entitled
Marguerites, should spread his fame through the world of literature,
and bring in money enough to repay them all, his mother and sister and
David. So, grown great in his own eyes, and giving ear to the echoes
of his name in the future, he could accept present sacrifices with
noble
assurance; he smiled at his
poverty, he relished the sense of
these last days of penury.
Eve and David had set Lucien's happiness before their own. They had
put off their
wedding, for it took some time to paper and paint their
rooms, and to buy the furniture, and Lucien's affairs had been settled
first. No one who knew Lucien could wonder at their
devotion. Lucien
was so engaging, he had such
winning ways, his
impatience and his
desires were so
graciously expressed, that his cause was always won
before he opened his mouth to speak. This
unlucky gift of fortune, if
it is the
salvation of some, is the ruin of many more. Lucien and his
like find a world predisposed in favor of youth and good looks, and
ready to protect those who give it pleasure with the
selfish good-
nature that flings alms to a
beggar, if he appeals to the feelings and
awakens
emotion; and in this favor many a grown child is content to
bask instead of putting it to a
profitable use. With
mistaken notions
as to the
significance and the
motive of social relations they imagine
that they shall always meet with deceptive smiles; and so at last the
moment comes for them when the world leaves them bald, stripped bare,
without fortune or worth, like an
elderly coquette by the door of a
salon, or a stray rag in the gutter.
Eve herself had wished for the delay. She meant to establish the
little household on the most
economicalfooting, and to buy only
strict necessaries; but what could two lovers refuse to a brother who
watched his sister at her work, and said in tones that came from the
heart, "How I wish I could sew!" The sober, observant David had shared
in the
devotion; and yet, since Lucien's
triumph, David had watched
him with misgivings; he was afraid that Lucien would change towards
them, afraid that he would look down upon their
homely ways. Once or
twice, to try his brother, David had made him choose between home
pleasures and the great world, and saw that Lucien gave up the
delights of
vanity for them, and exclaimed to himself, "They will not
spoil him for us!" Now and again the three friends and Mme. Chardon
arranged
picnic parties in
provincial fashion--a walk in the woods
along the Charente, not far from Angouleme, and dinner out on the
grass, David's
apprentice bringing the basket of provisions to some
place appointed before-hand; and at night they would come back, tired
somewhat, but the whole
excursion had not cost three francs. On great
occasion, when they dined at a restaurat, as it is called, a sort of a
country inn, a
compromise between a
provincial wineshop and a Parisian
guinguette, they would spend as much as five francs, divided between
David and the Chardons. David gave his brother
infinite credit for
forsaking Mme. de Bargeton and grand dinners for these days in the
country, and the whole party made much of the great man of Angouleme.
Matters had gone so far, that the new home was very nearly ready, and
David had gone over to Marsac to
persuade his father to come to the
wedding, not without a hope that the old man might
relent at the sight
of his daughter-in-law, and give something towards the heavy expenses
of the alterations, when there
befell one of those events which
entirely change the face of things in a small town.
Lucien and Louise had a spy in Chatelet, a spy who watched, with the
persistence of a hate in which
avarice and
passion are blended, for an
opportunity of making a
scandal. Sixte meant that Mme. de Bargeton
should
compromise herself with Lucien in such a way that she should be
"lost," as the
saying goes; so he posed as Mme. de Bargeton's humble
confidant, admired Lucien in the Rue du Minage, and pulled him to
pieces everywhere else. Nais had gradually given him les petites
entrees, in the language of the court, for the lady no longer
mistrusted her
elderlyadmirer; but Chatelet had taken too much for
granted--love was still in the Platonic stage, to the great
despair of
Louise and Lucien.
There are, for that matter, love affairs which start with a good or a
bad
beginning, as you prefer to take it. Two creatures
launch into the
tactics of
sentiment; they talk when they should be
acting, and
skirmish in the open instead of settling down to a siege. And so they
grow tired of one another,
expend their longings in empty space; and,
having time for
reflection, come to their own conclusions about each
other. Many a
passion that has taken the field in
gorgeous array, with
colors flying and an ardor fit to turn the world
upside down, has
turned home again without a
victory, inglorious and crestfallen,
cutting but a foolish figure after these vain alarums and
excursions.
Such mishaps are sometimes due to the diffidence of youth, sometimes
to the demurs of an
inexperienced woman, for old players at this game
seldom end in a fiasco of this kind.
Provincial life,
moreover, is singularly well calculated to keep
desire unsatisfied and
maintain a lover's arguments on the
intellectual plane, while, at the same time, the very obstacles placed
in the way of the sweet
intercourse which binds lovers so closely each
to each, hurry
ardent souls on towards
extrememeasures. A
system of
espionage of the most minute and
intricate kind underlies
provinciallife; every house is
transparent, the
solace of close friendships
which break no moral law is scarcely allowed; and such outrageously
scandalous constructions are put upon the most
innocent human
intercourse, that many a woman's
character is taken away without
cause. One here and there, weighed down by her unmerited punishment,
will regret that she has never known to the full the forbidden
felicity for which she is
suffering. The world, which blames and
criticises with a
superficial knowledge of the
patent facts in which a
long
inward struggle ends, is in
reality a prime agent in bringing
such
scandals about; and those whose voices are loudest in