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gave you my heart; that was not enough; you demanded, brutally,

that I should give my person----"
"Brutally?" repeated Montriveau. But to himself he said, "If

I once allow her to dispute over words, I am lost."
"Yes. You came to me as if I were one of those women. You

showed none of the respect, none of the attentions of love. Had
I not reason to reflect? Very well, I reflected. The

unseemliness of your conduct is not inexcusable; love lay at the
source of it; let me think so, and justify you to myself.--Well,

Armand, this evening, even while you were prophesying evil, I
felt convinced that there was happiness in store for us both.

Yes, I put my faith in the noble, proud nature so often tested
and proved." She bent lower. "And I was yours wholly," she

murmured in his ear. "I felt a longing that I cannot express to
give happiness to a man so violently tried by adversity. If I

must have a master, my master should be a great man. As I felt
conscious of my height, the less I cared to descend. I felt I

could trust you, I saw a whole lifetime of love, while you were
pointing to death. . . . Strength and kindness always go

together. My friend, you are so strong, you will not be unkind
to a helpless woman who loves you. If I was wrong, is there no

way of obtaining forgiveness? No way of making reparation?
Repentance is the charm of love; I should like to be very

charming for you. How could I, alone among women, fail to know a
woman's doubts and fears, the timidity that it is so natural to

feel when you bind yourself for life, and know how easily a man
snaps such ties? The bourgeoises, with whom you compared me just

now, give themselves, but they struggle first. Very well--I
struggled; but here I am!--Ah! God, he does not hear me!" she

broke off, and wringing her hands, she cried out "But I love
you! I am yours!" and fell at Armand's feet.

"Yours! yours! my one and only master!"
Armand tried to raise her.

"Madame, it is too late! Antoinette cannot save the Duchesse de
Langeais. I cannot believe in either. Today you may give

yourself; tomorrow, you may refuse. No power in earth or heaven
can insure me the sweet constancy of love. All love's pledges

lay in the past; and now nothing of that past exists."
The light behind the curtain blazed up so brightly, that the

Duchess could not help turning her head; this time she distinctly
saw the three masked figures.

"Armand," she said, "I would not wish to think ill of you.
Why are those men there? What are you going to do to me?"

"Those men will be as silent as I myself with regard to the
thing which is about to be done. Think of them simply as my

hands and my heart. One of them is a surgeon----"
"A surgeon! Armand, my friend, of all things, suspense is the

hardest to bear. Just speak; tell me if you wish for my life; I
will give it to you, you shall not take it----"

"Then you did not understand me? Did I not speak just now of
justice? To put an end to your misapprehensions," continued he,

taking up a small steel object from the table, "I will now
explain what I have decided with regard to you."

He held out a Lorraine cross, fastened to the tip of a steel rod.
"Two of my friends at this very moment are heating another

cross, made on this pattern, red-hot. We are going to stamp it
upon your forehead, here between the eyes, so that there will be

no possibility of hiding the mark with diamonds, and so avoiding
people's questions. In short, you shall bear on your forehead

the brand of infamy which your brothers the convicts wear on
their shoulders. The pain is a mere trifle, but I feared a

nervous crisis of some kind, of resistance----"
"Resistance?" she cried, clapping her hands for joy. "Oh no,

no! I would have the whole world here to see. Ah, my Armand,
brand her quickly, this creature of yours; brand her with your

mark as a poor little trifle belonging to you. You asked for
pledges of my love; here they are all in one. Ah! for me there

is nothing but mercy and forgiveness and eternal happiness in
this revenge of yours. When you have marked this woman with your

mark, when you set your crimson brand on her, your slave in soul,
you can never afterwards abandon her, you will be mine for

evermore? When you cut me off from my kind, you make yourself
responsible for my happiness, or you prove yourself base; and I

know that you are noble and great! Why, when a woman loves, the
brand of love is burnt into her soul by her own will.--Come in,

gentlemen! come in and brand her, this Duchesse de Langeais. She
is M. de Montriveau's forever! Ah! come quickly, all of you, my

forehead burns hotter than your fire!"
Armand turned his head sharply away lest he should see the

Duchess kneeling, quivering with the throbbings of her heart. He
said some word, and his three friends vanished.

The women of Paris salons know how one mirror reflects another.
The Duchess, with every motive for reading the depths of Armand's

heart, was all eyes; and Armand, all unsuspicious of the mirror,
brushed away two tears as they fell. Her whole future lay in

those two tears. When he turned round again to help her to rise,
she was standing before him, sure of love. Her pulses must have

throbbed fast when he spoke with the firmness she had known so
well how to use of old while she played with him.

"I spare you, madame. All that has taken place shall be as if
it had never been, you may believe me. But now, let us bid each

other goodbye. I like to think that you were sincere in your
coquetries on your sofa, sincere again in this outpouring of your

heart. Good-bye. I feel that there is no faith in you left in
me. You would torment me again; you would always be the Duchess,

and---- But there, good-bye, we shall never understand each
other.

