every effort for him in secret, and
consequently he had all the faults
of a spoiled
eldest son. The noble is eaten up with the egoism which
their unselfishness was fostering in Lucien; and Mme. de Bargeton was
doing her best to develop the same fault by inciting him to forget all
that he owed to his sister, and mother, and David. He was far from
doing so as yet; but was there not ground for the fear that as his
sphere of
ambition widened, his whole thought perforce would be how he
might
maintain himself in it?
When
emotion had subsided, David had a
suggestion to make. He thought
that Lucien's poem, Saint John in Patmos, was possibly too biblical to
be read before an
audience but little familiar with apocalyptic
poetry. Lucien, making his first appearance before the most exacting
public in the Charente, seemed to be
nervous. David advised him to
take Andre de Chenier and
substitute certain pleasure for a dubious
delight. Lucien was a perfect reader, the listeners would enjoy
listening to him, and his
modesty would
doubtless serve him well. Like
most young people, the pair were endowing the rest of the world with
their own
intelligence and virtues; for if youth that has not yet gone
astray is
pitiless for the sins of others, it is ready, on the other
hand, to put a
magnificent faith in them. It is only, in fact, after a
good deal of experience of life that we recognize the truth of
Raphael's great saying--"To
comprehend is to equal."
The power of appreciating
poetry is rare, generally
speaking, in
France; esprit soon dries up the source of the
sacred tears of
ecstasy; nobody cares to be at the trouble of deciphering the sublime,
of plumbing the depths to discover the
infinite. Lucien was about to
have his first experience of the
ignorance and
indifference of
worldlings. He went round by way of the printing office for David's
volume of
poetry.
The two lovers were left alone, and David had never felt more
embarrassed in his life. Countless terrors seized upon him; he half
wished, half feared that Eve would praise him; he longed to run away,
for even
modesty is not
exempt from coquetry. David was afraid to
utter a word that might seem to beg for thanks; everything that he
could think of put him in some false position, so he held his tongue
and looked
guilty. Eve, guessing the agony of
modesty, was enjoying
the pause; but when David twisted his hat as if he meant to go, she
looked at him and smiled.
"Monsieur David," she said, "if you are not going to pass the evening
at Mme. de Bargeton's, we can spend the time together. It is fine;
shall we take a walk along the Charente? We will have a talk about
Lucien."
David longed to fling himself at the feet of this
delicious girl. Eve
had rewarded him beyond his hopes by that tone in her voice; the
kindness of her
accent had solved the difficulties of the position,
her
suggestion was something better than praise; it was the first
grace given by love.
"But give me time to dress!" she said, as David made as if to go at
once.
David went out; he who all his life long had not known one tune from
another, was humming to himself; honest Postel
hearing him with
surprise, conceived a
vehementsuspicion of Eve's feelings towards the
printer.
The most
trifling things that happened that evening made a great
impression on Lucien, and his
character was
peculiarlysusceptible to
first impressions. Like all
inexperienced lovers he arrived so early
that Louise was not in the drawing-room; but M. de Bargeton was there,
alone. Lucien had already begun to serve his
apprenticeship in the
practice of the small deceits with which the lover of a married woman
pays for his happiness--deceits through which,
moreover, she learns
the
extent of her power; but so far Lucien had not met the lady's
husband face to face.
