Palissy, Louis XI., Fox, Napoleon, Christopher Columbus, and Julius
Caesar,--all these world-famous gamblers had begun life hampered with
debt, or as poor men; all of them had been misunderstood, taken for
madmen, reviled for bad sons, bad brothers, bad fathers; and yet in
after life each one had come to be the pride of his family, of his
country, of the
civilized world.
Her arguments fell upon
fertile soil in the worst of Lucien's nature,
and spread
corruption in his heart; for him, when his desires were
hot, all means were admissible. But--failure is high
treason against
society; and when the fallen
conqueror has run amuck through bourgeois
virtues, and pulled down the pillars of society, small wonder that
society,
finding Marius seated among the ruins, should drive him forth
in abhorrence. All un
consciously Lucien stood with the palm of
geniuson the one hand and a
shamefulending in the hulks upon the other;
and, on high upon the Sinai of the prophets,
beheld no Dead Sea
covering the cities of the plain--the
hideous winding-sheet of
Gomorrah.
So well did Louise
loosen the swaddling-bands of
provincial life that
confined the heart and brain of her poet that the said poet determined
to try an experiment upon her. He wished to feel certain that this
proud
conquest was his without laying himself open to the
mortification of a
rebuff. The
forthcoming soiree gave him his
opportunity. Ambition blended with his love. He loved, and he meant to
rise, a double desire not
unnatural in young men with a heart to
satisfy and the battle of life to fight. Society, summoning all her
children to one
banquet, arouses
ambition in the very morning of life.
Youth is robbed of its charm, and
generous thoughts are corrupted by
mercenary
scheming. The idealist would fain have it
otherwise, but
intrusive fact too often gives the lie to the
fiction which we should
like to believe, making it impossible to paint the young man of the
nineteenth century other than he is. Lucien imagined that his
schemingwas entirely prompted by good feeling, and persuaded himself that it
was done
solely for his friend David's sake.
He wrote a long letter to his Louise; he felt bolder, pen in hand,
than face to face. In a dozen sheets, copied out three several times,
he told her of his father's
genius and blighted hopes and of his
grinding
poverty. He described his
beloved sister as an angel, and
David as another Cuvier, a great man of the future, and a father,
friend, and brother to him in the present. He should feel himself
unworthy of his Louise's love (his proudest
distinction) if he did not
ask her to do for David all that she had done for him. He would give
up everything rather than desert David Sechard; David must
witness his
success. It was one of those wild letters in which a young man points
a
pistol at a
refusal, letters full of
boyish casuistry and the
incoherent
reasoning of an idealist; a
delicioustissue of words
embroidered here and there by the naive utterances that women love so
well--un
