welcome, and
thereafter rode to hounds with my Lord Muirfell, upon whose
name, as that of a
legitimate Lord of Parliament, in a work so full of
Lords of Session, my pen should pause reverently. Yet the same fate
attended him here as in Edinburgh. The habit of
solitude tends to
perpetuate itself, and an austerity of which he was quite unconscious,
and a pride which seemed
arrogance, and perhaps was
chiefly shyness,
discouraged and offended his new companions. Hay did not return more
than twice, Pringle never at all, and there came a time when Archie even
desisted from the Tuesday Club, and became in all things - what he had
had the name of almost from the first - the Recluse of Hermiston.
High-nosed Miss Pringle of Drumanno and high-stepping Miss Marshall of
the Mains were understood to have had a difference of opinion about him
the day after the ball - he was none the wiser, he could not suppose
himself to be remarked by these entrancing ladies. At the ball itself
my Lord Muirfell's daughter, the Lady Flora, spoke to him twice, and the
second time with a touch of
appeal, so that her colour rose and her
voice trembled a little in his ear, like a passing grace in music. He
stepped back with a heart on fire,
coldly and not un
gracefully excused
himself, and a little after watched her dancing with young Drumanno of
the empty laugh, and was harrowed at the sight, and raged to himself
that this was a world in which it was given to Drumanno to please, and
to himself only to stand aside and envy. He seemed excluded, as of
right, from the favour of such society - seemed to
extinguish mirth
wherever he came, and was quick to feel the wound, and desist, and
retire into
solitude. If he had but understood the figure he presented,
and the
impression he made on these bright eyes and tender hearts; if he
had but guessed that the Recluse of Hermiston, young,
graceful, well
spoken, but always cold, stirred the
maidens of the county with the
charm of Byronism when Byronism was new, it may be questioned whether
his
destiny might not even yet have been modified. It may be
questioned, and I think it should be doubted. It was in his horoscope
to be parsimonious of pain to himself, or of the chance of pain, even to
the avoidance of any opportunity of pleasure; to have a Roman sense of
duty, an
instinctivearistocracy of manners and taste; to be the son of
Adam Weir and Jean Rutherford.
2. KIRSTIE
Kirstie was now over fifty, and might have sat to a
sculptor. Long of
limb, and still light of foot, deep-breasted, robust-loined, her golden
hair not yet mingled with any trace of silver, the years had but
caressed and embellished her. By the lines of a rich and
vigorousmaternity, she seemed destined to be the bride of heroes and the mother
of their children; and behold, by the
iniquity of fate, she had passed
through her youth alone, and drew near to the confines of age, a
childless woman. The tender ambitions that she had received at birth
had been, by time and
disappointment, diverted into a certain
barrenzeal of industry and fury of
interference. She carried her thwarted
ardours into
housework, she washed floors with her empty heart. If she
could not win the love of one with love, she must
dominate all by her
temper. Hasty, wordy, and wrathful, she had a drawn quarrel with most
of her neighbours, and with the others not much more than armed
neutrality. The grieve's wife had been "sneisty"; the sister of the
gardener who kept house for him had shown herself "upsitten"; and she
wrote to Lord Hermiston about once a year demanding the
discharge of the
offenders, and justifying the demand by much
wealth of detail. For it
must not be
supposed that the quarrel rested with the wife and did not
take in the husband also - or with the
gardener's sister, and did not
speedily include the
gardener himself. As the upshot of all this petty
quarrelling and in
temperate speech, she was practically excluded (like a
lightkeeper on his tower) from the comforts of human association; except
with her own indoor drudge, who, being but a lassie and entirely at her
mercy, must
submit to the shifty weather of "the mistress's" moods
without
complaint, and be
willing to take buffets or caresses according
to the
temper of the hour. To Kirstie, thus situate and in the Indian
summer of her heart, which was slow to
submit to age, the gods sent this
equivocal good thing of Archie's presence. She had known him in the
cradle and paddled him when he misbehaved; and yet, as she had not so
much as set eyes on him since he was eleven and had his last serious
illness, the tall,
slender,
refined, and rather
melancholy young
gentleman of twenty came upon her with the shock of a new acquaintance.
