The Magic Skin
by Honore de Balzac
Translated by Ellen Marriage
To Monsieur Savary, Member of Le Academie des Sciences.
I
THE TALISMAN
Towards the end of the month of October 1829 a young man entered the
Palais-Royal just as the gaming-houses opened, agreeably to the law
which protects a
passion by its very nature easily excisable. He
mounted the
staircase of one of the gambling hells
distinguished by
the number 36, without too much deliberation.
"Your hat, sir, if you please?" a thin, querulous voice called out. A
little old man, crouching in the darkness behind a
railing, suddenly
rose and exhibited his features, carved after a mean design.
As you enter a gaming-house the law despoils you of your hat at the
outset. Is it by way of a parable, a
divinerevelation? Or by exacting
some
pledge or other, is not an
infernalcompact implied? Is it done
to compel you to
preserve a
respectful demeanor towards those who are
about to gain money of you? Or must the
detective, who squats in our
social sewers, know the name of your hatter, or your own, if you
happen to have written it on the
lining inside? Or, after all, is the
measurement of your skull required for the compilation of statistics
as to the cerebral
capacity of
gamblers? The
executive is absolutely
silent on this point. But be sure of this, that though you have
scarcely taken a step towards the tables, your hat no more belongs to
you now than you belong to yourself. Play possesses you, your fortune,
your cap, your cane, your cloak.
As you go out, it will be made clear to you, by a
savage irony, that
Play has yet spared you something, since your property is returned.
For all that, if you bring a new hat with you, you will have to pay
for the knowledge that a special
costume is needed for a
gambler.
The
evidentastonishment with which the young man took a numbered
tally in exchange for his hat, which was
fortunately somewhat rubbed
at the brim, showed clearly enough that his mind was yet untainted;
and the little old man, who had wallowed from his youth up in the
furious pleasures of a
gambler's life, cast a dull,
indifferent glance
over him, in which a
philosopher might have seen
wretchedness lying in
the hospital, the
vagrant lives of ruined folk, inquests on numberless
suicides, life-long penal
servitude and transportations to
Guazacoalco.
His pallid, lengthy
visage appeared like a
haggard embodiment of the
passion reduced to its simplest terms. There were traces of past
anguish in its wrinkles. He supported life on the glutinous soups at
Darcet's, and gambled away his meagre
earnings day by day. Like some
old hackney which takes no heed of the strokes of the whip, nothing
could move him now. The stifled groans of ruined
players, as they
passed out, their mute imprecations, their stupefied faces, found him
impassive. He was the spirit of Play incarnate. If the young man had
noticed this sorry Cerberus, perhaps he would have said, "There is
only a pack of cards in that heart of his."
The stranger did not heed this
warning writ in flesh and blood, put
here, no doubt, by Providence, who has set loathing on the threshold
of all evil haunts. He walked
boldly into the
saloon, where the rattle
of coin brought his senses under the dazzling spell of an agony of
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eloquent periods, which expresses, I think, this
melancholy thought, "Yes, I can imagine that a man may take to
gambling when he sees only his last
shilling between him and death."
There is an
illusion about a gambling
saloon at night as
vulgar as
that of a bloodthirsty drama, and just as
effective. The rooms are
filled with
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thither in search of stimulation, with
excited faces, and
revels that began in wine, to end
shortly in the Seine. The
passion is
there in full
measure, but the great number of the actors prevents you
from
seeing the gambling-demon face to face. The evening is a harmony
or
chorus in which all take part, to which each
instrument in the
orchestra contributes his share. You would see there plenty of
respectable people who have come in search of
diversion, for which
they pay as they pay for the pleasures of the theatre, or of gluttony,
or they come
hither as to some
garret where they cheapen poignant
regrets for three months to come.
Do you understand all the force and
frenzy in a soul which impatiently
waits for the
opening of a gambling hell? Between the
daylightgamblerand the
player at night there is the same difference that lies between
a
careless husband and the lover swooning under his lady's window.
