episode; but I did not make it without blushing--mentally.
- He shook his head, and said it was a poor
weapon against some
enemies; also--truly enough--that it would
procure no birds and
monkeys for the stew-pot.
Next morning my friend Kua-ko,
taking his zabatana, invited me to
go out with him, and I consented with some misgivings, thinking
he had
overcome his
superstitious fears and, inflamed by my
account of the
abundance of game in the forest, intended going
there with me. The
previous day's experience had made me think
that it would be better in the future to go there alone. But I
was giving the poor youth more credit than he deserved: it was
far from his
intention to face the terrible unknown again. We
went in a different direction, and tramped for hours through
woods where birds were
scarce and only of the smaller kinds.
Then my guide surprised me a second time by
offering to teach me
to use the zabatana. This, then, was to be my
reward for giving
him the box! I
readily consented, and with the long
weapon,
awkward to carry, in my hand, and imitating the noiseless
movements and
cautious,
watchful manner of my
companion, I tried
to imagine myself a simple Guayana
savage, with no knowledge of
that
artificial social state to which I had been born, dependent
on my skill and little roll of poison-darts for a
livelihood. By
an effort of the will I emptied myself of my life experience and
knowledge--or as much of it as possible--and thought only of the
generations of my dead
imaginary progenitors, who had ranged
these woods back to the dim forgotten years before Columbus; and
if the pleasure I had in the fancy was
childish, it made the day
pass quickly enough. Kua-ko was
constantly at my elbow to assist
and give advice; and many an arrow I blew from the long tube, and
hit no bird. Heaven knows what I hit, for the arrows flew away
on their wide and wild
career to be seen no more, except a few
which my keen-eyed comrade marked to their
destination and
managed to recover. The result of our day's
hunting was a couple
of birds, which Kua-ko, not I, shot, and a small opossum his
sharp eyes detected high up a tree lying coiled up on an old
nest, over the side of which the animal had in
cautiously allowed
his snaky tail to
dangle. The number of darts I wasted must have
been a rather serious loss to him, but he did not seem troubled
at it, and made no remark.
Next day, to my surprise, he volunteered to give me a second
lesson, and we went out again. On this occasion he had provided
himself with a large
bundle of darts, but--wise man!--they were
not poisoned, and it
therefore mattered little whether they were
wasted or not. I believe that on this day I made some little
progress; at all events, my teacher remarked that before long I
would be able to hit a bird. This made me smile and answer that
if he could place me within twenty yards of a bird not smaller
than a small man I might manage to touch it with an arrow.
This speech had a very
unexpected and
remarkable effect. He
stopped short in his walk, stared at me wildly, then grinned, and
finally burst into a roar of
laughter, which was no bad imitation
of the howling monkey's
performance, and smote his naked thighs
with
tremendousenergy. At length recovering himself, he asked
whether a small woman was not the same as a small man, and being
answered in the affirmative, went off into a second extravagant
roar of
laughter.
Thinking it was easy to
tickle him while he continued in this
mood, I began making any number of
feeble jokes--
feeble, but
quite as good as the one which had provoked such outrageous
merriment--for it amused me to see him
acting in this unusual
way. But they all failed of their effect--there was no hitting
the bull's-eye a second time; he would only stare vacantly at me,
then grunt like a peccary--not appreciatively--and walk on.
Still, at
intervals he would go back to what I had said about
hitting a very big bird, and roar again, as if this wonderful
joke was not easily exhausted.
Again on the third day we were out together practicing at the
birds--frightening if not killing them; but before noon,
findingthat it was his
intention to go to a distant spot where he
expected to meet with larger game, I left him and returned to the
village. The blow-pipe practice had lost its
novelty, and I did
not care to go on all day and every day with it; more than that,
I was
anxious after so long an
interval to pay a visit to my
wood, as I began to call it, in the hope of
hearing that
mysterious
melody which I had grown to love and to miss when even
a single day passed without it.
CHAPTER V
After making a hasty meal at the house, I started, full of
pleasing anticipations, for the wood; for how pleasant a place it
was to be in! What a wild beauty and
fragrance and melodiousness
it possessed above all forests, because of that
mystery that drew
me to it! And it was mine, truly and absolutely--as much mine as
any
portion of earth's surface could belong to any man--mine with
all its products: the precious woods and fruits and
fragrant gums
that would never be trafficked away; its wild animals that man
would never
persecute; nor would any
jealoussavagedispute my
ownership or
pretend that it was part of his
hunting-ground. As
I crossed the savannah I played with this fancy; but when I
reached the ridgy
eminence, to look down once more on my new
domain, the fancy changed to a feeling so keen that it pierced to
my heart and was like pain in its
intensity, causing tears to
rush to my eyes. And caring not in that
solitude to
disguise my
feelings from myself, and from the wide heaven that looked down
and saw me--for this is the sweetest thing that
solitude has for
us, that we are free in it, and no convention holds us--I dropped
on my knees and kissed the stony ground, then casting up my eyes,
thanked the Author of my being for the gift of that wild forest,
those green mansions where I had found so great a happiness!
Elated with this
strain of feeling, I reached the wood not long
after noon; but no melodious voice gave me familiar and expected
welcome; nor did my
invisiblecompanion make itself heard at all
on that day, or, at all events, not in its usual bird-like
warbling language. But on this day I met with a curious little
adventure and heard something very
extraordinary, very
mysterious, which I could not avoid connecting in my mind with
the
unseen warbler that so often followed me in my
rambles.
It was an
exceedingly bright day, without cloud, but windy, and
finding myself in a rather open part of the wood, near its
border, where the
breeze could be felt, I sat down to rest on the
lower part of a large branch, which was half broken, but still
remained attached to the trunk of the tree, while resting its
terminal twigs on the ground. Just before me, where I sat, grew
a low, wide-spreading plant, covered with broad, round, polished
leaves; and the roundness, stiffness, and
perfectly horizontal
position of the upper leaves made them look like a
collection of
small
platforms or round table-tops placed nearly on a level.
Through the leaves, to the
height of a foot or more above them, a
slender dead stem protruded, and from a twig at its summit
depended a broken
spider's web. A minute dead leaf had become
attached to one of the loose threads and threw its small but
distinct shadow on the
platform leaves below; and as it trembled
and swayed in the current of air, the black spot trembled with it
or flew
swiftly over the bright green surfaces, and was seldom at
rest. Now, as I sat looking down on the leaves and the small
dancing shadow,
scarcely thinking of what I was looking at, I
noticed a small
spider, with a flat body and short legs, creep
cautiously out on to the upper surface of a leaf. Its pale red
colour barred with
velvet black first drew my attention to it,
for it was beautiful to the eye; and
presently I discovered that
this was no web-spinning, sedentary
spider, but a wandering
hunter, that captured its prey, like a cat, by stealing on it
concealed and making a rush or spring at the last. The moving
shadow had attracted it and, as the sequel showed, was mistaken
for a fly
running about over the leaves and flitting from leaf to