Nekayah thought this a
reasonable demand, and made the promise to
her brother, who had been obliged by Imlac to require it. Imlac
had, indeed, no great hope of regaining Pekuah; but he supposed
that if he could secure the
interval of a year, the Princess would
be then in no danger of a cloister.
CHAPTER XXXVI - PEKUAH IS STILL REMEMBERED. THE PROGRESS OF
SORROW.
NEKAYAH,
seeing that nothing was omitted for the
recovery of her
favourite, and having by her promise set her
intention of
retirement at a distance, began imperceptibly to return to common
cares and common pleasures. She rejoiced without her own consent
at the
suspension of her sorrows, and sometimes caught herself with
indignation in the act of turning away her mind from the
remembrance of her whom yet she
resolved never to forget.
She then appointed a certain hour of the day for
meditation on the
merits and
fondness of Pekuah, and for some weeks retired
constantly at the time fixed, and returned with her eyes swollen
and her
countenance clouded. By degrees she grew less scrupulous,
and suffered any important and pressing avocation to delay the
tribute of daily tears. She then yielded to less occasions, and
sometimes forgot what she was indeed afraid to remember, and at
last
whollyreleased herself from the duty of periodical
affliction.
Her real love of Pekuah was not yet diminished. A thousand
occurrences brought her back to memory, and a thousand wants, which
nothing but the confidence of friendship can supply, made her
frequently regretted. She
therefore solicited Imlac never to
desist from
inquiry, and to leave no art of
intelligence untried,
that at least she might have the comfort of
knowing that she did
not suffer by negligence or sluggishness. "Yet what," said she,
"is to be expected from our
pursuit of happiness, when we find the
state of life to be such that happiness itself is the cause of
misery? Why should we
endeavour to
attain that of which the
possession cannot be secured? I shall henceforward fear to yield
my heart to
excellence, however bright, or to
fondness, however
tender, lest I should lose again what I have lost in Pekuah."
CHAPTER XXXVII - THE PRINCESS HEARS NEWS OF PEKUAH.
IN seven mouths one of the
messengers who had been sent away upon
the day when the promise was drawn from the Princess, returned,
after many
unsuccessful rambles, from the borders of Nubia, with an
account that Pekuah was in the hands of an Arab chief, who
possessed a castle or
fortress on the
extremity of Egypt. The
Arab, whose
revenue was
plunder, was
willing to
restore her, with
her two attendants, for two hundred ounces of gold.
The price was no subject of
debate. The Princess was in ecstasies
when she heard that her favourite was alive, and might so cheaply
be
ransomed. She could not think of delaying for a moment Pekuah's
happiness or her own, but entreated her brother to send back the
messenger with the sum required. Imlac, being consulted, was not
very
confident of the veracity of the relater, and was still more
doubtful of the Arab's faith, who might, if he were too liberally
trusted,
detain at once the money and the captives. He thought it
dangerous to put themselves in the power of the Arab by going into
his district; and could not expect that the rover would so much
expose himself as to come into the lower country, where he might be
seized by the forces of the Bassa.
It is difficult to
negotiate where neither will trust. But Imlac,
after some
deliberation, directed the
messenger to propose that
Pekuah should be conducted by ten horsemen to the
monastery of St.
Anthony, which is
situated in the deserts of Upper Egypt, where she
should be met by the same number, and her
ransom should be paid.
That no time might be lost, as they expected that the proposal
would not be refused, they immediately began their journey to the
monastery; and when they arrived, Imlac went forward with the
former
messenger to the Arab's
fortress. Rasselas was
desirous to
go with them; but neither his sister nor Imlac would consent. The
Arab, according to the custom of his nation, observed the laws of
hospitality with great exactness to those who put themselves into
his power, and in a few days brought Pekuah, with her maids, by
easy journeys, to the place appointed, where, receiving the
stipulated price, he
restored her, with great respect, to liberty
and her friends, and
undertook to conduct them back towards Cairo
beyond all danger of
robbery or
violence.
The Princess and her favourite embraced each other with transport
too
violent to be expressed, and went out together to pour the
tears of
tenderness in secret, and exchange professions of kindness
and
gratitude. After a few hours they returned into the refectory
of the
convent, where, in the presence of the prior and his
brethren, the Prince required of Pekuah the history of her
adventures.
CHAPTER XXXVIII - THE ADVENTURES OF THE LADY PEKUAH.
"AT what time and in what manner I was forced away," said Pekuah,
"your servants have told you. The suddenness of the event struck
me with surprise, and I was at first rather stupefied than agitated
with any
passion of either fear or sorrow. My
confusion was
increased by the speed and
tumult of our
flight, while we were
followed by the Turks, who, as it seemed, soon despaired to
overtake us, or were afraid of those whom they made a show of
menacing.
"When the Arabs saw themselves out of danger, they slackened their
course; and as I was less harassed by
externalviolence, I began to
feel more
uneasiness in my mind. After some time we stopped near a
spring shaded with trees, in a pleasant
meadow, where we were set
upon the ground, and offered such refreshments as our masters were
par
taking. I was suffered to sit with my maids apart from the
rest, and none attempted to comfort or
insult us. Here I first
began to feel the full weight of my
misery. The girls sat weeping
in silence, and from time to time looked on me for succour. I knew
not to what condition we were doomed, nor could
conjecture where
would be the place of our
captivity, or
whence to draw any hope of
deliverance. I was in the hands of robbers and savages, and had no
reason to suppose that their pity was more than their justice, or
that they would
forbear the
gratification of any
ardour of desire
or caprice of
cruelty. I, however, kissed my maids, and
endeavoured to pacify them by remarking that we were yet treated
with
decency, and that since we were now carried beyond
pursuit,
there was no danger of
violence to our lives.
"When we were to be set again on
horseback, my maids clung round
me, and refused to be parted; but I commanded them not to irritate
those who had us in their power. We travelled the remaining part
of the day through an unfrequented and pathless country, and came
by
moonlight to the side of a hill, where the rest of the troop was
stationed. Their tents were pitched and their fires kindled, and
our chief was welcomed as a man much
beloved by his dependents.
"We were received into a large tent, where we found women who had
attended their husbands in the
expedition. They set before us the
supper which they had provided, and I ate it rather to
encourage my
maids than to
comply with any
appetite of my own. When the meat
was taken away, they spread the carpets for
repose. I was weary,
and hoped to find in sleep that remission of
distress which nature
seldom denies. Ordering myself,
therefore, to be undressed, I
observed that the women looked very
earnestly upon me, not
expecting, I suppose, to see me so submissively attended. When my
upper vest was taken off, they were
apparently struck with the
splendour of my clothes, and one of them timorously laid her hand
upon the
embroidery. She then went out, and in a short time came
back with another woman, who seemed to be of higher rank and
greater authority. She did, at her entrance, the usual act of
reverence, and,
taking me by the hand placed me in a smaller tent,
spread with finer carpets, where I spent the night quietly with my
maids.
"In the morning, as I was sitting on the grass, the chief of the
troop came towards me. I rose up to receive him, and he bowed with
great respect. 'Illustrious lady,' said he, 'my fortune is better
than I had presumed to hope: I am told by my women that I have a
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princess in my camp.' 'Sir,' answered I, 'your women have deceived
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princess, but an
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who intended soon to have left this country, in which I am now to