Cant: surely a
tragicpilgrimage for all mortals; Darkness, and the
mere shadow of Death, enveloping all things from pole to pole; and in
the raging gulf-currents,
offering us will-o'-wisps for
loadstars,--intimating that there are no stars, nor ever were, except
certain Old-Jew ones which have now gone out. Once more, a
tragicpilgrimage for all mortals; and for the young pious soul,
winged with
genius, and
passionately seeking land, and
passionately abhorrent of
floating carrion
withal, more
tragical than for any!--A
pilgrimage we
must all
undertakenevertheless, and make the best of with our
respective means. Some arrive; a
glorious few: many must be
lost,--go down upon the floating wreck which they took for land. Nay,
courage! These also, so far as there was any
heroism in them, have
bequeathed their life as a
contribution to us, have
valiantly laid
their bodies in the chasm for us: of these also there is no ray of
heroism _lost_,--and, on the whole, what else of them could or should
be "saved" at any time? Courage, and ever Forward!
Concerning this attempt of Sterling's to find
sanctuary in the old
Church, and
desperately grasp the hem of her
garment in such manner,
there will at present be many opinions: and mine must be recorded
here in flat reproval of it, in mere pitying
condemnation of it, as a
rash, false,
unwise and unpermitted step. Nay, among the evil lessons
of his Time to poor Sterling, I cannot but
account this the worst;
properly indeed, as we may say, the apotheosis, the
solemnapology and
consecration, of all the evil lessons that were in it to him. Alas,
if we did remember the
divine and awful nature of God's Truth, and had
not so forgotten it as poor doomed creatures never did before,--should
we, durst we in our most audacious moments, think of
wedding _it_ to
the World's Untruth, which is also, like all untruths, the Devil's?
Only in the world's last lethargy can such things be done, and
accounted safe and pious! Fools! "Do you think the Living God is a
buzzard idol,"
sternly asks Milton, that you dare address Him in this
manner?--Such darkness, thick
sluggish clouds of
cowardice and
oblivious baseness, have accumulated on us: thickening as if towards
the
eternal sleep! It is not now known, what never needed proof or
statement before, that Religion is not a doubt; that it is a
certainty,--or else a
mockery and
horror. That none or all of the
many things we are in doubt about, and need to have demonstrated and
rendered
probable, can by any alchemy be made a "Religion" for us; but
are and must continue a baleful, quiet or unquiet, Hypocrisy for us;
and bring--_salvation_, do we fancy? I think, it is another thing
they will bring, and are, on all hands, visibly bringing this good
while!--
The time, then, with its deliriums, has done its worst for poor
Sterling. Into deeper aberration it cannot lead him; this is the
crowning error. Happily, as beseems the superlative of errors, it was
a very brief, almost a
momentary one. In June, 1834, Sterling dates
as installed at Herstmonceux; and is flinging, as usual, his whole
soul into the business;
successfully so far as
outward results could
show: but already in September, he begins to have misgivings; and in
February following, quits it
altogether,--the rest of his life being,
in great part, a
laborious effort of detail to pick the fragments of
it off him, and be free of it in soul as well as in title.
At this the
extreme point of
spiritual deflexion and
depression, when
the world's
madness,
unusuallyimpressive on such a man, has done its
very worst with him, and in all future errors
whatsoever he will be a
little less
mistaken, we may close the First Part of Sterling's Life.
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- shipwreck [´ʃiprek] n.&v.(船)失事;毁灭 (英语四级单词)
- extinct [ik´stiŋkt] a.熄灭的;灭绝的 (英语四级单词)
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- velocity [vi´lɔsiti] n.速度(率);迅速 (英语四级单词)
- impatience [im´peiʃəns] n.不耐烦,急躁 (英语四级单词)
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- brutal [´bru:tl] a.兽性的;残暴的 (英语四级单词)
- pilgrimage [´pilgrimidʒ] n.朝圣;远游;人生历程 (英语四级单词)
- passionately [´pæʃənitli] ad.多情地;热烈地 (英语四级单词)
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- momentary [´məuməntəri] a.瞬息间的 (英语四级单词)
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- unwise [ʌn´waiz] a.不聪明的,愚笨的 (英语六级单词)
- sluggish [´slʌgiʃ] a.呆滞的;偷懒的 (英语六级单词)
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- mockery [´mɔkəri] n.嘲笑;笑柄 (英语六级单词)
- laborious [lə´bɔ:riəs] a.吃力的 (英语六级单词)