M. de Bargeton's
intellect was of the
limited kind, exactly poised on
- maiden [´meidn] n.少女 a.未婚的 (初中英语单词)
- ignorance [´ignərəns] n.无知,愚昧 (初中英语单词)
- willing [´wiliŋ] a.情愿的,乐意的 (初中英语单词)
- character [´kæriktə] n.特性;性质;人物;字 (初中英语单词)
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- anxious [´æŋkʃəs] a.担忧的;渴望的 (初中英语单词)
- suspicion [sə´spiʃən] n.怀(猜)疑;嫌疑 (初中英语单词)
- polite [pə´lait] a.有礼貌的;温和的 (初中英语单词)
- victory [´viktəri] n.胜利,战胜 (初中英语单词)
- majesty [´mædʒisti] n.壮丽;崇高;尊严 (初中英语单词)
- proudly [´praudli] ad.骄傲地;傲慢地 (初中英语单词)
- belief [bi´li:f] n.相信;信仰,信条 (初中英语单词)
- witness [´witnis] n.见证人 vt.目击 (初中英语单词)
- poverty [´pɔvəti] n.贫穷(乏,瘠);不足 (初中英语单词)
- wooden [´wudn] a.木制的;呆板的 (初中英语单词)
- atmosphere [´ætməsfiə] n.大气;空气;气氛 (初中英语单词)
- ambitious [æm´biʃəs] a.有雄心的;热望的 (初中英语单词)
- confusion [kən´fju:ʒən] n.混乱(状态);骚乱 (初中英语单词)
- wealth [welθ] n.财富,财产 (初中英语单词)
- advantage [əd´vɑ:ntidʒ] n.优势;利益 (初中英语单词)
- holiday [´hɔlidi] n.假日,假期,节日 (初中英语单词)
- working [´wə:kiŋ] a.工人的;劳动的 (初中英语单词)
- scientific [,saiən´tifik] a.科学(上)的 (初中英语单词)
- complain [kəm´plein] vi.抱怨,叫屈;控诉 (初中英语单词)
- bargain [´bɑ:gin] n.买卖合同 v.议(价) (初中英语单词)
- graceful [´greisfəl] a.优美的,流畅的 (初中英语单词)
- trousers [´trauzəz] n.裤子,长裤 (初中英语单词)
- overcome [,əuvə´kʌm] vt.战胜,克服 (初中英语单词)
- frequent [´fri:kwənt] a.常见的,频繁的 (初中英语单词)
- worship [´wə:ʃip] n.&v.崇拜;敬仰 (初中英语单词)
- sprang [spræŋ] spring 的过去式 (初中英语单词)
- ambition [æm´biʃən] n.雄心,野心;企图 (初中英语单词)
- goodness [´gudnis] n.优良;美德;精华 (初中英语单词)
- maintain [mein´tein] vt.维持;保持;继续 (初中英语单词)
- emotion [i´məuʃən] n.感情;情绪;激动 (初中英语单词)
- suggestion [sə´dʒestʃən] n.建议,提议;暗示 (初中英语单词)
- audience [´ɔ:diəns] n.听众;观众;接见 (初中英语单词)
- nervous [´nə:vəs] a.神经的;神经过敏的 (初中英语单词)
- substitute [´sʌbstitju:t] n.代理人 v.代替,取代 (初中英语单词)
- doubtless [´dautlis] ad.无疑地;大概,多半 (初中英语单词)
- intelligence [in´telidʒəns] n.智力;消息 (初中英语单词)
- magnificent [mæg´nifisənt] a.壮丽的;豪华的 (初中英语单词)
- poetry [´pəuitri] n.诗;诗意 (初中英语单词)
- sacred [´seikrid] a.神圣的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- guilty [´gilti] a.有罪的;心虚的 (初中英语单词)
- delicious [di´liʃəs] a.美味的,可口的 (初中英语单词)
- accent [´æksənt, æk´sent] n.重音;口音 vt.重读 (初中英语单词)
- trifling [´traifliŋ] a.微小的;轻浮的 (初中英语单词)
- moreover [mɔ:´rəuvə] ad.再者,此外,而且 (初中英语单词)
- extent [ik´stent] n.长度;程度;范围 (初中英语单词)
- tightly [´taitli] ad.紧,紧密地 (高中英语单词)
- worthless [´wə:θləs] a.无价值的 (高中英语单词)
