She started, slipped, fell; and without attempting to rise, listened,
terrified. She heard heavy
breathing, a
clatter of
wooden clogs. It
stopped.
"Where the devil did you pass?" said an
invisible man, hoarsely.
She held her
breath. She recognized the voice. She had not seen him
fall. Was he pursuing her there dead, or perhaps . . . alive?
She lost her head. She cried from the
crevice where she lay huddled,
"Never, never!"
"Ah! You are still there. You led me a fine dance. Wait, my beauty, I
must see how you look after all this. You wait. . . ."
Millot was stumbling, laughing, swearing meaninglessly out of pure
satisfaction, pleased with himself for having run down that
fly-by-night. "As if there were such things as ghosts! Bah! It took an
old African soldier to show those clodhoppers. . . . But it was
curious. Who the devil was she?"
Susan listened, crouching. He was coming for her, this dead man. There
was no escape. What a noise he made
amongst the stones. . . . She saw
his head rise up, then the shoulders. He was tall--her own man! His
long arms waved about, and it was his own voice sounding a little
strange . . . because of the
scissors. She scrambled out quickly,
rushed to the edge of the
causeway, and turned round. The man stood
still on a high stone, detaching himself in dead black on the glitter
of the sky.
"Where are you going to?" he called, roughly.
She answered, "Home!" and watched him
intensely. He made a striding,
clumsy leap on to another
boulder, and stopped again, balancing
himself, then said--
"Ha! ha! Well, I am going with you. It's the least I can do. Ha! ha!
ha!"
She stared at him till her eyes seemed to become glowing coals that
burned deep into her brain, and yet she was in
mortal fear of making
out the
well-known features. Below her the sea lapped
softly against
the rock with a
splashcontinuous and gentle.
The man said, advancing another step--
"I am coming for you. What do you think?"
She trembled. Coming for her! There was no escape, no peace, no hope.
She looked round despairingly. Suddenly the whole
shadowy coast, the
blurred islets, the heaven itself, swayed about twice, then came to a
rest. She closed her eyes and shouted--
"Can't you wait till I am dead!"
She was
shaken by a
furious hate for that shade that pursued her in
this world, unappeased even by death in its
longing for an heir that
would be like other people's children.
"Hey! What?" said Millot, keeping his distance prudently. He was
saying to himself: "Look out! Some
lunatic. An accident happens soon."
She went on, wildly--
"I want to live. To live alone--for a week--for a day. I must explain
to them. . . . I would tear you to pieces, I would kill you twenty
times over rather than let you touch me while I live. How many times
must I kill you--you blasphemer! Satan sends you here. I am damned
too!"
"Come," said Millot, alarmed and conciliating. "I am
perfectly alive!
. . . Oh, my God!"
She had screamed, "Alive!" and at once vanished before his eyes, as if
the islet itself had swerved aside from under her feet. Millot rushed
forward, and fell flat with his chin over the edge. Far below he saw
the water whitened by her struggles, and heard one
shrill cry for help
that seemed to dart
upwards along the
perpendicular face of the rock,
and soar past, straight into the high and impassive heaven.
Madame Levaille sat, dry-eyed, on the short grass of the hill side,
with her thick legs stretched out, and her old feet turned up in their
black cloth shoes. Her clogs stood near by, and further off the
umbrella lay on the withered sward like a
weapon dropped from the
grasp of a vanquished
warrior. The Marquis of Chavanes, on horseback,
one gloved hand on thigh, looked down at her as she got up
laboriously, with groans. On the narrow track of the seaweed-carts
four men were carrying
inland Susan's body on a hand-barrow, while
several others straggled listlessly behind. Madame Levaille looked
after the
procession. "Yes, Monsieur le Marquis," she said
dispassionately, in her usual calm tone of a
reasonable old woman.
"There are
unfortunate people on this earth. I had only one child.
Only one! And they won't bury her in consecrated ground!"
Her eyes filled suddenly, and a short
shower of tears rolled down the
broad cheeks. She pulled the shawl close about her. The Marquis leaned
slightly over in his
saddle, and said--
"It is very sad. You have all my
sympathy. I shall speak to the Cure.
She was
unquestionablyinsane, and the fall was
accidental. Millot
says so
distinctly. Good-day, Madame."
And he trotted off, thinking to himself: "I must get this old woman
appointed
guardian of those idiots, and
administrator of the farm. It
would be much better than having here one of those other Bacadous,
probably a red
republican, corrupting my commune."
AN OUTPOST OF PROGRESS
I
There were two white men in
charge of the trading station. Kayerts,
the chief, was short and fat; Carlier, the
assistant, was tall, with a
large head and a very broad trunk perched upon a long pair of thin
legs. The third man on the staff was a Sierra Leone nigger, who
maintained that his name was Henry Price. However, for some reason
or other, the natives down the river had given him the name of Makola,
and it stuck to him through all his wanderings about the country. He
spoke English and French with a warbling
accent, wrote a beautiful
hand, understood bookkeeping, and cherished in his innermost heart the
worship of evil spirits. His wife was a negress from Loanda, very
large and very noisy. Three children rolled about in
sunshine before
the door of his low, shed-like
dwelling. Makola, taciturn and
impenetrable, despised the two white men. He had
charge of a small
clay
storehouse with a dried-grass roof, and pretended to keep a
correct
account of beads, cotton cloth, red kerchiefs, brass wire, and
other trade goods it contained. Besides the
storehouse and Makola's
hut, there was only one large building in the cleared ground of the
station. It was built neatly of reeds, with a verandah on all the four
sides. There were three rooms in it. The one in the middle was the
living-room, and had two rough tables and a few stools in it. The
other two were the bedrooms for the white men. Each had a bedstead
and a
mosquito net for all furniture. The plank floor was littered
with the be
longings of the white men; open half-empty boxes, torn
wearing
apparel, old boots; all the things dirty, and all the things
broken, that
accumulatemysteriously" target="_blank" title="ad.神秘地;故弄玄虚地">
mysteriously round untidy men. There was also
another
dwelling-place some distance away from the buildings. In it,
under a tall cross much out of the
perpendicular, slept the man who
had seen the
beginning of all this; who had planned and had watched
the
construction" target="_blank" title="n.建设;修建;结构">
construction of this outpost of progress. He had been, at home, an
unsuccessful
painter who, weary of pursuing fame on an empty stomach,
had gone out there through high protections. He had been the first
chief of that station. Makola had watched the
energetic artist die of
fever in the just finished house with his usual kind of "I told you
so"
indifference. Then, for a time, he dwelt alone with his family,
his
account books, and the Evil Spirit that rules the lands under the
equator. He got on very well with his god. Perhaps he had propitiated
him by a promise of more white men to play with, by and by. At any
rate the
director of the Great Trading Company, coming up in a
steamerthat resembled an
enormous sardine box with a flat-roofed shed erected
on it, found the station in good order, and Makola as usual quietly
diligent. The
director had the cross put up over the first agent's
grave, and appointed Kayerts to the post. Carlier was told off as
second in
charge. The
director was a man
ruthless and
efficient, who
at times, but very imperceptibly, indulged in grim
humour. He made a
speech to Kayerts and Carlier, pointing out to them the promising
aspect of their station. The nearest trading-post was about three
hundred miles away. It was an
exceptional opportunity for them to
distinguish themselves and to earn percentages on the trade. This
appointment was a favour done to beginners. Kayerts was moved almost
to tears by his
director's kindness. He would, he said, by doing his
best, try to justify the
flattering confidence, &c., &c. Kayerts had