the
doorway of the cabin. His bare breast and his face glistened in
the light; his sarong, soaked, clung about his legs; he had his
sheathed kriss in his left hand; and wisps of wet hair, escaping from
under his red
kerchief, stuck over his eyes and down his cheeks. He
stepped in with a
headlongstride and looking over his shoulder like a
man pursued. Hollis turned on his side quickly and opened his eyes.
Jackson clapped his big hand over the strings and the jingling
vibration died suddenly. I stood up.
"We did not hear your boat's hail!" I exclaimed.
"Boat! The man's swum off," drawled out Hollis from the locker. "Look
at him!"
He breathed heavily, wild-eyed, while we looked at him in silence.
Water dripped from him, made a dark pool, and ran crookedly across the
cabin floor. We could hear Jackson, who had gone out to drive away our
Malay seamen from the
doorway of the
companion; he swore menacingly in
the
patter of a heavy
shower, and there was a great
commotion on deck.
The watchmen, scared out of their wits by the
glimpse of a shadowy
figure leaping over the rail, straight out of the night as it were,
had alarmed all hands.
Then Jackson, with glittering drops of water on his hair and beard,
came back looking angry, and Hollis, who, being the youngest of us,
assumed an indolent
superiority, said without
stirring, "Give him a
dry sarong--give him mine; it's
hanging up in the bathroom." Karain
laid the kriss on the table, hilt inwards, and murmured a few words
in a strangled voice.
"What's that?" asked Hollis, who had not heard.
"He apologizes for coming in with a
weapon in his hand," I said,
dazedly.
"Ceremonious
beggar. Tell him we
forgive a friend . . . on such a
night," drawled out Hollis. "What's wrong?"
Karain slipped the dry sarong over his head, dropped the wet one at
his feet, and stepped out of it. I
pointed to the
wooden armchair--his
armchair. He sat down very straight, said "Ha!" in a strong voice; a
short
shiver shook his broad frame. He looked over his shoulder
uneasily, turned as if to speak to us, but only stared in a curious
blind manner, and again looked back. Jackson bellowed out, "Watch well
on deck there!" heard a faint answer from above, and reaching out with
his foot slammed-to the cabin door.
"All right now," he said.
Karain's lips moved
slightly. A vivid flash of
lightning made the two
round sternports facing him
glimmer like a pair of cruel and
phosphorescent eyes. The flame of the lamp seemed to
wither into brown
dust for an
instant, and the looking-glass over the little sideboard
leaped out behind his back in a smooth sheet of livid light. The roll
of
thunder came near, crashed over us; the
schooner trembled, and the
great voice went on, threatening
terribly, into the distance. For less
than a minute a
furiousshower rattled on the decks. Karain looked
slowly from face to face, and then the silence became so
profound that
we all could hear
distinctly the two chronometers in my cabin ticking
along with unflagging speed against one another.
And we three,
strangely moved, could not take our eyes from him. He
had become enigmatical and
touching, in
virtue of that mysterious
cause that had
driven him through the night and through the
thunderstorm to the shelter of the
schooner's cuddy. Not one of us
doubted that we were looking at a
fugitive,
incredible as it appeared
to us. He was
haggard, as though he had not slept for weeks; he had
become lean, as though he had not eaten for days. His cheeks were
hollow, his eyes sunk, the muscles of his chest and arms twitched
slightly as if after an exhausting
contest. Of course it had been a
long swim off to the
schooner; but his face showed another kind of
fatigue, the tormented
weariness, the anger and the fear of a struggle
against a thought, an idea--against something that cannot be grappled,
that never rests--a shadow, a nothing, unconquerable and immortal,
that preys upon life. We knew it as though he had shouted it at us.
His chest expanded time after time, as if it could not
contain the
beating of his heart. For a moment he had the power of the
possessed--the power to
awaken in the beholders wonder, pain, pity,
and a
fearful near sense of things
invisible, of things dark and mute,
that surround the
loneliness of mankind. His eyes roamed about
aimlessly for a moment, then became still. He said with effort--
"I came here . . . I leaped out of my
stockade as after a defeat. I
ran in the night. The water was black. I left him
calling on the edge
of black water. . . . I left him
standing alone on the beach. I
swam . . . he called out after me . . . I swam . . ."
He trembled from head to foot, sitting very
upright and gazing
straight before him. Left whom? Who called? We did not know. We could
not understand. I said at all hazards--
"Be firm."
The sound of my voice seemed to steady him into a sudden rigidity, but
otherwise he took no notice. He seemed to listen, to expect something
for a moment, then went on--
"He cannot come here--therefore I sought you. You men with white faces
who
despise the
invisible voices. He cannot abide your unbelief and
your strength."
He was silent for a while, then exclaimed softly--
"Oh! the strength of unbelievers!"
"There's no one here but you--and we three," said Hollis, quietly. He
reclined with his head supported on elbow and did not budge.
"I know," said Karain. "He has never followed me here. Was not the
wise man ever by my side? But since the old wise man, who knew of my
trouble, has died, I have heard the voice every night. I shut myself
up--for many days--in the dark. I can hear the
sorrowful murmurs of
women, the
whisper of the wind, of the
running waters; the clash of
weapons in the hands of
faithful men, their footsteps--and his voice!
. . . Near . . . So! In my ear! I felt him near . . . His breath
passed over my neck. I leaped out without a cry. All about me men
slept quietly. I ran to the sea. He ran by my side without footsteps,
whispering,
whispering old words--
whispering into my ear in his
old voice. I ran into the sea; I swam off to you, with my kriss
between my teeth. I, armed, I fled before a breath--to you. Take me
away to your land. The wise old man has died, and with him is gone the
power of his words and charms. And I can tell no one. No one. There is
no one here
faithful enough and wise enough to know. It is only near
you, unbelievers, that my trouble fades like a mist under the eye of
day."
He turned to me.
"With you I go!" he cried in a
contained voice. "With you, who know so
many of us. I want to leave this land--my people . . . and
him--there!"
He
pointed a shaking finger at
random over his shoulder. It was hard
for us to bear the
intensity of that undisclosed
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distress. Hollis
stared at him hard. I asked gently--
"Where is the danger?"
"Everywhere outside this place," he answered, mournfully. "In every
place where I am. He waits for me on the paths, under the trees, in
the place where I sleep--everywhere but here."
He looked round the little cabin, at the painted beams, at the
tarnished
varnish of bulkheads; he looked round as if appealing to all
its
shabby strangeness, to the disorderly
jumble of unfamiliar
things that belong to an inconceivable life of
stress, of power, of
endeavour, of unbelief--to the strong life of white men, which rolls
on
irresistible and hard on the edge of outer darkness. He stretched
out his arms as if to
embrace it and us. We waited. The wind and rain
had ceased, and the
stillness of the night round the
schooner was as
dumb and complete as if a dead world had been laid to rest in a grave
of clouds. We expected him to speak. The necessity within him tore
at his lips. There are those who say that a native will not speak to
a white man. Error. No man will speak to his master; but to a wanderer
and a friend, to him who does not come to teach or to rule, to him who
asks for nothing and accepts all things, words are
spoken by the
camp-fires, in the shared
solitude of the sea, in
riverside villages,