carefully prescribed rule of diet, so as to
soothe the internal
irritation"--here Brisset signified his
approval; "and in the second,
a hygienic regimen, to set your general condition right. We all,
therefore,
recommend you to go to take the waters in Aix in Savoy; or,
if you like it better, at Mont Dore in Auvergne; the air and the
situation are both pleasanter in Savoy than in the Cantal, but you
will
consult your own taste."
Here it was Cameristus who nodded assent.
"These gentlemen," Bianchon continued, "having recognized a slight
affection of the respiratory organs, are agreed as to the
utility of
the
previous course of
treatment that I have prescribed. They think
that there will be no difficulty about restoring you to health, and
that everything depends upon a wise and
alternateemployment of these
various means. And----"
"And that is the cause of the milk in the cocoanut," said Raphael,
with a smile, as he led Horace into his study to pay the fees for this
useless
consultation.
"Their conclusions are logical," the young doctor replied. "Cameristus
feels, Brisset examines, Maugredie doubts. Has not man a soul, a body,
and an
intelligence? One of these three elemental constituents always
influences us more or less
strongly; there will always be the personal
element in human science. Believe me, Raphael, we effect no cures; we
only
assist them. Another system--the use of mild remedies while
Nature exerts her powers--lies between the extremes of theory of
Brisset and Cameristus, but one ought to have known the patient for
some ten years or so to
obtain a good result on these lines. Negation
lies at the back of all medicine, as in every other science. So
endeavor to live wholesomely; try a trip to Savoy; the best course is,
and always will be, to trust to Nature."
It was a month later, on a fine summer-like evening, that several
people, who were
taking the waters at Aix, returned from the promenade
and met together in the salons of the Club. Raphael remained alone by
a window for a long time. His back was turned upon the
gathering, and
he himself was deep in those
involuntary musings in which thoughts
arise in
succession and fade away, shaping themselves indistinctly,
passing over us like thin, almost colorless clouds. Melancholy is
sweet to us then, and delight is
shadowy, for the soul is half asleep.
Valentin gave himself up to this life of sensations; he was steeping
himself in the warm, soft
twilight, enjoying the pure air with the
scent of the hills in it, happy in that he felt no pain, and had
tranquilized his threatening Magic Skin at last. It grew cooler as the
red glow of the
sunset faded on the mountain peaks; he shut the window
and left his place.
"Will you be so kind as not to close the windows, sir?" said an old
lady; "we are being stifled----"
The
peculiarly sharp and jarring tones in which the
phrase was uttered
grated on Raphael's ears; it fell on them like an indiscreet remark
let slip by some man in whose friendship we would fain believe, a word
which reveals unsuspected depths of
selfishness and destroys some
pleasing
sentimentalillusion of ours. The Marquis glanced, with the
cool inscrutable expression of a diplomatist, at the old lady, called
a servant, and, when he came, curtly bade him:
"Open that window."
Great surprise was clearly expressed on all faces at the words. The
whole roomful began to
whisper to each other, and turned their eyes
upon the
invalid, as though he had given some serious offence.
Raphael, who had never quite managed to rid himself of the bashfulness
of his early youth, felt a
momentaryconfusion; then he shook off his
torpor, exerted his faculties, and asked himself the meaning of this
strange scene.
A sudden and rapid
impulse quickened his brain; the past weeks
appeared before him in a clear and
definitevision; the reasons for
the feelings he inspired in others stood out for him in
relief, like
the veins of some
corpse which a
naturalist, by some cunningly
contrived injection, has colored so as to show their least
ramifications.
He discerned himself in this
fleeting picture; he followed out his own
life in it, thought by thought, day after day. He saw himself, not
without
astonishment, an
absentgloomy figure in the midst of these
lively folk, always musing over his own fate, always absorbed by his
own
sufferings,
seeminglyimpatient of the most
harmless chat. He saw
how he had shunned the ephemeral intimacies that travelers are so
ready to establish--no doubt because they feel sure of never meeting
each other again--and how he had taken little heed of those about him.
He saw himself like the rocks without,
unmoved by the caresses or the
stormy surgings of the waves.
Then, by a gift of
insight seldom accorded, he read the thoughts of
all those about him. The light of a candle revealed the sardonic
profile and yellow cranium of an old man; he remembered now that he
had won from him, and had never proposed that the other should have
his
revenge; a little further on he saw a pretty woman, whose lively
advances he had met with frigid
coolness; there was not a face there
that did not
reproach him with some wrong done, inexplicably to all
appearance, but the real offence in every case lay in some
mortification, some
invisible hurt dealt to self-love. He had
unintentionally jarred on all the small susceptibilities of the circle
round about him.
His guests on various occasions, and those to whom he had lent his
horses, had taken offence at his
luxurious ways; their ungraciousness
had been a surprise to him; he had spared them further humiliations of
that kind, and they had considered that he looked down upon them, and
had accused him of haughtiness ever since. He could read their inmost
thoughts as he fathomed their natures in this way. Society with its
polish and
varnish grew
loathsome to him. He was envied and hated for
his
wealth and superior
ability; his reserve baffled the inquisitive;
his
humility seemed like haughtiness to these petty superficial
natures. He guessed the secret unpardonable crime which he had
committed against them; he had overstepped the limits of the
jurisdiction of their mediocrity. He had resisted their inquisitorial
tyranny; he could
dispense with their society; and all of them,
therefore, had
instinctively combined to make him feel their power,
and to take
revenge upon this incipient
royalty by submitting him to a
kind of ostracism, and so teaching him that they in their turn could
do without him.
Pity came over him, first of all, at this
aspect of mankind, but very
soon he shuddered at the thought of the power that came thus, at will,
and flung aside for him the veil of flesh under which the moral nature
is
hidden away. He closed his eyes, so as to see no more. A black
curtain was drawn all at once over this
unluckyphantom show of truth;
but still he found himself in the terrible
loneliness that surrounds
every power and
dominion. Just then a
violent fit of coughing seized
him. Far from receiving one single word--indifferent, and meaningless,
it is true, but still containing, among well-bred people brought
together by chance, at least some
pretence of civil commiseration--he
now heard
hostile ejaculations and muttered
complaints. Society there
assembled disdained any pantomime on his
account, perhaps because he
had gauged its real nature too well.
"His
complaint is contagious."
"The president of the Club ought to
forbid him to enter the salon."
"It is
contrary to all rules and regulations to cough in that way!"
"When a man is as ill as that, he ought not to come to take the
waters----"
"He will drive me away from the place."
Raphael rose and walked about the rooms to
screen himself from their
unanimous execrations. He thought to find a shelter, and went up to a
young pretty lady who sat doing nothing,
minded to address some pretty
speeches to her; but as he came towards her, she turned her back upon
him, and pretended to be watching the dancers. Raphael feared lest he
might have made use of the talisman already that evening; and feeling
that he had neither the wish nor the courage to break into the
conversation, he left the salon and took
refuge in the billiard-room.
No one there greeted him, nobody spoke to him, no one sent so much as
a friendly glance in his direction. His turn of mind, naturally
meditative, had discovered
instinctively the general grounds and
reasons for the aversion he inspired. This little world was obeying,
unconsciously perhaps, the
sovereign law which rules over polite
society; its inexorable nature was becoming
apparent in its entirety
to Raphael's eyes. A glance into the past showed it to him, as a type
completely realized in Foedora.
He would no more meet with
sympathy here for his
bodily ills than he
had received it at her hands for the
distress in his heart. The
fashionable world expels every
suffering creature from its midst, just
as the body of a man in
robust health rejects any germ of disease. The