being such a smart young fellow, I saw every eye was
upon us."
"He is very handsome indeed."
"Handsome! Yes, I suppose he may. I dare say people
would admire him in general; but he is not at all in my
style of beauty. I hate a florid
complexion and dark eyes
in a man. However, he is very well. Amazingly conceited,
I am sure. I took him down several times, you know,
in my way."
When the young ladies next met, they had a far
more interesting subject to discuss. James Morland's
second letter was then received, and the kind intentions
of his father fully explained. A living, of which
Mr. Morland was himself
patron and incumbent, of about
four hundred pounds
yearly value, was to be resigned
to his son as soon as he should be old enough to take it;
no
trifling deduction from the family
income, no niggardly
assignment to one of ten children. An
estate of at least
equal value,
moreover, was
assured as his future inheritance.
James expressed himself on the occasion with
becoming
gratitude; and the necessity of
waiting between
two and three years before they could marry, being,
however
unwelcome, no more than he had expected, was borne
by him without
discontent. Catherine, whose expectations
had been as unfixed as her ideas of her father's
income,
and whose judgment was now entirely led by her brother,
felt
equally well satisfied, and
heartily congratulated
Isabella on having everything so
pleasantly settled.
"It is very
charming indeed," said Isabella,
with a grave face. "Mr. Morland has behaved vastly
handsome indeed," said the gentle Mrs. Thorpe,
looking
anxiously at her daughter. "I only wish I could
do as much. One could not expect more from him, you know.
If he finds he can do more by and by, I dare say he will,
for I am sure he must be an excellent good-hearted man.
Four hundred is but a small
income to begin on indeed,
but your wishes, my dear Isabella, are so
moderate, you do
not consider how little you ever want, my dear."
"It is not on my own
account I wish for more; but I
cannot bear to be the means of injuring my dear Morland,
making him sit down upon an
income hardly enough to find
one in the common necessaries of life. For myself,
it is nothing; I never think of myself."
"I know you never do, my dear; and you will always
find your
reward in the
affection it makes everybody
feel for you. There never was a young woman so beloved
as you are by everybody that knows you; and I dare say
when Mr. Morland sees you, my dear child--but do not let
us
distress our dear Catherine by talking of such things.
Mr. Morland has behaved so very handsome, you know.
I always heard he was a most excellent man; and you know,
my dear, we are not to suppose but what, if you had had a
suitable fortune, he would have come down with something more,
for I am sure he must be a most liberal-minded man."
"Nobody can think better of Mr. Morland than I do,
I am sure. But everybody has their failing, you know,
and everybody has a right to do what they like with their
own money." Catherine was hurt by these insinuations.
"I am very sure," said she, "that my father has promised
to do as much as he can afford."
Isabella recollected herself. "As to that,
my sweet Catherine, there cannot be a doubt, and you know
me well enough to be sure that a much smaller
income would
satisfy me. It is not the want of more money that makes
me just at present a little out of spirits; I hate money;
and if our union could take place now upon only fifty
pounds a year, I should not have a wish unsatisfied.
Ah! my Catherine, you have found me out. There's the sting.
The long, long, endless two years and half that are to pass
before your brother can hold the living."
"Yes, yes, my
darling Isabella," said Mrs. Thorpe,
"we
perfectly see into your heart. You have no disguise.
We
perfectly understand the present
vexation; and everybody
must love you the better for such a noble honest
affection."
Catherine's
uncomfortable feelings began to lessen.
She endeavoured to believe that the delay of the marriage