conscious revelations of the writer's heart.
Lucien left the letter with the housemaid, went to the office, and
spent the day in
reading proofs, superint
ending the
execution of
orders, and looking after the affairs of the printing-house. He said
not a word to David. While youth bears a child's heart, it is capable
of
sublime reticence. Perhaps, too, Lucien began to dread the
Phocion's axe which David could wield when he chose, perhaps he was
afraid to meet those clear-sighted eyes that read the depths of his
soul. But when he read Chenier's poems with David, his secret rose
from his heart to his lips at the sting of a
reproach that he felt as
the patient feels the probing of a wound.
And now try to understand the thoughts that troubled Lucien's mind as
- extraordinary [ik´strɔ:dinəri] a.非常的;额外的 (初中英语单词)
- virtue [´və:tʃu:] n.美德;贞操;长处 (初中英语单词)
- attractive [ə´træktiv] a.有吸引力;诱人的 (初中英语单词)
- genius [´dʒi:niəs] n.天才(人物);天赋 (初中英语单词)
- audience [´ɔ:diəns] n.听众;观众;接见 (初中英语单词)
- circle [´sə:kəl] n.圆圈 v.环绕;盘旋 (初中英语单词)
- victory [´viktəri] n.胜利,战胜 (初中英语单词)
- otherwise [´ʌðəwaiz] ad.另外 conj.否则 (初中英语单词)
- mistress [´mistris] n.女主人;情妇;女能手 (初中英语单词)
- endure [in´djuə] vt.忍耐,忍受;坚持 (初中英语单词)
- sacred [´seikrid] a.神圣的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- agricultural [ægri´kʌltʃər(ə)l] a.农业的 (初中英语单词)
- conscious [´kɔnʃəs] a.意识的;自觉的 (初中英语单词)
- emperor [´empərə] n.皇帝 (初中英语单词)
- recite [ri´sait] v.背诵;叙述 (初中英语单词)
- brilliant [´briliənt] a.灿烂的;杰出的 (初中英语单词)
- promptly [´prɔmptli] ad.敏捷地;即时地 (初中英语单词)
- keenly [´ki:nli] ad.敏锐地;强烈地 (初中英语单词)
- waiting [´weitiŋ] n.等候;伺候 (初中英语单词)
- existence [ig´zistəns] n.存在;生存;生活 (初中英语单词)
- hidden [´hid(ə)n] hide 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- ignorant [´ignərənt] a.无知的,愚昧的 (初中英语单词)
- career [kə´riə] n.经历;生涯;职业 (初中英语单词)
- variety [və´raiəti] n.变化;多样(性);种类 (初中英语单词)
- thirst [θə:st] n.渴,口渴;渴望 (初中英语单词)
- distinction [di´stiŋkʃən] n.差别;特征;卓越 (初中英语单词)
- pointed [´pɔintid] a.尖(锐)的;中肯的 (初中英语单词)
- talent [´tælənt] n.天才;才干;天资 (初中英语单词)
- luxury [´lʌkʃəri] n.奢侈(品);享受 (初中英语单词)
- conquer [´kɔŋkə] v.征服;克服;抑制 (初中英语单词)
- poverty [´pɔvəti] n.贫穷(乏,瘠);不足 (初中英语单词)
- weakness [´wi:knis] n.虚弱;弱点,缺点 (初中英语单词)
- doctrine [´dɔktrin] n.教义;主义;学说 (初中英语单词)
- therefore [´ðeəfɔ:] ad.&conj.因此;所以 (初中英语单词)
- mission [´miʃən] n.代表团;使馆vt.派遣 (初中英语单词)
- columbus [kə´lʌmbəs] n.哥伦布 (初中英语单词)
- beheld [bi´held] behold的过去式(分词) (初中英语单词)
- conquest [´kɔŋkwest] n.赢得;获得;占领地 (初中英语单词)
- ambition [æm´biʃən] n.雄心,野心;企图 (初中英语单词)
- generous [´dʒenərəs] a.慷慨的;丰盛的 (初中英语单词)
- scheming [´ski:miŋ] a.计划的;诡计多端 (初中英语单词)
- beloved [bi´lʌvd] a.为….所爱的 n.爱人 (初中英语单词)
- witness [´witnis] n.见证人 vt.目击 (初中英语单词)
- pistol [´pistl] n.手枪 vt.用手枪射击 (初中英语单词)
- delicious [di´liʃəs] a.美味的,可口的 (初中英语单词)
- reading [´ri:diŋ] n.(阅)读;朗读;读物 (初中英语单词)
- misfortune [mis´fɔ:tʃən] n.不幸;灾祸 (高中英语单词)
- innocence [´inəsəns] n.无罪;天真 (高中英语单词)
- crowded [´kraudid] a.充(拥)满了的 (高中英语单词)
- nonsense [´nɔnsəns] n.胡说 int.胡说!废话 (高中英语单词)
- thunderstruck [´θʌndəstrʌk] a.遭雷击的;吓坏了的 (高中英语单词)
- particle [´pɑ:tikl] n.微粒;极小量 (高中英语单词)
