pleasures, patrons, and acquaintances are his capital. Suppose a
merchant runs a risk of a million, for twenty years he can neither
sleep, eat, nor amuse himself, he is brooding over his million, it
makes him run about all over Europe; he worries himself, goes to the
devil in every way that man has invented. Then comes a liquidation,
such as I have seen myself, which very often leaves him penniless and
without a
reputation or a friend. The spendthrift, on the other hand,
takes life as a serious game and sees his horses run. He loses his
capital, perhaps, but he stands a chance of being nominated Receiver-
General, of making a
wealthy marriage, or of an appointment of attache
to a
minister or
ambassador; and he has his friends left and his name,
and he never wants money. He knows the
standing of everybody, and uses
every one for his own benefit. Is this
logical, or am I a
madman after
all? Haven't you there all the moral of the
comedy that goes on every
day in this world? . . . Your work is completed' he went on after a
pause; 'you are
immensely clever! Well, you have only arrived at my
starting-point. Now, you had better look after its success yourself;
it is the surest way. You will make
allies in every clique, and secure
applause
beforehand. I mean to go halves in your glory myself; I shall
be the
jeweler who set the diamonds in your crown. Come here to-morrow
evening, by way of a
beginning. I will introduce you to a house where
all Paris goes, all OUR Paris, that is--the Paris of exquisites,
millionaires, celebrities, all the folk who talk gold like Chrysostom.
When they have taken up a book, that book becomes the fashion; and
if it is something really good for once, they will have declared it
to be a work of
genius without
knowing it. If you have any sense, my
dear fellow, you will ensure the success of your "Theory," by a
better under
standing of the theory of success. To-morrow evening you
shall go to see that queen of the moment--the beautiful Countess
Foedora. . . .'
" 'I have never heard of her. . . .'
" 'You Hottentot!' laughed Rastignac; 'you do not know Foedora? A
great match with an
income of nearly eighty thousand livres, who has
taken a fancy to nobody, or else no one has taken a fancy to her. A
sort of
feminine enigma, a half Russian Parisienne, or a half Parisian
Russian. All the
romantic productions that never get published are
brought out at her house; she is the handsomest woman in Paris, and
the most
gracious! You are not even a Hottentot; you are something
between the Hottentot and the beast. . . . Good-bye till to-morrow.'
"He swung round on his heel and made off without
waiting for my
answer. It never occurred to him that a
reasoning being could refuse
an
introduction to Foedora. How can the
fascination of a name be
explained? FOEDORA
haunted me like some evil thought, with which you
seek to come to terms. A voice said in me, 'You are going to see
Foedora!' In vain I reasoned with that voice,
saying that it lied to
me; all my arguments were defeated by the name 'Foedora.' Was not the
name, and even the woman herself, the
symbol of all my desires, and
the object of my life?
"The name called up recollections of the
conventionalglitter of the
world, the upper world of Paris with its
brilliant fetes and the
tinsel of its vanities. The woman brought before me all the problems
of
passion on which my mind
continually ran. Perhaps it was neither
the woman nor the name, but my own propensities, that
sprang up within
me and tempted me afresh. Here was the Countess Foedora, rich and
loveless, proof against the temptations of Paris; was not this woman
the very incarnation of my hopes and visions? I fashioned her for
myself, drew her in fancy, and dreamed of her. I could not sleep that
night; I became her lover; I overbrimmed a few hours with a whole
lifetime--a lover's
lifetime; the experience of its prolific delights
burned me.
"The next day I could not bear the tortures of delay; I borrowed a
novel, and spent the whole day over it, so that I could not possibly
think nor keep
account of the time till night. Foedora's name echoed
through me even as I read, but only as a distant sound; though it
could be heard, it was not troublesome. Fortunately, I owned a fairly
creditable black coat and a white
waistcoat; of all my fortune there
now remained abut thirty francs, which I had distributed about among
my clothes and in my drawers, so as to erect between my whims and the
spending of a five-franc piece a
thornybarrier of search, and an
adventurous peregrination round my room. While I as dressing, I dived
about for my money in an ocean of papers. This
scarcity of specie will
give you some idea of the value of that squandered upon gloves and
cab-hire; a month's bread disappeared at one fell swoop. Alas! money
is always
forthcoming for our caprices; we only
grudge the cost of
things that are useful or necessary. We recklessly fling gold to an
opera-dancer, and haggle with a
tradesman whose hungry family must
wait for the settlement of our bill. How many men are there that wear
a coat that cost a hundred francs, and carry a diamond in the head of
their cane, and dine for twenty-five SOUS for all that! It seems as
though we could never pay enough for the pleasures of
vanity.