Only with morning comes the real throb of the
passion and the craving
in its stark
horror. Then you can admire the real
gambler, who has
neither eaten, slept, thought, nor lived, he has so smarted under the
scourge of his martingale, so suffered on the rack of his desire for a
coup of trente-et-quarante. At that
accursed hour you
encounter eyes
whose
calmness terrifies you, faces that
fascinate, glances that seem
as if they had power to turn the cards over and
consume them. The
grandest hours of a gambling
saloon are not the
opening ones. If Spain
has bull-fights, and Rome once had her gladiators, Paris waxes proud
of her Palais-Royal, where the
inevitable roulettes cause blood to
flow in streams, and the public can have the pleasure of watching
without fear of their feet slipping in it.
Take a quiet peep at the arena. How bare it looks! The paper on the
walls is
greasy to the
height of your head, there is nothing to bring
one reviving thought. There is not so much as a nail for the
convenience of suicides. The floor is worn and dirty. An oblong table
stands in the middle of the room, the tablecloth is worn by the
friction of gold, but the straw-bottomed chairs about it indicate an
odd
indifference to
luxury in the men who will lose their lives here
in the quest of the fortune that is to put
luxury within their reach.
This
contradiction in
humanity is seen
wherever the soul reacts
powerfully upon itself. The
gallant would clothe his
mistress in
silks, would deck her out in soft Eastern fabrics, though he and she
must lie on a truckle-bed. The
ambitiousdreamer sees himself at the
summit of power, while he slavishly prostrates himself in the mire.
The
tradesman stagnates in his damp, unhealthy shop, while he builds a
great
mansion for his son to
inherit prematurely, only to be ejected
from it by law proceedings at his own brother's instance.
After all, is there a less
pleasing thing in the world than a house of
pleasure? Singular question! Man is always at
strife with himself. His
present woes give the lie to his hopes; yet he looks to a future which
is not his, to indemnify him for these present sufferings; setting
upon all his actions the seal of inconsequence and of the
weakness of
his nature. We have nothing here below in full
measure but misfortune.
There were several
gamblers in the room already when the young man
entered. Three bald-headed seniors were lounging round the green
table. Imperturbable as diplomatists, those plaster-cast faces of
theirs betokened blunted sensibilities, and hearts which had long
forgotten how to throb, even when a woman's dowry was the stake. A
young Italian, olive-hued and dark-haired, sat at one end, with his
elbows on the table,
seeming to listen to the presentiments of luck
that
dictate a
gambler's "Yes" or "No." The glow of fire and gold was
on that southern face. Some seven or eight onlookers stood by way of
an
audience, awaiting a drama
composed of the strokes of chance, the
faces of the actors, the
circulation of coin, and the
motion of the
croupier's rake, much as a silent,
motionless crowd watches the
headsman in the Place de Greve. A tall, thin man, in a threadbare
coat, held a card in one hand, and a pin in the other, to mark the
numbers of Red or Black. He seemed a modern Tantalus, with all the
pleasures of his epoch at his lips, a hoardless miser
drawing in
imaginary gains, a sane
species of
lunatic who consoles himself in his
misery by chimerical dreams, a man who touches peril and vice as a
young
priest handles the unconsecrated wafer in the white mass.
One or two experts at the game,
shrewd speculators, had placed
themselves opposite the bank, like old convicts who have lost all fear
of the hulks; they meant to try two or three coups, and then to depart
at once with the expected gains, on which they lived. Two elderly
waiters dawdled about with their arms folded, looking from time to
time into the garden from the windows, as if to show their
insignificant faces as a sign to passers-by.
The croupier and
banker threw a
ghastly and withering glance at the
punters, and cried, in a sharp voice, "Make your game!" as the young
man came in. The silence seemed to grow deeper as all heads turned
curiously towards the new
arrival. Who would have thought it? The
jaded elders, the fossilized waiters, the onlookers, the fanatical
Italian himself, felt an indefinable dread at sight of the stranger.
Is he not
wretched indeed who can
excite pity here? Must he not be
very
helpless to receive
sympathy,
ghastly in appearance to raise a
shudder in these places, where pain utters no cry, where
wretchedness
looks gay, and
despair is decorous? Such thoughts as these produced a
new e
motion in these torpid hearts as the young man entered. Were not