"Now, what do you wish?" he continued, taking the tone of a
master of the ceremonies--"to return home, or to go back to Mme

de Serizy's ball? I have done all in my power to prevent any
scandal. Neither your servants nor anyone else can possibly know

what has passed between us in the last quarter of an hour. Your
servants have no idea that you have left the ballroom; your

carriage never left Mme de Serizy's courtyard; your brougham may
likewise be found in the court of your own hotel. Where do you

wish to be?"
"What do you counsel, Armand?"

"There is no Armand now, Mme la Duchesse. We are strangers to
each other."

"Then take me to the ball," she said, still curious to put
Armand's power to the test. "Thrust a soul that suffered in the

world, and must always suffer there, if there is no happiness for
her now, down into hell again. And yet, oh my friend, I love you

as your bourgeoises love; I love you so that I could come to you
and fling my arms about your neck before all the world if you

asked it off me. The hateful world has not corrupted me. I am
young at least, and I have grown younger still. I am a child,

yes, your child, your new creature. Ah! do not drive me forth
out of my Eden!"

Armand shook his head.
"Ah! let me take something with me, if I go, some little thing

to wear tonight on my heart," she said, taking possession of
Armand's glove, which she twisted into her handkerchief.

"No, I am NOT like all those depraved women. You do not know
the world, and so you cannot know my worth. You shall know it

now! There are women who sell themselves for money; there are
others to be gained by gifts, it is a vile world! Oh, I wish I

were a simple bourgeoise, a working girl, if you would rather
have a woman beneath you than a woman whose devotion is

accompanied by high rank, as men count it. Oh, my Armand, there
are noble, high, and chaste and pure natures among us; and then

they are lovely indeed. I would have all nobleness that I might
offer it all up to you. Misfortune willed that I should be a

duchess; I would I were a royal princess, that my offering might
be complete. I would be a grisette for you, and a queen for

everyone besides."
He listened, damping his cigars with his lips.

"You will let me know when you wish to go," he said.
"But I should like to stay----"

"That is another matter!"
"Stay, that was badly rolled," she cried, seizing on a cigar

and devouring all that Armand's lips had touched.
"Do you smoke?"

"Oh, what would I not do to please you?"
"Very well. Go, madame."

"I will obey you," she answered, with tears in her eyes.
"You must be blindfolded; you must not see a glimpse of the

way."
"I am ready, Armand," she said, bandaging her eyes.

"Can you see?"
"No."

Noiselessly he knelt before her.
"Ah! I can hear you!" she cried, with a little fond gesture,

thinking that the pretence of harshness was over.
He made as if he would kiss her lips; she held up her face.

"You can see, madame."
"I am just a little bit curious."

"So you always deceive me?"
"Ah! take off this handkerchief, sir," she cried out, with the

passion of a great generosity repelled with scorn, "lead me; I
will not open my eyes."

Armand felt sure of her after that cry. He led the way; the
Duchess nobly true to her word, was blind. But while Montriveau

held her hand as a father might, and led her up and down flights
of stairs, he was studying the throbbing pulses of this woman's

heart so suddenly invaded by Love. Mme de Langeais, rejoicing in
this power of speech, was glad to let him know all; but he was

inflexible; his hand was passive in reply to the questionings of
her hand.

At length, after some journey made together, Armand bade her go
forward; the opening was doubtless narrow, for as she went she

felt that his hand protected her dress. His care touched her; it
was a revelation surely that there was a little love still left;

yet it was in some sort a farewell, for Montriveau left her
without a word. The air was warm; the Duchess, feeling the heat,

opened her eyes, and found herself standing by the fire in the
Comtesse de Serizy's boudoir.

She was alone. Her first thought was for her disordered
toilette; in a moment she had adjusted her dress and restored her

picturesque coiffure.
"Well, dear Antoinette, we have been looking for you

everywhere." It was the Comtesse de Serizy who spoke as she
opened the door.

"I came here to breathe," said the Duchess; "it is unbearably
hot in the rooms."

"People thought that you had gone; but my brother Ronquerolles
told me that your servants were waiting for you."

"I am tired out, dear, let me stay and rest here for a minute,"
and the Duchess sat down on the sofa.

"Why, what is the matter with you? You are shaking from head to
foot!"

The Marquis de Ronquerolles came in.
"Mme la Duchesse, I was afraid that something might have

happened. I have just come across your coachman, the man is as
tipsy as all the Swiss in Switzerland."

The Duchess made no answer; she was looking round the room, at
the chimney-piece and the tall mirrors, seeking the trace of an

opening. Then with an extraordinarysensation she recollected
that she was again in the midst of the gaiety of the ballroom

after that terrific scene which had changed the whole course of
her life. She began to shiverviolently.



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