"I don't think it a raid," said Archie
grimly. "More like a war. I
saw that poor brute hanged this morning, and my gorge rises at it yet."
"Hut-tut," returned his
companion, and, dropping his arm like something
hot, he sought the less tense society of others.
Archie found himself alone. The last of the
faithful - or was it only
the boldest of the curious? - had fled. He watched the black
huddle of
his fellow-students draw off down and up the street, in whispering or
boisterous gangs. And the
isolation of the moment weighed upon him like
an omen and an
emblem of his
destiny in life. Bred up in
unbroken fear
himself, among trembling servants, and in a house which (at the least
ruffle in the master's voice) shuddered into silence, he saw himself on
the brink of the red
valley of war, and measured the danger and length
of it with awe. He made a detour in the
glimmer and shadow of the
streets, came into the back
stable lane, and watched for a long while
the light burn steady in the Judge's room. The longer he gazed upon
that illuminated window-blind, the more blank became the picture of the
man who sat behind it, endlessly turning over sheets of process, pausing
to sip a glass of port, or rising and passing heavily about his book-
lined walls to
verify some
reference. He could not
combine the brutal
judge and the
industrious, dispassionate student; the connecting link
escaped him; from such a dual nature, it was impossible he should
predict behaviour; and he asked himself if he had done well to plunge
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foreseen? and presently
after, with a
sickening decline of confidence, if he had done loyally to
strike his father? For he had struck him - defied him twice over and
before a cloud of witnesses - struck him a public
buffet before crowds.
Who had called him to judge his father in these
precarious and high
questions? The office was usurped. It might have become a stranger; in
a son - there was no blinking it - in a son, it was disloyal. And now,
between these two natures so antipathetic, so
hateful to each other,
there was depending an un
pardonable
affront: and the
providence of God
alone might
foresee the manner in which it would be resented by Lord
Hermiston.
These misgivings tortured him all night and arose with him in the
winter's morning; they followed him from class to class, they made him
shrinkingly
sensitive to every shade of manner in his
companions, they
sounded in his ears through the current voice of the professor; and he
brought them home with him at night unabated and indeed increased. The
cause of this increase lay in a chance
encounter with the
celebrated Dr.
Gregory. Archie stood looking
vaguely in the lighted window of a book
shop,
trying to nerve himself for the approaching
ordeal. My lord and
he had met and parted in the morning as they had now done for long, with
scarcely the ordinary civilities of life; and it was plain to the son
that nothing had yet reached the father's ears. Indeed, when he
recalled the awful
countenance of my lord, a timid hope
sprang up in him
that perhaps there would be found no one bold enough to carry tales. If
this were so, he asked himself, would he begin again? and he found no
answer. It was at this moment that a hand was laid upon his arm, and a
voice said in his ear, "My dear Mr. Archie, you had better come and see
me."
He started, turned round, and found himself face to face with Dr.
Gregory. "And why should I come to see you?" he asked, with the
defiance of the
miserable.
"Because you are looking
exceedingly ill," said the doctor, "and you
very
evidently want looking after, my young friend. Good folk are
scarce, you know; and it is not every one that would be quite so much
missed as yourself. It is not every one that Hermiston would miss."
And with a nod and a smile, the doctor passed on.
A moment after, Archie was in
pursuit, and had in turn, but more
roughly, seized him by the arm.
"What do you mean? what did you mean by
saying that? What makes you
think that Hermis - my father would have missed me?"
The doctor turned about and looked him all over with a clinical eye. A
far more
stupid man than Dr. Gregory might have guessed the truth; but
ninety-nine out of a hundred, even if they had been
equally inclined to
kindness, would have blundered by some touch of
charitable exaggeration.
The doctor was better inspired. He knew the father well; in that white
face of
intelligence and
suffering, he divined something of the son; and
he told, without
apology or adornment, the plain truth.
"When you had the measles, Mr. Archibald, you had them gey and ill; and
I thought you were going to slip between my fingers," he said. "Well,
your father was
anxious. How did I know it? says you. Simply because I
am a trained
observer. The sign that I saw him make, ten thousand would
have missed; and perhaps - PERHAPS, I say, because he's a hard man to
judge of - but perhaps he never made another. A strange thing to
consider! It was this. One day I came to him: `Hermiston,' said I,
`there's a change.' He never said a word, just glowered at me (if ye'll
pardon the phrase) like a wild beast. `A change for the better,' said
I. And I
distinctly heard him take his breath."
The doctor left no opportunity for anti-climax; nodding his cocked hat
(a piece of
antiquity to which he clung) and repeating "Distinctly" with
raised eye-brows, he took his
departure, and left Archie
speechless in
the street.
The
anecdote might be called
infinitely little, and yet its meaning for
Archie was
immense. "I did not know the old man had so much blood in
him." He had never dreamed this sire of his, this aboriginal antique,
this adamantine Adam, had even so much of a heart as to be moved in the
least degree for another - and that other himself, who had insulted him!
With the
generosity of youth, Archie was
instantly under arms upon the
other side: had
instantly created a new image of Lord Hermiston, that of
a man who was all iron without and all sensibility within. The mind of
the vile
jester, the tongue that had pursued Duncan Jopp with unmanly
insults, the unbeloved
countenance that he had known and feared for so
long, were all forgotten; and he hastened home,
impatient to
confess his
misdeeds,
impatient to throw himself on the mercy of this imaginary
character.
He was not to be long without a rude
awakening. It was in the gloaming
when he drew near the door-step of the lighted house, and was aware of
the figure of his father approaching from the opposite side. Little
daylight lingered; but on the door being opened, the strong yellow shine
of the lamp gushed out upon the
landing and shone full on Archie, as he
stood, in the
old-fashionedobservance of respect, to yield precedence.
The judge came without haste, stepping
stately and firm; his chin
raised, his face (as he entered the lamplight)
strongly illumined, his
mouth set hard. There was never a wink of change in his expression;
without looking to the right or left, he mounted the stair, passed close
to Archie, and entered the house. Instinctively, the boy, upon his
first coming, had made a
movement to meet him;
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instinctively he recoiled
against the
railing, as the old man swept by him in a pomp of
indignation. Words were
needless; he knew all - perhaps more than all -
and the hour of judgment was at hand.
It is possible that, in this sudden revulsion of hope, and before these
symptoms of
impending danger, Archie might have fled. But not even that
was left to him. My lord, after
hanging up his cloak and hat, turned
round in the lighted entry, and made him an
imperative and silent
gesture with his thumb, and with the strange
instinct of obedience,
Archie followed him into the house.
All dinner-time there reigned over the Judge's table a palpable silence,
and as soon as the solids were despatched he rose to his feet.
"M'Killup, tak' the wine into my room," said he; and then to his son:
"Archie, you and me has to have a talk."
It was at this
sickening moment that Archie's courage, for the first and
last time, entirely deserted him. "I have an appointment," said he.
"It'll have to be broken, then," said Hermiston, and led the way into
his study.
The lamp was shaded, the fire trimmed to a nicety, the table covered
deep with
orderly documents, the backs of law books made a frame upon
all sides that was only broken by the window and the doors.
For a moment Hermiston warmed his hands at the fire, presenting his back
to Archie; then suddenly disclosed on him the terrors of the Hanging
Face.
"What's this I hear of ye?" he asked.
There was no answer possible to Archie.