"You are keeping something from me."
"Well, then--she loves me."
"I knew very well that you kissed me for somebody else," the poor
sister pouted, flushing red.
"We shall all be happy," cried Lucien, swallowing great spoonfuls of
soup.
"WE?" echoed Eve. The same presentiment that had crossed David's mind
prompted her to add, "You will not care so much about us now."
"How can you think that, if you know me?"
Eve put out her hand and grasped his
tightly; then she carried off the
empty plate and the brown
earthen soup-tureen, and brought the dish
that she had made for him. But instead of eating his dinner, Lucien
read his letter over again; and Eve,
discreetmaiden, did not ask
another question,
respecting her brother's silence. If he wished to
tell her about it, she could wait; if he did not, how could she ask
him to tell her? She waited. Here is the letter:--
"MY FRIEND,--Why should I refuse to your brother in science the
help that I have lent you? All merits have equal rights in my
eyes; but you do not know the
prejudices of those among whom I
live. We shall never make an
aristocracy of
ignorance understand
that
intellect ennobles. If I have not sufficient influence to
compel them to accept M. David Sechard, I am quite
willing to
sacrifice the
worthless creatures to you. It would be a perfect
hecatomb in the
antique manner. But, dear friend, you would not,
of course, ask me to leave them all in exchange for the society of
a person whose
character and manner might not please me. I know
from your flatteries how easily friendship can be blinded. Will
you think the worse of me if I
attach a condition to my consent?
In the interests of your future I should like to see your friend,
and know and decide for myself whether you are not
mistaken. What
is this but the mother's
anxious care of my dear poet, which I am
in duty bound to take?
"LOUISE DE NEGREPELISSE."
Lucien had no
suspicion of the art with which
polite society puts
forward a "Yes" on the way to a "No," and a "No" that leads to a
"Yes." He took this note for a
victory. David should go to Mme. de
Bargeton's house! David would shine there in all the
majesty of his
genius! He raised his head so
proudly in the intoxication of a
victorywhich increased his
belief in himself and his ascendency over others,
his face was so
radiant with the
brightness of many hopes, that his
sister could not help telling him that he looked handsome.
"If that woman has any sense, she must love you! And if so, to-night
she will be vexed, for all the ladies will try all sorts of coquetries
on you. How handsome you will look when you read your Saint John in
Patmos! If only I were a mouse, and could just slip in and see it!
Come, I have put your clothes out in mother's room."
The mother's room bore
witness to self-
respectingpoverty. There were
white curtains to the
walnut wood bedstead, and a strip of cheap green
carpet at the foot. A chest of drawers with a
wooden top, a looking-
glass, and a few
walnut wood chairs completed the furniture. The clock
on the chimney-piece told of the old vanished days of prosperity.
White curtains hung in the windows, a gray flowered paper covered the
walls, and the tiled floor, colored and waxed by Eve herself, shone
with
cleanliness. On the little round table in the middle of the room
stood a red tray with a pattern of gilt roses, and three cups and a
sugar-basin of Limoges
porcelain. Eve slept in the little adjoining
closet, where there was just room for a narrow bed, an old-fashioned
low chair, and a work-table by the window; there was about as much
space as there is in a ship's cabin, and the door always stood open
for the sake of air. But if all these things spoke of great
poverty,
the
atmosphere was sedate and studious; and for those who knew the
mother and children, there was something touchingly
appropriate in
their surroundings.
Lucien was tying his
cravat when David's step sounded outside in the
little yard, and in another moment the young
printer appeared. From
his manner and looks he seemed to have come down in a hurry.
"Well, David!" cried the
ambitious poet, "we have gained the day! She
loves me! You shall come too."
"No," David said with some
confusion, "I came down to thank you for
this proof of friendship, but I have been thinking things over
seriously. My own life is cut out for me, Lucien. I am David Sechard,
printer to His Majesty in Angouleme, with my name at the bottom of the
bills posted on every wall. For people of that class, I am an artisan,
or I am in business, if you like it better, but I am a craftsman who
lives over a shop in the Rue de Beaulieu at the corner of the Place du
Murier. I have not the
wealth of a Keller just yet, nor the name of a
Desplein, two sorts of power that the nobles still try to
ignore, and
--I am so far agreed with them--this power is nothing without a
knowledge of the world and the manners of a gentleman. How am I to
prove my claim to this sudden
elevation? I should only make myself a
laughing-stock for nobles and bourgeoisie to boot. As for you, your
position is different. A
foreman is not committed to anything. You are
busy gaining knowledge that will be
indispensable by and by; you can
explain your present work by your future. And, in any case, you can
leave your place to-morrow and begin something else; you might study
law or
diplomacy, or go into civil service. Nobody had docketed and
pigeon-holed YOU, in fact. Take
advantage of your social
maiden fame
to walk alone and grasp honors. Enjoy all pleasures
gladly, even
frivolous pleasures. I wish you luck, Lucien; I shall enjoy your
success; you will be like a second self for me. Yes, in my own
thoughts I shall live your life. You shall have the
holiday life, in
the glare of the world and among the swift
working springs of
intrigue. I will lead the work-a-day life, the tradesman's life of
sober toil, and the patient labor of
scientific research.
"You shall be our
aristocracy," he went on, looking at Eve as he
spoke. "If you
totter, you shall have my arm to steady you. If you
have reason to
complain of the
treachery of others, you will find a
refuge in our hearts, the love there will never change. And influence
and favor and the
goodwill of others might fail us if we were two; we
should stand in each other's way; go forward, you can tow me after you
if it comes to that. So far from envying you, I will
dedicate my life
to yours. The thing that you have just done for me, when you risked
the loss of your benefactress, your love it may be, rather than
forsake or disown me, that little thing, so great as it was--ah, well,
Lucien, that in itself would bind me to you forever if we were not
brothers already. Have no
remorse, no concern over
seeming to take the
larger share. This one-sided
bargain is exactly to my taste. And,
after all, suppose that you should give me a pang now and again, who
knows that I shall not still be your
debtor all my life long?"
He looked
timidly towards Eve as he spoke; her eyes were full of
tears, she saw all that lay below the surface.
"In fact," he went on, turning to Lucien, who stood amazed at this,
"you are well made, you have a
graceful figure, you wear your clothes
with an air, you look like a gentleman in that blue coat of yours with
the yellow buttons and the plain nankeen
trousers; now I should look
like a
workingman among those people, I should be
awkward and out of
my element, I should say foolish things, or say nothing at all; but as
for you, you can
overcome any
prejudice as to names by
taking your
mother's; you can call yourself Lucien de Rubempre; I am and always
shall be David Sechard. In this society that you
frequent, everything
tells for you, everything would tell against me. You were born to
shine in it. Women will
worship that angel face of yours; won't they,
Eve?"
Lucien
sprang up and flung his arms about David. David's
humility had
made short work of many doubts and plenty of difficulties. Was it
possible not to feel twice
tenderly towards this friend, who by the
way of friendship had come to think the very thoughts that he, Lucien,
had reached through
ambition? The aspirant for love and honors felt
that the way had been made smooth for him; the young man and the
comrade felt all his heart go out towards his friend.
It was one of those moments that come very seldom in our lives, when
all the forces in us are
sweetly strung, and every chord vibrating
gives out full resonance.
And yet, this
goodness of a noble nature increased Lucien's human
tendency to take himself as the centre of things. Do not all of us say
more or less, "L'Etat, c'est moi!" with Louis Quatorze? Lucien's
mother and sister had concentrated all their
tenderness on him, David
was his
devoted friend; he was accustomed to see the three making