"Rastignac,
punctual to his appointment, smiled at the transformation,
and joked about it. On the way he gave me
benevolent advice as to my
conduct with the
countess; he described her as mean, vain, and
suspicious; but though mean, she was ostentatious, her
vanity was
transparent, and her
mistrust good-humored.
" 'You know I am pledged,' he said, 'and what I should lose, too, if I
tried a change in love. So my
observation of Foedora has been quite
cool and disinterested, and my remarks must have some truth in them. I
was looking to your future when I thought of introducing you to her;
so mind very carefully what I am about to say. She has a terrible
memory. She is clever enough to drive a diplomatist wild; she would
know it at once if he spoke the truth. Between ourselves, I fancy that
her marriage was not recognized by the Emperor, for the Russian
ambassador began to smile when I spoke of her; he does not receive her
either, and only bows very
coolly if he meets her in the Bois. For all
that, she is in Madame de Serizy's set, and visits Mesdames de
Nucingen and de Restaud. There is no cloud over her here in France;
the Duchesse de Carigliano, the most-strait-laced marechale in the
whole Bonapartist coterie, often goes to spend the summer with her at
her country house. Plenty of young fops, sons of peers of France, have
offered her a title in exchange for her fortune, and she has
politely
declined them all. Her susceptibilities, maybe, are not to be touched
by anything less than a count. Aren't you a
marquis? Go ahead if you
fancy her. This is what you may call receiving your instructions.'
"His raillery made me think that Rastignac wished to joke and excite
my
curiosity, so that I was in a paroxysm of my extemporized
passionby the time that we stopped before a peristyle full of flowers. My
heart beat and my color rose as we went up the great
carpeted
staircase, and I noticed about me all the
studied refinements of
English comfort; I was infatuatedly bourgeois; I forgot my
origin and
all my personal and family pride. Alas! I had but just left a garret,
after three years of
poverty, and I could not just then set the
treasures there acquired above such trifles as these. Nor could I
rightly
estimate the worth of the vast
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intellectual capital which
turns to
riches at the moment when opportunity comes within our reach,
opportunity that does not
overwhelm, because study has prepared us for
the struggles of public life.
"I found a woman of about twenty-two years of age; she was of average
height, was dressed in white, and held a
feather fire-screen in her
hand; a group of men stood around her. She rose at the sight of
Rastignac, and came towards us with a
gracious smile and a musically-
uttered
compliment, prepared no doubt
beforehand, for me. Our friend
had
spoken of me as a rising man, and his clever way of making the
most of me had procured me this
flatteringreception. I was confused
by the attention that every one paid to me; but Rastignac had luckily
mentioned my
modesty. I was brought in
contact with scholars, men of
letters, ex-
ministers, and peers of France. The conversation,
interrupted a while by my coming, was resumed. I took courage, feeling
that I had a
reputation to
maintain, and without abusing my privilege,
I spoke when it fell to me to speak,
trying to state the questions at
issue in words more or less
profound, witty or trenchant, and I made a
certain
sensation. Rastignac was a
prophet for the thousandth time in
his life. As soon as the
gathering was large enough to
restore freedom
to individuals, he took my arm, and we went round the rooms.
" 'Don't look as if you were too much struck by the princess,' he
said, 'or she will guess your object in coming to visit her.'
"The rooms were furnished in excellent taste. Each
apartment had a
character of its own, as in
wealthy English houses; and the silken
hangings, the style of the furniture, and the ornaments, even the most
trifling, were all subordinated to the
original idea. In a
gothicboudoir the doors were concealed by tapestried curtains, and the