all that she had ever
learned, all that she knew, bade her flee. But on
the other hand the cup of life now offered to her was too enchanting.
For one moment, she saw the question clearly, and
definitely made her
choice. She stood up and showed herself an
instant in the gap relieved
upon the sky line; and the next, fled trembling and sat down glowing
with
excitement on the Weaver's stone. She shut her eyes, seeking,
praying for
composure. Her hand shook in her lap, and her mind was full
of incongruous and
futile speeches. What was there to make a work
about? She could take care of herself, she supposed! There was no harm
in
seeing the laird. It was the best thing that could happen. She
would mark a proper distance to him once and for all. Gradually the
wheels of her nature ceased to go round so madly, and she sat in passive
expectation, a quiet,
solitary figure in the midst of the grey moss. I
have said she was no
hypocrite, but here I am at fault. She never
admitted to herself that she had come up the hill to look for Archie.
And perhaps after all she did not know, perhaps came as a stone falls.
For the steps of love in the young, and especially in girls, are
instinctive and unconscious.
In the
meantime Archie was
drawing rapidly near, and he at least was
consciously seeking her neighbourhood. The afternoon had turned to
ashes in his mouth; the memory of the girl had kept him from
reading and
drawn him as with cords; and at last, as the cool of the evening began
to come on, he had taken his hat and set forth, with a smothered
ejaculation, by the moor path to Cauldstaneslap. He had no hope to find
her; he took the off chance without
expectation of result and to relieve
his
uneasiness. The greater was his surprise, as he surmounted the
slope and came into the hollow of the Deil's Hags, to see there, like an
answer to his wishes, the little womanly figure in the grey dress and
the pink
kerchief sitting little, and low, and lost, and acutely
solitary, in these
desolate surroundings and on the weather-beaten stone
of the dead
weaver. Those things that still smacked of winter were all
rusty about her, and those things that already relished of the spring
had put forth the tender and
lively colours of the season. Even in the
unchanging face of the death-stone, changes were to be remarked; and in
the channeled lettering, the moss began to renew itself in jewels of
green. By an afterthought that was a stroke of art, she had turned up
over her head the back of the
kerchief; so that it now framed becomingly
her vivacious and yet
pensive face. Her feet were gathered under her on
the one side, and she leaned on her bare arm, which showed out strong
and round, tapered to a slim wrist, and shimmered in the fading light.
Young Hermiston was struck with a certain chill. He was reminded that
he now dealt in serious matters of life and death. This was a grown
woman he was approaching, endowed with her
mysterious potencies and
attractions, the treasury of the continued race, and he was neither
better nor worse than the average of his sex and age. He had a certain
delicacy which had preserved him
hitherto unspotted, and which (had
either of them guessed it) made him a more dangerous
companion when his
heart should be really stirred. His
throat was dry as he came near; but
the appealing
sweetness of her smile stood between them like a guardian
angel.
For she turned to him and smiled, though without rising. There was a
shade in this
cavalier greeting that neither of them perceived; neither
he, who simply thought it
gracious and
charming as herself; nor yet she,
who did not observe (quick as she was) the difference between rising to
meet the laird, and remaining seated to receive the expected admirer.
"Are ye stepping west, Hermiston?" said she, giving him his territorial
name after the fashion of the country-side.
"I was," said he, a little
hoarsely, "but I think I will be about the
end of my
stroll now. Are you like me, Miss Christina? The house would
not hold me. I came here seeking air."
He took his seat at the other end of the tombstone and
studied her,
wondering what was she. There was
infiniteimport in the question alike
for her and him.
"Ay," she said. "I couldna bear the roof either. It's a habit of mine
to come up here about the gloaming when it's quaiet and caller."
"It was a habit of my mother's also," he said
gravely. The recollection
half startled him as he expressed it. He looked around. "I have scarce
been here since. It's peaceful," he said, with a long breath.
"It's no like Glasgow," she replied. "A weary place, yon Glasgow! But