Jasper's neck still irritated and excited him. "The hussy!" he
thought. "Smiling - eh? That's how you are
amusing yourself.
Fooling your father
finely, aren't you? You have a taste for that
sort of fun - have you? Well, we shall see - " He did not alter
his position, but on his pursed-up lips there also appeared a smile
of surly and ill-omened
amusement, while his eyes returned to the
contemplation of his boots.
Freya felt hot with
indignation. She sat radiantly fair in the
lamplight, her strong, well-shaped hands lying one on top of the
other in her lap. . . "Odious creature," she thought. Her face
coloured with sudden anger. "You have scared my maid out of her
senses," she said aloud. "What possessed you?"
He was thinking so deeply of her that the sound of her voice,
pronouncing these
unexpected words, startled him
extremely. He
jerked up his head and looked so bewildered that Freya insisted
impatiently:
"I mean Antonia. You have bruised her arm. What did you do it
for?"
"Do you want to quarrel with me?" he asked
thickly, with a sort of
amazement. He blinked like an owl. He was funny. Freya, like all
women, had a keen sense of the
ridiculous in
outward appearance.
"Well, no; I don't think I do." She could not help herself. She
laughed outright, a clear,
nervous laugh in which Heemskirk joined
suddenly with a harsh "Ha, ha, ha!"
Voices and footsteps were heard in the passage, and Jasper, with
old Nelson, came out. Old Nelson looked at his daughter
approvingly, for he liked the
lieutenant to be kept in good humour.
And he also joined sympathetically in the laugh. "Now,
lieutenant,
we shall have some dinner," he said, rubbing his hands cheerily.
Jasper had gone straight to the balustrade. The sky was full of
stars, and in the blue velvety night the cove below had a denser
blackness, in which the riding-lights of the brig and of the
gunboat glimmered redly, like suspended sparks. "Next time this
riding-light glimmers down there, I'll be
waiting for her on the
quarter-deck to come and say 'Here I am,'" Jasper thought; and his
heart seemed to grow bigger in his chest, dilated by an oppressive
happiness that nearly wrung out a cry from him. There was no wind.
Not a leaf below him stirred, and even the sea was but a still
uncomplaining shadow. Far away on the unclouded sky the pale
lightning, the heat-lightning of the tropics, played tremulously
amongst the low stars in short, faint,
mysteriously consecutive
flashes, like incomprehensible signals from some distant planet.
The dinner passed off quietly. Freya sat facing her father, calm
but pale. Heemskirk
affected to talk only to old Nelson. Jasper's
behaviour was exemplary. He kept his eyes under control, basking
in the sense of Freya's nearness, as people bask in the sun without
looking up to heaven. And very soon after dinner was over, mindful
of his instructions, he declared that it was time for him to go on
board his ship.
Heemskirk did not look up. Ensconced in the rocking-chair, and
puffing at a cheroot, he had the air of meditating surlily over
some
odiousoutbreak. So at least it seemed to Freya. Old Nelson
said at once: "I'll
stroll down with you." He had begun a
professional conversation about the dangers of the New Guinea
coast, and wanted to
relate to Jasper some experience of his own
"over there." Jasper was such a good listener! Freya made as if
to accompany them, but her father frowned, shook his head, and
nodded significantly towards the
immovable Heemskirk blotting out
smoke with half-closed eyes and protruded lips. The
lieutenantmust not be left alone. Take offence, perhaps.
Freya obeyed these signs. "Perhaps it is better for me to stay,"
she thought. Women are not generally prone to
review their own
conduct, still less to
condemn it. The embarrassing masculine
absurdities are in the main
responsible for its
ethics. But,
looking at Heemskirk, Freya felt regret and even
remorse. His
thick bulk in
repose suggested the idea of repletion, but as a
matter of fact he had eaten very little. He had drunk a great
deal, however. The fleshy lobes of his
unpleasant big ears with
deeply folded rims were
crimson. They quite flamed in the
neighbourhood of the flat, sallow cheeks. For a
considerable time
he did not raise his heavy brown eyelids. To be at the mercy of
such a creature was humiliating; and Freya, who always ended by
being frank with herself, thought regretfully: "If only I had been
open with papa from the first! But then what an impossible life he
would have led me!" Yes. Men were
absurd in many ways; lovably
like Jasper, impracticably like her father,
odiously like that
grotesquely supine creature in the chair. Was it possible to talk
him over? Perhaps it was not necessary? "Oh! I can't talk to
him," she thought. And when Heemskirk, still without looking at
her, began
resolutely to crush his half-smoked cheroot on the
coffee-tray, she took alarm, glided towards the piano, opened it in
tremendous haste, and struck the keys before she sat down.
In an
instant the verandah, the whole carpetless
woodenbungalowraised on piles, became filled with an uproarious, confused
resonance. But through it all she heard, she felt on the floor the
heavy, prowling footsteps of the
lieutenant moving to and fro at
her back. He was not exactly drunk, but he was
sufficiently primed
to make the suggestions of his excited
imagination seem perfectly
feasible and even clever;
beautifully, unscrupulously clever.
Freya, aware that he had stopped just behind her, went on playing
without turning her head. She played with spirit,
brilliantly, a
fierce piece of music, but when his voice reached her she went cold
all over. It was the voice, not the words. The insolent
familiarity of tone dismayed her to such an
extent that she could
not understand at first what he was
saying. His
utterance was
thick, too.
"I suspected. . . . Of course I suspected something of your little
goings on. I am not a child. But from suspecting to
seeing -
seeing, you understand - there's an
enormous difference. That sort
of thing. . . . Come! One isn't made of stone. And when a man has
been worried by a girl as I have been worried by you, Miss Freya -
sleeping and waking, then, of course. . . . But I am a man of the
world. It must be dull for you here . . . I say, won't you leave
off this confounded playing . . .?"
This last was the only
sentence really which she made out. She
shook her head negatively, and in
desperation put on the loud
pedal, but she could not make the sound of the piano cover his
raised voice.
"Only, I am surprised that you should. . . . An English trading
skipper, a common fellow. Low, cheeky lot, infesting these
islands. I would make short work of such trash! While you have
here a good friend, a gentleman ready to
worship at your feet -
your pretty feet - an officer, a man of family. Strange, isn't it?
But what of that! You are fit for a prince."
Freya did not turn her head. Her face went stiff with
horror and
indignation. This adventure was
altogether beyond her conception
of what was possible. It was not in her
character to jump up and
run away. It seemed to her, too, that if she did move there was no
saying what might happen. Presently her father would be back, and
then the other would have to leave off. It was best to
ignore - to
ignore. She went on playing loudly and
correctly, as though she
were alone, as if Heemskirk did not exist. That proceeding
irritated him.
"Come! You may
deceive your father," he bawled
angrily, "but I am
not to be made a fool of! Stop this
infernal noise . . . Freya . .
. Hey! You Scandinavian Goddess of Love! Stop! Do you hear?
That's what you are - of love. But the
heathen gods are only
devils in
disguise, and that's what you are, too - a deep little
devil. Stop it, I say, or I will lift you off that stool!"
Standing behind her, he devoured her with his eyes, from the golden
crown of her
rigidlymotionless head to the heels of her shoes, the