time when they saw me treated with respect, and gave themselves up
to the
incidental alleviations of our
fatigue without solicitude or
sorrow. I was pleased with their pleasure, and
animated with their
confidence. My condition had lost much of its
terror, since I
found that the Arab ranged the country merely to get riches.
Avarice is a uniform and tractable vice: other
intellectualdistempers are different in different constitutions of mind; that
which soothes the pride of one will
offend the pride of another;
but to the favour of the covetous there is a ready way - bring
money, and nothing is denied.
"At last we came to the
dwelling of our chief; a strong and
spacious house, built with stone in an island of the Nile, which
lies, as I was told, under the
tropic. 'Lady,' said the Arab, 'you
shall rest after your journey a few weeks in this place, where you
are to consider yourself as Sovereign. My
occupation is war: I
have
therefore chosen this obscure
residence, from which I can
issue
unexpected, and to which I can
retire unpursued. You may now
repose in
security: here are few pleasures, but here is no
danger.' He then led me into the inner apartments, and seating me
on the richest couch, bowed to the ground.
"His women, who considered me as a rival, looked on me with
malignity; but being soon informed that I was a great lady detained
only for my
ransom, they began to vie with each other in
obsequiousness and reverence.
"Being again comforted with new assurances of
speedy liberty, I was
for some days diverted from
impatience by the
novelty of the place.
The turrets overlooked the country to a great distance, and
afforded a view of many windings of the
stream. In the day I
wandered from one place to another, as the course of the sun varied
the splendour of the
prospect, and saw many things which I had
never seen before. The crocodiles and river-horses are common in
this unpeopled region; and I often looked upon them with
terror,
though I knew they could not hurt me. For some time I expected to
see mermaids and tritons, which, as Imlac has told me, the European
travellers have stationed in the Nile; but no such beings ever
appeared, and the Arab, when I inquired after them, laughed at my
credulity.
"At night the Arab always attended me to a tower set apart for
celestial observations, where he endeavoured to teach me the names
and courses of the stars. I had no great
inclination to this
study; but an appearance of attention was necessary to please my
instructor, who valued himself for his skill, and in a little while
I found some
employmentrequisite to
beguile the tediousness of
time, which was to be passed always
amidst the same objects. I was
weary of looking in the morning on things from which I had turned
away weary in the evening: I
therefore was at last
willing to
observe the stars rather than do nothing, but could not always
compose my thoughts, and was very often thinking on Nekayah when
others imagined me contemplating the sky. Soon after, the Arab
went upon another
expedition, and then my only pleasure was to talk
with my maids about the accident by which we were carried away, and
the happiness we should all enjoy at the end of our
captivity."
"There were women in your Arab's fortress," said the Princess; "why
did you not make them your companions, enjoy their conversation,
and
partake their diversions? In a place where they found business
or
amusement, why should you alone sit corroded with idle
melancholy? or why could not you bear for a few months that
condition to which they were condemned for life?"
"The diversions of the women," answered Pekuah, "were only childish
play, by which the mind accustomed to stronger operations could not
be kept busy. I could do all which they
delighted in doing by
powers merely
sensitive, while my
intellectual faculties were flown
to Cairo. They ran from room to room, as a bird hops from wire to
wire in his cage. They danced for the sake of
motion, as lambs
frisk in a
meadow. One sometimes pretended to be hurt that the
rest might be alarmed, or hid herself that another might seek her.
Part of their time passed in watching the progress of light bodies
that floated on the river, and part in marking the various forms
into which clouds broke in the sky.
"Their business was only needlework, in which I and my maids
sometimes helped them; but you know that the mind will easily
straggle from the fingers, nor will you
suspect that
captivity and
absence from Nekayah could receive
solace from
silken flowers.
"Nor was much
satisfaction to be hoped from their conversation:
for of what could they be expected to talk? They had seen nothing,
for they had lived from early youth in that narrow spot: of what
they had not seen they could have no knowledge, for they could not
read. They had no idea but of the few things that were within
their view, and had hardly names for anything but their clothes and
their food. As I bore a superior
character, I was often called to
terminate their quarrels, which I
decided as equitably as I could.
If it could have amused me to hear the complaints of each against
the rest, I might have been often detained by long stories; but the
motives of their
animosity were so small that I could not listen
without interrupting the tale."
"How," said Rasselas, "can the Arab, whom you represented as a man
of more than common accomplishments, take any pleasure in his
seraglio, when it is filled only with women like these? Are they
exquisitely beautiful?"
"They do not," said Pekuah, "want that unaffecting and ignoble
beauty which may
subsist without sprightliness or sublimity,
without
energy of thought or
dignity of
virtue. But to a man like
the Arab such beauty was only a flower casually plucked and
carelessly thrown away. Whatever pleasures he might find among
them, they were not those of friendship or society. When they were
playing about him he looked on them with inattentive superiority;
when they vied for his regard he sometimes turned away disgusted.
As they had no knowledge, their talk could take nothing from the
tediousness of life; as they had no choice, their
fondness, or
appearance of
fondness, excited in him neither pride nor gratitude.
He was not exalted in his own
esteem by the smiles of a woman who
saw no other man, nor was much obliged by that regard of which he
could never know the
sincerity, and which he might often perceive
to be exerted not so much to delight him as to pain a rival. That
which he gave, and they received, as love, was only a careless
distribution of
superfluous time, such love as man can
bestow upon
that which he
despises, such as has neither hope nor fear, neither
joy nor sorrow."
"You have reason, lady, to think yourself happy," said Imlac, "that
you have been thus easily
dismissed. How could a mind, hungry for
knowledge, be
willing, in an
intellectualfamine, to lose such a
banquet as Pekuah's conversation?"
"I am inclined to believe," answered Pekuah, "that he was for some
time in
suspense; for,
notwithstanding his promise,
whenever I
proposed to
despatch a
messenger to Cairo he found some excuse for
delay. While I was detained in his house he made many incursions
into the neighbouring countries, and perhaps he would have refused
to
discharge me had his
plunder been equal to his wishes. He
returned always
courteous,
related his adventures,
delighted to
hear my observations, and endeavoured to advance my acquaintance
with the stars. When I importuned him to send away my letters, he
soothed me with professions of honour and
sincerity; and when I
could be no longer decently denied, put his troop again in
motion,
and left me to
govern in his
absence. I was much afflicted by this
studied procrastination, and was sometimes afraid that I should be
forgotten; that you would leave Cairo, and I must end my days in an
island of the Nile.
"I grew at last
hopeless and
dejected, and cared so little to
entertain him, that he for a while more frequently talked with my
maids. That he should fall in love with them or with me, might
have been
equally fatal, and I was not much pleased with the
growing friendship. My
anxiety was not long, for, as I recovered
some degree of
cheerfulness, he returned to me, and I could not
forbear to
despise my former uneasiness.
"He still delayed to send for my
ransom, and would perhaps never
have determined had not your agent found his way to him. The gold,
which he would not fetch, he could not
reject when it was offered.
He hastened to prepare for our journey
hither, like a man delivered
from the pain of an
intestineconflict. I took leave of my