- corridor [´kɔridɔ:] n.走廊;指定航路 (高中英语单词)
- launch [lɔ:ntʃ] vt.发动 n.发射;汽艇 (高中英语单词)
- colonel [´kə:nəl] n.海(陆)军上校 (高中英语单词)
- garrison [´gærisən] n.警备队 vt.驻防 (高中英语单词)
- temperament [´tempərəmənt] n.气质;性格 (高中英语单词)
- ingenuity [,indʒi´nju:iti] n.创造性;机灵 (高中英语单词)
- sanction [´sæŋkʃən] n.&vt.批准;认可 (高中英语单词)
- remedy [´remidi] n.药品 vt.医治;减轻 (高中英语单词)
- thickly [´θikli] ad.厚厚地;密密地 (高中英语单词)
- authorize [´ɔ:θəraiz] vt.授权;核准,审定 (高中英语单词)
- related [ri´leitid] a.叙述的;有联系的 (高中英语单词)
- ladder [´lædə] n.梯子;阶梯 (高中英语单词)
- fashionable [´fæʃənəbəl] a.流行的,时髦的 (高中英语单词)
- delicacy [´delikəsi] n.精美;娇弱,微妙 (高中英语单词)
- napoleon [nə´pəuljən] n.拿破仑 (高中英语单词)
- civilized [´sivilaizd] a.先进的;文明的 (高中英语单词)
- fertile [´fə:tail] a.肥沃的;有繁殖力的 (高中英语单词)
- treason [´tri:zən] n.叛逆;不忠 (高中英语单词)
- conqueror [´kɔŋkərə] n.征服者,胜利者 (高中英语单词)
- finding [´faindiŋ] n.发现物;判断;结果 (高中英语单词)
- ending [´endiŋ] n.结尾,结局 (高中英语单词)
- hideous [´hidiəs] a.丑陋的,可怕的 (高中英语单词)
- loosen [´lu:sən] v.放松;松弛 (高中英语单词)
- banquet [´bæŋkwit] n.宴会,盛宴 (高中英语单词)
- fiction [´fikʃən] n.小说;虚构;谎言 (高中英语单词)
- solely [´səulli] ad.唯一;单独;完全 (高中英语单词)
- refusal [ri´fju:zəl] n.拒绝;优先取舍权 (高中英语单词)
- reasoning [´ri:zəniŋ] n.推理,评理 a.推理的 (高中英语单词)
- tissue [´tiʃu:, -sju:] n.织物,薄绢,纸 (高中英语单词)
- execution [,eksi´kju:ʃən] n.执行;演奏;表演 (高中英语单词)
- reproach [ri´prəutʃ] vt.&n.责备;指责;耻辱 (高中英语单词)
- obedient [ə´bi:djənt] a.服从的,恭顺的 (英语四级单词)
- graciously [´greiʃəsli] ad.仁慈地,和蔼庄重地 (英语四级单词)
- poisonous [´pɔizənəs] a.有毒的;讨厌的 (英语四级单词)
- supremacy [sju´preməsi] n.优越性;最高地位 (英语四级单词)
- insurrection [,insə´rekʃən] n.起义,暴动,叛乱 (英语四级单词)
- wedded [´wedid] a.(已)结婚的;献身的 (英语四级单词)
- staircase [´steəkeis] n.楼梯 =stairway (英语四级单词)
- consign [kən´sain] v.委托;托运;寄存 (英语四级单词)
- decease [di´si:s] n.&vi.死,死亡 (英语四级单词)
- aristocracy [,æris´tɔkrəsi] n.贵族政治;贵族 (英语四级单词)
- touching [´tʌtʃiŋ] a.动人的 prep.提到 (英语四级单词)
- flaming [´fleimiŋ] a.熊熊燃烧的;热情的 (英语四级单词)
- copyright [´kɔpirait] n.版权;著作权 (英语四级单词)
- eloquence [´eləkwəns] n.雄辩;口才 (英语四级单词)
- renounce [ri´nauns] v.拒绝 n.放弃权力 (英语四级单词)
- undertook [,ʌndə´tuk] undertake的过去式 (英语四级单词)
- baptism [´bæptizəm] n.洗礼 (英语四级单词)
- frenzy [´frenzi] n.&vt.(使)狂乱 (英语四级单词)
- stature [´stætʃə] n.身高;身材 (英语四级单词)
- adverse [´ædvə:s] a.不利的;反对的 (英语四级单词)
- corruption [kə´rʌpʃən] n.腐化;贪污;贿赂 (英语四级单词)
- unconsciously [ʌn´kɔʃəsli] ad.无意识地;不觉察地 (英语四级单词)
- shameful [´ʃeimfəl] a.可耻的;猥亵的 (英语四级单词)
- provincial [prə´vinʃəl] a.省的 n.外省人 (英语四级单词)
- unnatural [,ʌn´nætʃərəl] a.不自然的 (英语四级单词)
- boyish [´bɔiiʃ] a.少年的;幼稚的 (英语四级单词)
- sublime [sə´blaim] a.崇高的,伟大的 (英语四级单词)
- confinement [kən´fainmənt] n.限制;监禁;分娩 (英语六级单词)
- remonstrate [ri´mɔnstreit, ´remənstreit] v.规劝;抗议;告诫 (英语六级单词)
- illegal [i´li:gəl] a.不合法的,非法的 (英语六级单词)
- pending [´pendiŋ] a.迫近的;悬而未决的 (英语六级单词)
- innovation [,inə´veiʃən] n.改革;革新;创新 (英语六级单词)
- martyrdom [´mɑ:tədəm] n.殉难;牺牲 (英语六级单词)
- disfigure [dis´figə] vt.损毁(外貌);使丑陋 (英语六级单词)
- fireworks [´faiəwə:ks] n.爆竹,焰火 (英语六级单词)
- mockery [´mɔkəri] n.嘲笑;笑柄 (英语六级单词)
- inseparable [in´sepərəbəl] a.分不开的 (英语六级单词)
- abandoned [ə´bændənd] a.被抛弃的;无约束的 (英语六级单词)
- rebuff [ri´bʌf] n.&vt.拒绝;漠视 (英语六级单词)
- forthcoming [,fɔ:θ´kʌmiŋ] a.即将到来的 (英语六级单词)