straight on the quarter-deck and which is never closed in fine
weather, so as to give air to the sails. ' When the ship's way is
deadened in stays and all the hands are aft at the main-braces you
shall have a clear road to slip out and get
overboard through the
open quarter-deck port. I've had them both fastened up. Use a
rope's end to lower yourself into the water so as to avoid a splash
- you know. It could be heard and cause some beastly
complication."
He kept silent for a while, then
whispered, "I understand."
"I won't be there to see you go," I began with an effort. "The
rest . . . I only hope I have understood, too."
"You have. From first to last" - and for the first time there
seemed to be a faltering, something strained in his
whisper. He
caught hold of my arm, but the ringing of the supper bell made me
start. He didn't, though; he only released his grip.
After supper I didn't come below again till well past eight
o'clock. The faint, steady
breeze was loaded with dew; and the
wet, darkened sails held all there was of propelling power in it.
The night, clear and
starry, sparkled
darkly, and the opaque,
lightless patches shifting slowly against the low stars were the
drifting islets. On the port bow there was a big one more distant
and shadowily
imposing by the great space of sky it eclipsed.
On
opening the door I had a back view of my very own self looking
at a chart. He had come out of the
recess and was
standing near
the table.
"Quite dark enough," I
whispered.
He stepped back and leaned against my bed with a level, quiet
glance. I sat on the couch. We had nothing to say to each other.
Over our heads the officer of the watch moved here and there. Then
I heard him move quickly. I knew what that meant. He was making
for the
companion; and
presently his voice was outside my door.
"We are
drawing in pretty fast, sir. Land looks rather close."
"Very well," I answered. "I am coming on deck directly."
I waited till he was gone out of the cuddy, then rose. My double
moved too. The time had come to exchange our last
whispers, for
neither of us was ever to hear each other's natural voice.
"Look here!" I opened a
drawer and took out three sovereigns.
"Take this, anyhow. I've got six and I'd give you the lot, only I
must keep a little money to buy some fruit and vegetables for the
crew from native boats as we go through Sunda Straits."
He shook his head.
"Take it," I urged him,
whispering
desperately. "No one can tell
what - "
He smiled and slapped meaningly the only pocket of the sleeping-
jacket. It was not safe, certainly. But I produced a large old
silk
handkerchief of mine, and tying the three pieces of gold in a
corner, pressed it on him. He was touched, I suppose, because he
took it at last and tied it quickly round his waist under the
jacket, on his bare skin.
Our eyes met; several seconds elapsed, till, our glances still
mingled, I
extended my hand and turned the lamp out. Then I passed
through the cuddy, leaving the door of my room wide open. . . . .
"Steward!"
He was still lingering in the
pantry in the
greatness of his zeal,
giving a rub-up to a plated cruet stand the last thing before going
to bed. Being careful not to wake up the mate, whose room was
opposite, I spoke in an undertone.
He looked round
anxiously. "Sir!"
"Can you get me a little hot water from the
galley?"
"I am afraid, sir, the
galley fire's been out for some time now."
"Go and see."
He fled up the stairs.
"Now," I
whispered, loudly, into the
saloon - too loudly, perhaps,
but I was afraid I couldn't make a sound. He was by my side in an
instant - the double captain slipped past the stairs - through a
tiny dark passage . . . a sliding door. We were in the sail-
locker, scrambling on our knees over the sails. A sudden thought
struck me. I saw myself wandering
barefooted, bareheaded, the sun
beating on my dark poll. I snatched off my floppy hat and tried
hurriedly in the dark to ram it on my other self. He dodged and
fended off
silently. I wonder what he thought had come to me
before he understood and suddenly desisted. Our hands met
gropingly, lingered united in a steady,
motionless clasp for a
second. . . . No word was
breathed by either of us when they