whenever the bell rang; to
estimate the drain of life when a
carriage rolled past without stopping, and left her prostrate.
"Can he be playing with me?" she said, as the clocks struck
midnight.
She grew white; her teeth chattered; she struck her hands
together and leapt up and crossed the boudoir, recollecting as
she did so how often he had come
thither without a summons. But
she resigned herself. Had she not seen him grow pale, and start
up under the stinging barbs of irony? Then Mme de Langeais felt
the
horror of the woman's appointed lot; a man's is the active
part, a woman must wait passively when she loves. If a woman
goes beyond her
beloved, she makes a mistake which few men can
forgive; almost every man would feel that a woman lowers herself
by this piece of
angelicflattery. But Armand's was a great
nature; he surely must be one of the very few who can repay such
exceeding love by love that lasts forever.
"Well, I will make the advance," she told herself, as she
tossed on her bed and found no sleep there; "I will go to him.
I will not weary myself with
holding out a hand to him, but I
will hold it out. A man of a thousand will see a promise of love
and
constancy in every step that a woman takes towards him. Yes,
the angels must come down from heaven to reach men; and I wish to
be an angel for him."
Next day she wrote. It was a billet of the kind in which the
intellects of the ten thousand Sevignes that Paris now can number
particularly excel. And yet only a Duchesse de Langeais, brought
up by Mme la Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, could have written
that
delicious note; no other woman could
complain without
lowering herself; could spread wings in such a
flight without
draggling her pinions in
humiliation; rise
gracefully in revolt;
scold without giving offence; and
pardon without compromising her
personal
dignity.
Julien went with the note. Julien, like his kind, was the
victimof love's marches and countermarches.
"What did M. de Montriveau reply?" she asked, as indifferently
as she could, when the man came back to report himself.
"M. le Marquis requested me to tell Mme la Duchesse that it was
all right.
Oh the
dreadfulreaction of the soul upon herself! To have her
heart stretched on the rack before curious witnesses; yet not to
utter a sound, to be forced to keep silence! One of the
countless miseries of the rich!
More than three weeks went by. Mme de Langeais wrote again and
again, and no answer came from Montriveau. At last she gave out
that she was ill, to gain a
dispensation from attendance on the
Princess and from social duties. She was only at home to her
father the Duc de Navarreins, her aunt the Princesse de
Blamont-Chauvry, the old Vidame de Pamiers (her maternal
great-uncle), and to her husband's uncle, the Duc de Grandlieu.
These persons found no difficulty in believing that the Duchess
was ill,
seeing that she grew thinner and paler and more dejected
every day. The vague
ardour of love, the smart of wounded pride,
the
continual prick of the only scorn that could touch her, the
yearnings towards joys that she craved with a vain
continuallonging--all these things told upon her, mind and body; all the
forces of her nature were stimulated to no purpose. She was
paying the arrears of her life of make-believe.
She went out at last to a
review. M. de Montriveau was to be
there. For the Duchess, on the
balcony of the Tuileries with the
Royal Family, it was one of those
festival days that are long
remembered. She looked supremely beautiful in her languor; she
was greeted with
admiration in all eyes. It was Montriveau's
presence that made her so fair.
Once or twice they exchanged glances. The General came almost to
her feet in all the glory of that soldier's uniform, which
produces an effect upon the
feminineimagination to which the
most prudish will
confess. When a woman is very much in love,
and has not seen her lover for two months, such a swift moment
must be something like the phase of a dream when the eyes embrace
a world that stretches away forever. Only women or young men can
imagine the dull, frenzied
hunger in the Duchess's eyes. As for
older men, if during the paroxysms of early
passion in youth they
had experience of such
phenomena of
nervous power; at a later day
it is so completely forgotten that they deny the very existence
of the
luxuriantecstasy--the only name that can be given to
these wonderful intuitions. Religious
ecstasy is the aberration
of a soul that has
shaken off its bonds of flesh;
whereas in
amorous
ecstasy all the forces of soul and body are embraced and
blended in one. If a woman falls a
victim to the tyrannous
frenzy before which Mme de Langeais was forced to bend, she will
take one
decisiveresolution after another so
swiftly that it is
impossible to give
account of them. Thought after thought rises
and flits across her brain, as clouds are whirled by the wind
across the grey veil of mist that shuts out the sun. Thenceforth
the facts reveal all. And the facts are these.
The day after the
review, Mme de Langeais sent her
carriage and
liveried servants to wait at the Marquis de Montriveau's door
from eight o'clock in the morning till three in the afternoon.
Armand lived in the Rue de Tournon, a few steps away from the
Chamber of Peers, and that very day the House was sitting; but
long before the peers returned to their palaces, several people
had recognised the Duchess's
carriage and liveries. The first of
these was the Baron de Maulincour. That young officer had met
with
disdain from Mme de Langeais and a better
reception from Mme
de Serizy; he betook himself at once
therefore to his
mistress,
and under seal of
secrecy told her of this strange freak.
In a moment the news was spread with telegraphic speed through
all the coteries in the Faubourg Saint-Germain; it reached the
Tuileries and the Elysee-Bourbon; it was the
sensation of the
day, the matter of all the talk from noon till night. Almost
everywhere the women denied the facts, but in such a manner that
the report was confirmed; the men one and all believed it, and
manifested a most indulgent interest in Mme de Langeais. Some
among them threw the blame on Armand.
"That
savage of a Montriveau is a man of bronze," said they;
"he insisted on making this
scandal, no doubt."
"Very well, then," others replied, "Mme de Langeais has been
guilty of a most
generous piece of imprudence. To
renounce the
world and rank, and fortune, and
consideration for her lover's
sake, and that in the face of all Paris, is as fine a coup d'etat
for a woman as that barber's knife-thrust, which so affected
Canning in a court of assize. Not one of the women who blame the
Duchess would make a
declarationworthy of ancient times. It is
heroic of Mme de Langeais to
proclaim herself so
frankly. Now
there is nothing left to her but to love Montriveau. There must
be something great about a woman if she says, `I will have but
one
passion.' "
"But what is to become of society,
monsieur, if you honour vice
in this way without respect for
virtue?" asked the Comtesse de
Granville, the attorney-general's wife.
While the Chateau, the Faubourg, and the Chaussee d'Antin were
discussing the
shipwreck of
aristocraticvirtue; while excited
young men rushed about on
horseback to make sure that the
carriage was
standing in the Rue de Tournon, and the Duchess in
consequence was beyond a doubt in M. de Montriveau's rooms, Mme
de Langeais, with heavy throbbing pulses, was lying
hidden away
in her boudoir. And Armand?--he had been out all night, and at
that moment was walking with M. de Marsay in the Gardens of the
Tuileries. The elder members, of Mme de Langeais's family were
engaged in
calling upon one another, arranging to read her a
homily and to hold a
consultation as to the best way of putting a
stop to the
scandal.
At three o'clock,
therefore, M. le Duc de Navarreins, the Vidame
de Pamiers, the old Princesse de Blamont-Chauvry, and the Duc de
Grandlieu were assembled in Mme la Duchesse de Langeais's
drawing-room. To them, as to all curious enquirers, the servants
said that their
mistress was not at home; the Duchess had made no
exceptions to her orders. But these four personages shone
conspicuous in that lofty
sphere, of which the revolutions and