entered; and the Princess prepared for her favourite a long
narrative of dark labyrinths and
costly rooms, and of the different
impressions which the varieties of the way had made upon her. But
when they came to their train, they found every one silent and
dejected: the men discovered shame and fear in their countenances,
and the women were
weeping in their tents.
What had happened they did not try to
conjecture, but immediately
inquired. "You had scarcely entered into the Pyramid," said one of
the attendants, "when a troop of Arabs rushed upon us: we were too
few to
resist them, and too slow to escape. They were about to
search the tents, set us on our camels, and drive us along before
them, when the approach of some Turkish horsemen put them to
flight: but they seized the Lady Pekuah with her two maids, and
carried them away: the Turks are now pursuing them by our
instigation, but I fear they will not be able to
overtake them."
The Princess was overpowered with surprise and grief. Rasselas, in
the first heat of his
resentment, ordered his servants to follow
him, and prepared to
pursue the robbers with his sabre in his hand.
"Sir," said Imlac, "what can you hope from
violence or
valour? The
Arabs are mounted on horses trained to battle and
retreat; we have
only beasts of burden. By leaving our present station we may lose
the Princess, but cannot hope to
regain Pekuah."
In a short time the Turks returned, having not been able to reach
the enemy. The Princess burst out into new lamentations, and
Rasselas could scarcely
forbear to
reproach them with cowardice;
but Imlac was of opinion that the escape of the Arabs was no
addition to their
misfortune, for perhaps they would have killed
their captives rather than have resigned them.
CHAPTER XXXIV - THEY RETURN TO CAIRO WITHOUT PEKUAH.
THERE was nothing to be hoped from longer stay. They returned to
Cairo,
repenting of their
curiosity, censuring the negligence of
the government, lamenting their own rashness, which had neglected
to
procure a guard, imagining many
expedients by which the loss of
Pekuah might have been prevented, and resolving to do something for
her
recovery, though none could find anything proper to be done.
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retired to her
chamber, where her women attempted to
comfort her by telling her that all had their troubles, and that
Lady Pekuah had enjoyed much happiness in the world for a long
time, and might
reasonably expect a change of fortune. They hoped
that some good would
befall her wheresoever she was, and that their
mistress would find another friend who might supply her place.
The Princess made them no answer; and they continued the form of
condolence, not much grieved in their hearts that the favourite was
lost.
Next day the Prince presented to the Bassa a
memorial of the wrong
which he had suffered, and a
petition for
redress. The Bassa
threatened to
punish the robbers, but did not attempt to catch
them; nor indeed could any
account or
description be given by which
he might direct the pursuit.
It soon appeared that nothing would be done by authority.
Governors being accustomed to hear of more crimes than they can
punish, and more wrongs than they can
redress, set themselves at
ease by indiscriminate negligence, and
presently forget the request
when they lose sight of the
petitioner.
Imlac then endeavoured to gain some
intelligence by private agents.
He found many who pretended to an exact knowledge of all the haunts
of the Arabs, and to regular
correspondence with their chiefs, and
who
readilyundertook the
recovery of Pekuah. Of these, some were
furnished with money for their journey, and came back no more; some
were liberally paid for
accounts which a few days discovered to be
false. But the Princess would not suffer any means, however
improbable, to be left untried. While she was doing something, she
kept her hope alive. As one
expedient failed, another was
suggested; when one
messenger returned
unsuccessful, another was
despatched to a different quarter.
Two months had now passed, and of Pekuah nothing had been heard;
the hopes which they had endeavoured to raise in each other grew
more
languid; and the Princess, when she saw nothing more to be
tried, sunk down inconsolable in
hopeless dejection. A thousand
times she
reproached herself with the easy compliance by which she
permitted her favourite to stay behind her. "Had not my fondness,"
said she, "lessened my authority, Pekuah had not dared to talk of
her terrors. She ought to have feared me more than spectres. A
severe look would have overpowered her; a peremptory command would
have compelled
obedience. Why did foolish
indulgenceprevail upon
me? Why did I not speak, and refuse to hear?"
"Great Princess," said Imlac, "do not
reproach yourself for your
virtue, or consider that as blameable by which evil has
accidentally been caused. Your
tenderness for the timidity of
Pekuah was
generous and kind. When we act according to our duty,
we
commit the events to Him by whose laws our actions are governed,
and who will suffer none to be finally
punished for
obedience.
When, in
prospect of some good, whether natural or moral, we break
the rules prescribed us, we
withdraw from the direction of superior
wisdom, and take all
consequences upon ourselves. Man cannot so
far know the
connection of causes and events as that he may venture
to do wrong in order to do right. When we
pursue our end by lawful
means, we may always
console our miscarriage by the hope of future
recompense. When we
consult only our own
policy, and attempt to
find a nearer way to good by over-leaping the settled boundaries of
right and wrong, we cannot be happy even by success, because we
cannot escape the
consciousness of our fault; but if we miscarry,
the
disappointment is irremediably embittered. How comfortless is
the sorrow of him who feels at once the pangs of guilt and the
vexation of
calamity which guilt has brought upon him!
"Consider, Princess, what would have been your condition if the
Lady Pekuah had entreated to accompany you, and, being compelled to
stay in the tents, had been carried away; or how would you have
borne the thought if you had forced her into the Pyramid, and she
had died before you in agonies of terror?"
"Had either happened," said Nekayah, "I could not have endured life
till now; I should have been tortured to
madness by the remembrance
of such
cruelty, or must have pined away in abhorrence of myself."
"This, at least," said Imlac, "is the present
reward of virtuous
conduct, that no
unluckyconsequence can
oblige us to
repent it."
CHAPTER XXXV - THE PRINCESS LANGUISHES FOR WANT OF PEKUAH.
NEKAYAH, being thus reconciled to herself, found that no evil is
insupportable but that which is accompanied with
consciousness of
wrong. She was from that time delivered from the
violence of
tempestuous sorrow, and sunk into silent pensiveness and gloomy
tranquillity. She sat from morning to evening recollecting all
that had been done or said by her Pekuah, treasured up with care
every
trifle on which Pekuah had set an
accidental value, and which
might recall to mind any little
incident or
careless conversation.
The sentiments of her whom she now expected to see no more were
treasured in her memory as rules of life, and she deliberated to no
other end than to
conjecture on any occasion what would have been
the opinion and
counsel of Pekuah.
The women by whom she was attended knew nothing of her real
condition, and
therefore she could not talk to them but with
caution and reserve. She began to remit her
curiosity, having no
great desire to collect notions which she had no
convenience of
uttering. Rasselas endeavoured first to comfort and afterwards to
divert her; he hired musicians, to whom she seemed to listen, but
did not hear them; and
procured masters to
instruct her in various
arts, whose lectures, when they visited her again, were again to be
repeated. She had lost her taste of pleasure and her
ambition of
excellence; and her mind, though forced into short excursions,
always recurred to the image of her friend.
Imlac was every morning
earnestly enjoined to renew his inquiries,
and was asked every night whether he had yet heard of Pekuah; till,
not being able to return the Princess the answer that she desired,
he was less and less
willing to come into her presence. She
observed his backwardness, and commanded him to attend her. "You
are not," said she, "to
confoundimpatience with
resentment, or to
suppose that I
charge you with negligence because I repine at your
unsuccessfulness. I do not much wonder at your
absence. I know
that the
unhappy are never
pleasing, and that all naturally avoid
the contagion of
misery. To hear complaints is wearisome alike to
the
wretched and the happy; for who would cloud by adventitious
grief the short gleams of
gaiety which life allows us, or who that
is struggling under his own evils will add to them the miseries of