will of course dower her, according to custom. My
conscience is easy;
I have all but
accomplished my task. And you?" she said.
I explained to her the
mission on which the king had sent me, and
showed her how her wise
counsel had borne fruit. Was she endowed with
second sight thus to foretell events?
"Did I not write it to you?" she answered. "For you and for my
children alone I possess a
remarkablefaculty, of which I have spoken
only to my confessor, Monsieur de la Berge; he explains it by divine
intervention. Often, after deep
meditation induced by fears about the
health of my children, my eyes close to the things of earth and see
into another region; if Jacques and Madeleine there appear to me as
two
luminous figures they are sure to have good health for a certain
period of time; if wrapped in mist they are
equally sure to fall ill
soon after. As for you, I not only see you
brilliantly illuminated,
but I hear a voice which explains to me without words, by some mental
communication, what you ought to do. Does any law
forbid me to use
this wonderful gift for my children and for you?" she asked, falling
into a reverie. Then, after a pause, she added, "Perhaps God wills to
take the place of their father."
"Let me believe that my
obedience is due to none but you," I cried.
She gave me one of her
exquisitely
gracious smiles, which so exalted
my heart that I should not have felt a death-blow if given at that
moment.
"As soon as the king returns to Paris, go there; leave Clochegourde,"
she said. "It may be degrading to beg for places and favors, but it
would be
ridiculous to be out of the way of receiving them. Great
changes will soon take place. The king needs
capable and trustworthy
men; don't fail him. It is well for you to enter young into the
affairs of the nation and learn your way; for statesmen, like actors,
have a
routine business to
acquire, which
genius does not reveal, it
must be
learnt. My father heard the Duc de Choiseul say this. Think of
me," she said, after a pause; "let me enjoy the pleasures of
superiority in a soul that is all my own; for are you not my son?"
"Your son?" I said, sullenly.
"Yes, my son!" she cried, mocking me; "is not that a good place in my
heart?"
The bell rang for dinner; she took my arm and leaned contentedly upon
it.
"You have grown," she said, as we went up the steps. When we reached
the portico she shook my arm a little, as if my looks were
importunate; for though her eyes were lowered she knew that I saw only
her. Then she said, with a
charming air of pretended
impatience, full
of grace and coquetry, "Come, why don't you look at our dear
valley?"
She turned, held her white silk sun-shade over our heads and drew
Jacques closely to her side. The
motion of her head as she looked
towards the Indre, the punt, the meadows, showed me that in my
absenceshe had come to many an understanding with those misty horizons and
their vaporous
outline. Nature was a
mantle which sheltered her
thoughts. She now knew what the
nightingale was sighing the livelong
night, what the songster of the sedges hymned with his
plaintive note.
At eight o'clock that evening I was
witness of a scene which touched
me deeply, and which I had never yet
witnessed, for in my former
visits I had played backgammon with the count while his wife took the
children into the dining-room before their
bedtime. The bell rang
twice, and all the servants of the household entered the room.
"You are now our guest and must
submit to
convent rule," said the
countess, leading me by the hand with that air of
innocent gaiety
which distinguishes women who are naturally pious.
The count followed. Masters, children, and servants knelt down, all
taking their regular places. It was Madeleine's turn to read the
prayers. The dear child said them in her
childish voice, the ingenuous
tones of which rose clear in the
harmonious silence of the country,
and gave to the words the candor of holy
innocence, the grace of
angels. It was the most affecting prayer I ever heard. Nature replied