- mistaken [mis´teikən] mistake的过去分词 (高中英语单词)
- radiant [´reidiənt] a.发光的 n.光源(体) (高中英语单词)
- brightness [´braitnis] n.光明;快乐 (高中英语单词)
- appropriate [ə´prəupri-it, ə´prəuprieit] a.适宜的 vt.私占;拨给 (高中英语单词)
- ignore [ig´nɔ:] vt.忽视,不理,不顾 (高中英语单词)
- elevation [,eli´veiʃən] n.高度;晋升;高尚 (高中英语单词)
- indispensable [,indi´spensəbəl] a.绝对必要的 (高中英语单词)
- gladly [´glædli] ad.愉快地,高兴地 (高中英语单词)
- treachery [´tretʃəri] n.背叛;背信弃义 (高中英语单词)
- goodwill [,gud´wil] n.友好,亲善;信誉 (高中英语单词)
- dedicate [´dedikeit] vt.献给;献身于 (高中英语单词)
- awkward [´ɔ:kwəd] a.笨拙的;为难的 (高中英语单词)
- prejudice [´predʒədis] n.偏见;不利 vt.损害 (高中英语单词)
- tenderly [´tendəli] ad.娇嫩地;柔和地 (高中英语单词)
- sweetly [´swi:tli] ad.甜蜜地;美妙地 (高中英语单词)
- tenderness [´tendənis] n.娇嫩;柔软;温柔 (高中英语单词)
- consequently [´kɔnsikwəntli] ad.因此,所以 (高中英语单词)
- eldest [´eldist] a.最年长的 (高中英语单词)
- comprehend [,kɔmpri´hend] vt.了解;领会;包含 (高中英语单词)
- infinite [´infinit] a.无限的,无穷的 (高中英语单词)
- indifference [in´difrəns] n.冷淡;无足轻重 (高中英语单词)
- countless [´kauntlis] a.无数的 (高中英语单词)
- hearing [´hiəriŋ] n.听力;听证会;审讯 (高中英语单词)
- limited [´limitid] a.有限(制)的 (高中英语单词)
- aristocracy [,æris´tɔkrəsi] n.贵族政治;贵族 (英语四级单词)
- intellect [´intilekt] n.智力;有才智的人 (英语四级单词)
- antique [æn´ti:k] a.古代的 n.古物(董) (英语四级单词)
- walnut [´wɔ:lnʌt] n.胡桃(树,木) (英语四级单词)
- cleanliness [´kli:nlinis] n.清洁 (英语四级单词)
- porcelain [´pɔ:slin] n.瓷 a.瓷的;精美的 (英语四级单词)
- printer [´printə] n.印刷者;排字工人 (英语四级单词)
- foreman [´fɔ:mən] n.领班;陪审团主席 (英语四级单词)
- totter [´tɔtə] vi.蹒跚;摇摇欲坠 (英语四级单词)
- remorse [ri´mɔ:s] n.懊悔;自责;同情 (英语四级单词)
- seeming [´si:miŋ] a.表面上的 n.外观 (英语四级单词)
- debtor [´detə] n.债务人;借方 (英语四级单词)
- humility [hju:´militi] n.谦逊,谦让 (英语四级单词)
- devoted [di´vəutid] a.献身…的,忠实的 (英语四级单词)
- modesty [´mɔdisti] n.谨慎;端庄;羞怯 (英语四级单词)
- exempt [ig´zempt] vt.免除 a.免除的 (英语四级单词)
- peculiarly [pi´kju:liəli] ad.特有地;古怪地 (英语四级单词)
- earthen [´ə:θən, -ðən] a.泥土做的;大地的 (英语六级单词)
- discreet [di´skri:t] a.谨慎的,考虑周到的 (英语六级单词)
- respecting [ri´spektiŋ] prep.由于;鉴于 (英语六级单词)
- cravat [krə´væt] n.领带;围巾 (英语六级单词)
- diplomacy [di´pləuməsi] n.外交;交际手腕 (英语六级单词)
- timidly [´timidli] ad.胆怯地 (英语六级单词)
- taking [´teikiŋ] a.迷人的 n.捕获物 (英语六级单词)
- pitiless [´pitiləs] a.无怜悯心的;无情的 (英语六级单词)
- speaking [´spi:kiŋ] n.说话 a.发言的 (英语六级单词)
- vehement [´viəmənt] a.猛烈的;热烈的 (英语六级单词)
- susceptible [sə´septəbəl] a.敏感的;易受影响的 (英语六级单词)
- inexperienced [,iniks´piəriənst] a.缺乏经验的 (英语六级单词)
- apprenticeship [ə´prentisʃip] n.学徒工身份 (英语六级单词)