islands off the Cambodje shore," he went on.
"Maroon you! We are not living in a boy's adventure tale," I
protested. His
scornfulwhispering took me up.
"We aren't indeed! There's nothing of a boy's tale in this. But
there's nothing else for it. I want no more. You don't suppose I
am afraid of what can be done to me? Prison or
gallows or whatever
they may please. But you don't see me coming back to explain such
things to an old fellow in a wig and twelve
respectable tradesmen,
do you? What can they know whether I am
guilty or not - or of WHAT
I am
guilty, either? That's my affair. What does the Bible say?
'Driven off the face of the earth.' Very well. I am off the face
of the earth now. As I came at night so I shall go."
"Impossible!" I murmured. "You can't."
"Can't? . . . Not naked like a soul on the Day of Judgment. I
shall
freeze on to this sleeping-suit. The Last Day is not yet -
and you have understood
thoroughly. Didn't you?"
I felt suddenly
ashamed of myself. I may say truly that I
understood - and my
hesitation in letting that man swim away from
my ship's side had been a mere sham
sentiment, a sort of cowardice.
"It can't be done now till next night," I
breathed out. "The ship
is on the off-shore tack and the wind may fail us."
"As long as I know that you understand," he
whispered. "But of
course you do. It's a great
satisfaction to have got somebody to
understand. You seem to have been there on purpose." And in the
same
whisper, as if we two
whenever we talked had to say things to
each other which were not fit for the world to hear, he added,
"It's very wonderful." We remained side by side talking in our
secret way - but sometimes silent or just exchanging a
whispered
word or two at long intervals. And as usual he stared through the
port. A
breath of wind came now and again into our faces. The
ship might have been moored in dock, so
gently and on an even keel
she slipped through the water, that did not murmur even at our
passage,
shadowy and silent like a
phantom sea.
At
midnight I went on deck, and to my mate's great surprise put the
ship round on the other tack. His terrible whiskers flitted round
me in silent
criticism. I certainly should not have done it if it
had been only a question of getting out of that
sleepy gulf as
quickly as possible. I believe he told the second mate, who
relieved him, that it was a great want of judgment. The other only
yawned. That
intolerable cub shuffled about so
sleepily and lolled
against the rails in such a slack,
improper fashion that I came
down on him sharply.
"Aren't you
properly awake yet?"
"Yes, sir! I am awake."
"Well, then, be good enough to hold yourself as if you were. And
keep a look-out. If there's any current we'll be closing with some
islands before daylight."
The east side of the gulf is fringed with islands, some solitary,
others in groups. On the blue
background of the high coast they
seem to float on
silvery patches of calm water, arid and grey, or
dark green and rounded like clumps of
evergreen bushes, with the
larger ones, a mile or two long, showing the outlines of ridges,
ribs of grey rock under the dank
mantle of matted leafage. Unknown
to trade, to travel, almost to
geography, the manner of life they
harbour is an unsolved secret. There must be villages -
settlements of fishermen at least - on the largest of them, and
some
communication with the world is probably kept up by native
craft. But all that
forenoon, as we headed for them, fanned along
by the faintest of
breezes, I saw no sign of man or canoe in the
field of the
telescope I kept on pointing at the scattered group.
At noon I gave no orders for a change of course, and the mate's
whiskers became much
concerned and seemed to be
offering themselves
unduly to my notice. At last I said:
"I am going to stand right in. Quite in - as far as I can take
her."
The stare of
extreme surprise
imparted an air of
ferocity also to
his eyes, and he looked truly
terrific for a moment.
"We're not doing well in the middle of the gulf," I continued,
casually. "I am going to look for the land
breezes to-night."
"Bless my soul! Do you mean, sir, in the dark
amongst the lot of
all them islands and reefs and shoals?"
"Well - if there are any regular land
breezes at all on this coast
one must get close inshore to find them, mustn't one?"
"Bless my soul!" he exclaimed again under his
breath. All that
afternoon he wore a
dreamy, contemplative appearance which in him
was a mark of
perplexity. After dinner I went into my stateroom as
if I meant to take some rest. There we two bent our dark heads
over a half-unrolled chart lying on my bed.
"There," I said. "It's got to be Koh-ring. I've been looking at
it ever since
sunrise. It has got two hills and a low point. It
must be inhabited. And on the coast opposite there is what looks
like the mouth of a biggish river - with some town, no doubt, not
far up. It's the best chance for you that I can see."
"Anything. Koh-ring let it be."
He looked
thoughtfully at the chart as if surveying chances and
distances from a lofty
height - and following with his eyes his own
figure wandering on the blank land of Cochin-China, and then
passing off that piece of paper clean out of sight into uncharted
regions. And it was as if the ship had two captains to plan her
course for her. I had been so worried and
restlessrunning up and
down that I had not had the
patience to dress that day. I had
remained in my sleeping-suit, with straw slippers and a soft floppy
hat. The closeness of the heat in the gulf had been most
oppressive, and the crew were used to see me wandering in that airy
attire.
"She will clear the south point as she heads now," I
whispered into
his ear. "Goodness only knows when, though, but certainly after
dark. I'll edge her in to half a mile, as far as I may be able to
judge in the dark - "
"Be careful," he murmured, warningly - and I realised suddenly that
all my future, the only future for which I was fit, would perhaps
go irretrievably to pieces in any
mishap to my first command.
I could not stop a moment longer in the room. I motioned him to
get out of sight and made my way on the poop. That unplayful cub
had the watch. I walked up and down for a while thinking things
out, then beckoned him over.
"Send a couple of hands to open the two quarterdeck ports," I said,
mildly.
He
actually had the impudence, or else so forgot himself in his
wonder at such an incomprehensible order, as to repeat:
"Open the quarter-deck ports! What for, sir?"
"The only reason you need concern yourself about is because I tell
you to do so. Have them open wide and fastened
properly."
He reddened and went off, but I believe made some jeering remark to
the
carpenter as to the
sensible practice of ventilating a ship's
quarter-deck. I know he popped into the mate's cabin to
impart the
fact to him because the whiskers came on deck, as it were by
chance, and stole glances at me from below - for signs of lunacy or
drunkenness, I suppose.
A little before supper, feeling more
restless than ever, I
rejoined, for a moment, my second self. And to find him sitting so
quietly was
surprising, like something against nature, inhuman.
I developed my plan in a
hurriedwhisper.
"I shall stand in as close as I dare and then put her round. I
shall
presently find means to
smuggle you out of here into the
sail-locker, which communicates with the lobby. But there is an
opening, a sort of square for hauling the sails out, which gives