had forgotten to sell one of his farms of
considerableextent, which
his farmer had held for him by giving out that he himself was the
owner of it.
When the Lenoncourt family, living at Givry, an
estate not far from
this farm, heard of the
arrival of the Comte de Mortsauf, the Duc de
Lenoncourt invited him to stay at Givry while a house was being
prepared for him. The Lenoncourt family were nobly
generous to him,
and with them he remained some months, struggling to hide his
sufferings during that first period of rest. The Lenoncourts had
themselves lost an
immense property. By birth Monsieur de Mortsauf was
a
suitable husband for their daughter. Mademoiselle de Lenoncourt,
instead of rejecting a marriage with a
feeble and worn-out man of
thirty-five, seemed satisfied to accept it. It gave her the
opportunity of living with her aunt, the Duchesse de Verneuil, sister
of the Prince de Blamont-Chauvry, who was like a mother to her.
Madame de Verneuil, the
intimate friend of the Duchesse de Bourbon,
was a member of the
devout society of which Monsieur Saint-Martin
(born in Touraine and called the Philosopher of Mystery) was the soul.
The disciples of this
philosopher practised the virtues taught them by
the lofty doctrines of mystical
illumination. These doctrines hold the
key to worlds
divine; they explain
existence by reincarnations through
which the human spirit rises to its
sublimedestiny; they liberate
duty from its legal
degradation,
enable the soul to meet the trials of
life with the unalterable serenity of the Quaker,
ordaincontempt for
the sufferings of this life, and
inspire a fostering care of that
angel within us who
allies us to the
divine. It is stoicism with an
immortal future. Active prayer and pure love are the elements of this
faith, which is born of the Roman Church but returns to the
Christianity of the
primitive faith. Mademoiselle de Lenoncourt
remained, however, in the Catholic
communion, to which her aunt was
equally bound. Cruelly tried by
revolutionary horrors, the Duchesse de
Verneuil
acquired in the last years of her life a halo of
passionate
piety, which, to use the phraseology of Saint-Martin, shed the light
of
celestial love and the chrism of
inward joy upon the soul of her
cherished niece.
After the death of her aunt, Madame de Mortsauf received several
visits at Clochegourde from Saint-Martin, a man of peace and of
virtuous
wisdom. It was at Clochegourde that he corrected his last
books, printed at Tours by Letourmy. Madame de Verneuil, wise with the
wisdom of an old woman who has known the stormy straits of life, gave
Clochegourde to the young wife for her married home; and with the
grace of old age, so perfect where it exists, the
duchess yielded
everything to her niece, reserving for herself only one room above the
one she had always occupied, and which she now fitted up for the
countess. Her sudden death threw a gloom over the early days of the
marriage, and connected Clochegourde with ideas of
sadness in the
sensitive mind of the bride. The first period of her settlement in
Touraine was to Madame de Mortsauf, I cannot say the happiest, but the
least troubled of her life.
After the many trials of his exile, Monsieur de Mortsauf, taking
comfort in the thought of a secure future, had a certain
recovery of
mind; he breathed anew in this sweet
valley the intoxicating essence
of revived hope. Compelled to husband his means, he threw himself into
agricultural pursuits and began to find some happiness in life. But
the birth of his first child, Jacques, was a
thunderbolt which ruined
both the past and the future. The doctor declared the child had not
vitality enough to live. The count concealed this
sentence from the
mother; but he sought other advice, and received the same fatal
answer, the truth of which was confirmed at the
subsequent birth of
Madeleine. These events and a certain
inwardconsciousness of the
cause of this
disaster increased the
diseased tendencies of the man
himself. His name doomed to extinction, a pure and irreproachable
young woman made
miserable beside him and doomed to the
anguish of
maternity without its joys--this
uprising of his former into his
present life, with its growth of new sufferings, crushed his spirit
and completed its destruction.
The
countess guessed the past from the present, and read the future.
