executioners known to shed tears over the fair-haired, girlish heads
that had to fall at the bidding of the Revolution?
The
gamblers saw at a glance a
dreadfulmystery in the
novice's face.
His young features were stamped with a
melancholy grace, his looks
told of unsuccess and many blighted hopes. The dull
apathy of the
suicide had made his
forehead so
deadly pale, a bitter smile carved
faint lines about the corners of his mouth, and there was an
abandonment about him that was
painful to see. Some sort of demon
sparkled in the depths of his eye, which drooped, wearied perhaps with
pleasure. Could it have been dissipation that had set its foul mark on
the proud face, once pure and bright, and now brought low? Any doctor
seeing the yellow circles about his eyelids, and the color in his
cheeks, would have set them down to some
affection of the heart or
lungs, while poets would have attributed them to the havoc brought by
the search for knowledge and to night-vigils by the student's lamp.
But a
complaint more fatal than any disease, a disease more merciless
than
genius or study, had drawn this young face, and had wrung a heart
which dissipation, study, and
sickness had scarcely disturbed. When a
notorious
criminal is taken to the convict's prison, the prisoners
welcome him
respectfully, and these evil spirits in human shape,
experienced in torments, bowed before an unheard-of
anguish. By the
depth of the wound which met their eyes, they recognized a prince
among them, by the
majesty of his unspoken irony, by the refined
wretchedness of his garb. The frock-coat that he wore was well cut,
but his
cravat was on terms so
intimate with his
waistcoat that no one
could
suspect him of underlinen. His hands, shapely as a woman's were
not
perfectly clean; for two days past indeed he had ceased to wear
gloves. If the very croupier and the waiters shuddered, it was because
some traces of the spell of
innocence yet hung about his meagre,
delicately-shaped form, and his
scanty fair hair in its natural curls.
He looked only about twenty-five years of age, and any trace of vice
in his face seemed to be there by accident. A young
constitution still
resisted the inroads of lubricity. Darkness and light, annihilation
and
existence, seemed to struggle in him, with effects of mingled
beauty and
terror. There he stood like some erring angel that has lost
his
radiance; and these emeritus-professors of vice and shame were
ready to bid the
novice depart, even as some toothless crone might be
seized with pity for a beautiful girl who offers herself up to infamy.
The young man went straight up to the table, and, as he stood there,
flung down a piece of gold which he held in his hand, without
deliberation. It rolled on to the Black; then, as strong natures can,
he looked
calmly, if
anxiously, at the croupier, as if he held useless
subterfuges in scorn.
The interest this coup awakened was so great that the old gamesters
laid nothing upon it; only the Italian, inspired by a
gambler's
enthusiasm, smiled suddenly at some thought, and punted his heap of
coin against the stranger's stake.
The
banker forgot to pronounce the phrases that use and wont have
reduced to an inarticulate cry--"Make your game. . . . The game is
made. . . . Bets are closed." The croupier spread out the cards, and
seemed to wish luck to the
newcomer,
indifferent as he was to the
losses or gains of those who took part in these sombre pleasures.
Every bystander thought he saw a drama, the closing scene of a noble
life, in the fortunes of that bit of gold; and
eagerly fixed his eyes
on the
prophetic cards; but however closely they watched the young