notorious, and who even made it
contribute to his success, took up the
glove thrown down so scornfully by Rastignac. He began an unmeasured
eulogy of me, my
performances, and my
character. Rastignac had
overlooked this method of detraction. His sarcastic encomiums misled
the
countess, who sacrificed without mercy; she betrayed my secrets,
and derided my pretensions and my hopes, to
divert her friends.
" 'There is a future before him,' said Rastignac. 'Some day he may be
in a position to take a cruel
revenge; his
talents are at least equal
to his courage; and I should consider those who attack him very rash,
for he has a good memory----'
" 'And writes Memoirs,' put in the
countess, who seemed to object to
the deep silence that prevailed.
" 'Memoirs of a sham
countess, madame,' replied Rastignac. 'Another
sort of courage is needed to write that sort of thing.'
" 'I give him credit for plenty of courage,' she answered; 'he is
faithful to me.'
"I was greatly tempted to show myself suddenly among the railers, like
the shade of Banquo in Macbeth. I should have lost a
mistress, but I
had a friend! But love inspired me all at once, with one of those
treacherous and fallacious subtleties that it can use to
soothe all
our pangs.
"If Foedora loved me, I thought, she would be sure to
disguise her
feelings by some mocking jest. How often the heart protests against a
lie on the lips!
"Well, very soon my audacious rival, left alone with the
countess,
rose to go.
" 'What! already?' asked she in a coaxing voice that set my heart
beating. 'Will you not give me a few more minutes? Have you nothing
more to say to me? will you never sacrifice any of your pleasures for
me?'
"He went away.
" 'Ah!' she yawned; 'how very
tiresome they all are!'
"She pulled a cord energetically till the sound of a bell rang through
the place; then, humming a few notes of Pria che spunti, the
countessentered her room. No one had ever heard her sing; her muteness had
called forth the wildest explanations. She had promised her first
lover, so it was said, who had been held
captive by her
talent, and
whose
jealousy over her stretched beyond his grave, that she would
never allow others to experience a happiness that he wished to be his
and his alone.
"I exerted every power of my soul to catch the sounds. Higher and
higher rose the notes; Foedora's life seemed to
dilate within her; her
throat poured forth all its richest tones; something well-nigh divine
entered into the
melody. There was a bright
purity and
clearness of
tone in the
countess' voice, a thrilling
harmony which reached the
heart and stirred its pulses. Musicians are seldom unemotional; a
woman who could sing like that must know how to love indeed. Her
beautiful voice made one more
puzzle in a woman
mysterious enough
before. I
beheld her then, as
plainly as I see you at this moment. She
seemed to listen to herself, to experience a secret
rapture of her
own; she felt, as it were, an
ecstasy like that of love.
"She stood before the
hearth during the
execution of the principal
theme of the rondo; and when she ceased her face changed. She looked
tired; her features seemed to alter. She had laid the mask aside; her
part as an
actress was over. Yet the faded look that came over her
beautiful face, a result either of this
performance or of the
evening's fatigues, had its charms, too.
" 'This is her real self,' I thought.
"She set her foot on a
bronze bar of the fender as if to warm it, took
off her gloves, and drew over her head the gold chain from which her