me in confidence that he intended preparing a quantity of
smoke-dried meat and packing it in a bag, with a layer of cassava
bread, dried
pumpkin slips, and such
innocent trifles to conceal
it from Rima's keen sight and
delicate nostrils. Finally he made
a long rambling statement which, I
vainly imagined, was intended
to lead up to an
account of Rima's
origin, with something about
her people at Riolama; but it led to nothing except an expression
of opinion that the girl was afflicted with a
maggot in the
brain, but that as she had interest with the powers above,
especially with her mother, who was now a very important person
among the
celestials, it was good
policy to
submit to her wishes.
Turning to me,
doubtless to wink (only I missed the sign owing to
the darkness), he added that it was a fine thing to have a friend
at court. With a little gratulatory
chuckle he went on to say
that for others it was necessary to obey all the ordinances of
the Church, to
contribute to its support, hear mass,
confess from
time to time, and receive absolution;
consequently those who went
out into the
wilderness, where there were no churches and no
priests to
absolve them, did so at the risk of losing their
souls. But with him it was different: he expected in the end to
escape the fires of purgatory and go directly in all his
uncleanness to heaven--a thing, he remarked, which happened to
very few; and he, Nuflo, was no saint, and had first become a
dweller in the desert, as a very young man, in order to escape
the
penalty of his misdeeds.
I could not
resist the
temptation of remarking here that to an
unregenerate man the
celestial country might turn out a somewhat
uncongenial place for a
residence. He replied airily that he had
considered the point and had no fear about the future; that he
was old, and from all he had observed of the methods of
government followed by those who ruled over
earthly affairs from
the sky, he had formed a clear idea of that place, and believed
that even among so many glorified beings he would be able to meet
with those who would prove companionable enough and would think
no worse of him on
account of his little blemishes.
How he had first got this idea into his brain about Rima's
ability to make things smooth for him after death I cannot say;
probably it was the effect of the girl's powerful
personality and
vivid faith
acting on an
ignorant and extremely;
superstitiousmind. While she was making that
petition to her mother in
heaven, it did not seem in the least
ridiculous to me: I had felt
no
inclination to smile, even when
hearing all that about the old
man's wings being singed to prevent his escape by flying. Her
rapt look; the
intenseconviction that vibrated in her ringing,
passionate tones; the
brilliant scorn with which she, a hater of
bloodshed, one so tender towards all living things, even the
meanest, bade him kill himself, and only hear first how her
vengeance would
pursue his
deceitful soul into other worlds; the
clearness with which she had
related the facts of the case,
disclosing the inmost secrets of her heart--all this had had a
strange,
convincing effect on me. Listening to her I was no
longer the enlightened, the creedless man. She herself was so
near to the supernatural that it seemed brought near me;
indefinable feelings, which had been
latent in me, stirred into
life, and following the direction of her
divine, lustrous eyes,
fixed on the blue sky above, I seemed to see there another being
like herself, a Rima glorified, leaning her pale,
spiritual face
to catch the
winged words uttered by her child on earth. And
even now, while
hearing the old man's talk, showing as it did a
mind darkened with such gross delusions, I was not yet altogether
free from the strange effect of that prayer. Doubtless it was a
delusion; her mother was not really there above listening to the
girl's voice. Still, in some
mysterious way, Rima had become to
me, even as to
superstitious old Nuflo, a being apart and sacred,
and this feeling seemed to mix with my
passion, to
purify and
exalt it and make it
infinitely sweet and precious.
After we had been silent for some time, I said: "Old man, the
result of the grand
discussion you have had with Rima is that you
have agreed to take her to Riolama, but about my accompanying you
not one word has been
spoken by either of you."
He stopped short to stare at me, and although it was too dark to
see his face, I felt his
astonishment. "Senor!" he exclaimed,
"we cannot go without you. Have you not heard my granddaughter's
words--that it is only because of you that she is about to
undertake this crazy journey? If you are not with us in this
thing, then, senor, here we must remain. But what will Rima say
to that?"
"Very well, I will go, but only on one condition."
"What is it?" he asked, with a sudden change of tone, which
warned me that he was becoming
cautious again.
"That you tell me the whole story of Rima's
origin, and how you
came to be now living with her in this
solitary place, and who
these people are she wishes to visit at Riolama."
"Ah, senor, it is a long story, and sad. But you shall hear it
all. You must hear it, senor, since you are now one of us; and
when I am no longer here to protect her, then she will be yours.
And although you will never be able to do more than old Nuflo for
her, perhaps she will be better pleased; and you, senor, better
able to exist
innocently by her side, without eating flesh, since
you will always have that rare flower to delight you. But the
story would take long to tell. You shall hear it all as we
journey to Riolama. What else will there be to talk about when
we are walking that long distance, and when we sit at night by
the fire?"
"No, no, old man, I am not to be put off in that way. I must
hear it before I start."
But he was determined to reserve the
narrative until the journey,
and after some further
argument I yielded the point.
CHAPTER XIII
That evening by the fire old Nuflo,
lately so
miserable, now
happy in his delusions, was more than usually gay and loquacious.
He was like a child who by
timelysubmission has escaped a
threatened
severepunishment. But his lightness of heart was
exceeded by mine; and, with the
exception of one other yet to
come, that evening now shines in memory as the happiest my life
has known. For Rima's sweet secret was known to me; and her very
ignorance of the meaning of the feeling she
experienced, which
caused her to fly from me as from an enemy, only served to make
the thought of it more
purely delightful.
On this occasion she did not steal away like a timid mouse to her
own
apartment, as her custom was, but remained to give that one
evening a special grace, seated well away from the fire in that
same
shadowy corner where I had first seen her
indoors, when I
had marvelled at her altered appearance. From that corner she
could see my face, with the firelight full upon it, she herself
in shadow, her eyes veiled by their drooping lashes. Sitting
there, the vivid
consciousness of my happiness was like draughts
of strong,
delicious wine, and its effect was like wine,
imparting such freedom to fancy, such fluency, that again and
again old Nuflo applauded, crying out that I was a poet, and
begging me to put it all into rhyme. I could not do that to
please him, never having acquired the art of improvisation--that
idle trick of making words
jingle which men of Nuflo's class in
my country so greatly admire; yet it seemed to me on that evening
that my feelings could be
adequately expressed only in that
sublimated language used by the finest minds in their inspired
moments; and,
accordingly, I fell to reciting. But not from any
modern, nor from the poets of the last century, nor even from the
greater seventeenth century. I kept to the more ancient romances
and ballads, the sweet old verse that, whether glad or sorrowful,