or make her quit them in
apprehension. James was in
excellent spirits, and Isabella most engagingly placid.
Her
tenderness for her friend seemed rather the first feeling
of her heart; but that at such a moment was allowable;
and once she gave her lover a flat
contradiction, and once
she drew back her hand; but Catherine remembered Henry's
instructions, and placed it all to
judiciousaffection.
The embraces, tears, and promises of the
parting fair
ones may be fancied.
CHAPTER 20
Mr. and Mrs. Allen were sorry to lose their young friend,
whose good
humour and
cheerfulness had made her a
valuable
companion, and in the
promotion of whose enjoyment
their own had been
gently increased. Her happiness in
going with Miss Tilney, however, prevented their wishing
it
otherwise; and, as they were to remain only one more
week in Bath themselves, her quitting them now would not
long be felt. Mr. Allen attended her to Milsom Street,
where she was to breakfast, and saw her seated with the
kindest
welcome among her new friends; but so great was
her
agitation in
finding herself as one of the family,
and so
fearful was she of not doing exactly what was right,
and of not being able to
preserve their good opinion,
that, in the
embarrassment of the first five minutes,
she could almost have wished to return with him to
Pulteney Street.
Miss Tilney's manners and Henry's smile soon did
away some of her
unpleasant feelings; but still she
was far from being at ease; nor could the incessant
attentions of the general himself entirely
reassure her.
Nay, perverse as it seemed, she doubted whether she
might not have felt less, had she been less attended to.
His
anxiety for her comfort--his
continual solicitations
that she would eat, and his often-expressed fears of her
seeing nothing to her taste--though never in her life before
had she
beheld half such
variety on a breakfast-table--made
it impossible for her to forget for a moment that she
was a
visitor. She felt utterly
unworthy of such respect,
and knew not how to reply to it. Her tranquillity was not
improved by the general's
impatience for the appearance
of his
eldest son, nor by the
displeasure he expressed
at his laziness when Captain Tilney at last came down.
She was quite pained by the
severity of his father's reproof,
which seemed disproportionate to the offence; and much
was her concern increased when she found herself the
principal cause of the lecture, and that his tardiness
was
chiefly resented from being disrespectful to her.
This was placing her in a very
uncomfortable situation,
and she felt great com
passion for Captain Tilney,
without being able to hope for his goodwill.
He listened to his father in silence, and attempted
not any defence, which confirmed her in fearing that the
inquietude of his mind, on Isabella's
account, might,
by keeping him long
sleepless, have been the real cause
of his rising late. It was the first time of her being
decidedly in his company, and she had hoped to be now
able to form her opinion of him; but she scarcely
heard his voice while his father remained in the room;
and even afterwards, so much were his spirits affected,
she could
distinguish nothing but these words, in a whisper
to Eleanor, "How glad I shall be when you are all off."
The
bustle of going was not pleasant. The clock
struck ten while the trunks were carrying down, and the
general had fixed to be out of Milsom Street by that hour.
His greatcoat, instead of being brought for him to put
on directly, was spread out in the curricle in which he
was to accompany his son. The middle seat of the chaise was
not drawn out, though there were three people to go in it,
and his daughter's maid had so
crowded it with parcels
that Miss Morland would not have room to sit; and, so much
was he influenced by this
apprehension when he handed
her in, that she had some difficulty in saving her own
new writing-desk from being thrown out into the street.