Though nothing is so difficult as to make a man happy when he knows
himself to blame, she set herself to that task, which is
worthy of an
angel. She became stoical. Descending into an abyss,
whence she still
could see the sky, she
devoted herself to the care of one man as the
sister of
charity devotes herself to many. To
reconcile him with
himself, she forgave him that for which he had no
forgiveness. The
count grew miserly; she accepted the privations he imposed. Like all
who have known the world only to
acquire its suspiciousness, he feared
betrayal; she lived in
solitude and yielded without a murmur to his
mistrust. With a woman's tact she made him will to do that which was
right, till he fancied the ideas were his own, and thus enjoyed in his
own person the honors of a
superiority that was never his. After due
experience of married life, she came to the
resolution of never
leaving Clochegourde; for she saw the
hysterical tendencies of the
count's nature, and feared the outbreaks which might be talked of in
that gossipping and
jealousneighborhood to the
injury of her
children. Thus, thanks to her, no one suspected Monsieur de Mortsauf's
real incapacity, for she wrapped his ruins in a
mantle of ivy. The
fickle, not merely
discontented but embittered nature of the man found
rest and ease in his wife; his secret
anguish was lessened by the balm
she shed upon it.
This brief history is in part a
summary of that forced from Monsieur
de Chessel by his
inwardvexation. His knowledge of the world
enabled
him to
penetrate several of the mysteries of Clochegourde. But the
prescience of love could not be misled by the
sublime attitude with
which Madame de Mortsauf deceived the world. When alone in my little
bedroom, a sense of the full truth made me spring from my bed; I could
not bear to stay at Frapesle when I saw the lighted windows of
Clochegourde. I dressed, went
softly down, and left the
chateau by the
door of a tower at the foot of a winding
stairway. The
coolness of the
night calmed me. I crossed the Indre by the
bridge at the Red Mill,
took the ever-blessed punt, and rowed in front of Clochegourde, where
a
brilliant light was streaming from a window looking towards Azay.
Again I plunged into my old meditations; but they were now peaceful,
intermingled with the love-note of the
nightingale and the solitary
cry of the sedge-warbler. Ideas glided like fairies through my mind,
lifting the black veil which had
hidden till then the
glorious future.
Soul and senses were alike charmed. With what
passion my thoughts rose
to her! Again and again I cried, with the
repetition of a madman,
"Will she be mine?" During the
preceding days the
universe had
enlarged to me, but now in a single night I found its centre. On her
my will and my
ambitionhenceforth fastened; I desired to be all in
all to her, that I might heal and fill her lacerated heart.
Beautiful was that night beneath her windows, amid the murmur of
waters rippling through the sluices, broken only by a voice that told
the hours from the clock-tower of Sache. During those hours of
darkness bathed in light, when this sidereal flower illumined my
existence, I betrothed to her my soul with the faith of the poor
Castilian
knight whom we laugh at in the pages of Cervantes,--a faith,
nevertheless, with which all love begins.
At the first gleam of day, the first note of the waking birds, I fled
back among the trees of Frapesle and reached the house; no one had
seen me, no one suspected by
absence, and I slept soundly until the
bell rang for breakfast. When the meal was over I went down, in spite
of the heat, to the meadow-lands for another sight of the Indre and
its isles, the
valley and its slopes, of which I seemed so
passionate
an
admirer. But once there, thanks to a
swiftness of foot like that of
a loose horse, I returned to my punt, the willows, and Clochegourde.
All was silent and palpitating, as a
landscape is at
midday in summer.
The still
foliage lay
sharply defined on the blue of the sky; the
insects that live by light, the dragon-flies, the cantharides, were
flying among the reeds and the ash-trees; cattle chewed the cud in the
shade, the ruddy earth of the vineyards glowed, the adders glided up
and down the banks. What a change in the sparkling and coquettish
landscape while I slept! I
sprang suddenly from the boat and ran up
the road which went round Clochegourde for I fancied that I saw the
count coming out. I was not
mistaken; he was walking beside the hedge,
evidently making for a gate on the road to Azay which followed the
bank of the river.
"How are you this morning, Monsieur le comte?"
He looked at me
pleasantly, not being used to hear himself thus
addressed.
"Quite well," he answered. "You must love the country, to be rambling