He was "Young Hermiston," "the laird himsel' ": he had an air of
distinctive
superiority, a cold straight glance of his black eyes, that
abashed the woman's tantrums in the
beginning, and
therefore the
possibility of any quarrel was excluded. He was new, and
thereforeimmediately aroused her
curiosity; he was reticent, and kept it awake.
And
lastly he was dark and she fair, and he was male and she
female, the
everlasting fountains of interest.
Her feeling partook of the
loyalty of a clanswoman, the hero-worship of
a
maiden aunt, and the
idolatry due to a god. No matter what he had
asked of her,
ridiculous or
tragic, she would have done it and joyed to
do it. Her
passion, for it was nothing less, entirely filled her. It
was a rich
physical pleasure to make his bed or light his lamp for him
when he was
absent, to pull off his wet boots or wait on him at dinner
when he returned. A young man who should have so doted on the idea,
moral and
physical, of any woman, might be
properly described as being
in love, head and heels, and would have behaved himself accordingly.
But Kirstie - though her heart leaped at his coming footsteps - though,
when he patted her shoulder, her face brightened for the day - had not a
hope or thought beyond the present moment and its perpetuation to the
end of time. Till the end of time she would have had nothing altered,
but still continue delightedly to serve her idol, and be repaid (say
twice in the month) with a clap on the shoulder.
I have said her heart leaped - it is the accepted
phrase. But rather,
when she was alone in any
chamber of the house, and heard his foot
passing on the corridors, something in her bosom rose slowly until her
breath was suspended, and as slowly fell again with a deep sigh, when
the steps had passed and she was disappointed of her eyes' desire. This
perpetual
hunger and
thirst of his presence kept her all day on the
alert. When he went forth at morning, she would stand and follow him
with admiring looks. As it grew late and drew to the time of his return,
she would steal forth to a corner of the
policy wall and be seen
standingthere sometimes by the hour together, gazing with shaded eyes,
waiting the
exquisite and
barren pleasure of his view a mile off on the mountains.
When at night she had trimmed and gathered the fire, turned down his
bed, and laid out his night-gear - when there was no more to be done for
the king's pleasure, but to remember him
fervently in her usually very
tepid prayers, and go to bed brooding upon his perfections, his future
career, and what she should give him the next day for dinner - there
still remained before her one more opportunity; she was still to take in
the tray and say good-night. Sometimes Archie would glance up from his
book with a
preoccupied nod and a perfunctory
salutation which was in
truth a dismissal; sometimes - and by degrees more often - the volume
would be laid aside, he would meet her coming with a look of
relief; and
the conversation would be engaged, last out the supper, and be prolonged
till the small hours by the waning fire. It was no wonder that Archie
was fond of company after his
solitary days; and Kirstie, upon her side,
exerted all the arts of her
vigorous nature to ensnare his attention.
She would keep back some piece of news during dinner to be fired off
with the entrance of the supper tray, and form as it were the LEVER DE
RIDEAU of the evening's
entertainment. Once he had heard her tongue
wag, she made sure of the result. From one subject to another she moved
by insidious transitions, fearing the least silence, fearing almost to
give him time for an answer lest it should slip into a hint of
separation. Like so many people of her class, she was a brave narrator;
her place was on the hearth-rug and she made it a rostrum, mimeing her
stories as she told them,
fitting them with vital detail,
spinning them
out with endless "quo' he's" and "quo' she's," her voice sinking into a
whisper over the supernatural or the horrific; until she would suddenly
spring up in
affected surprise, and pointing to the clock, "Mercy, Mr.
Archie!" she would say, "whatten a time o' night is this of it! God
forgive me for a daft wife!" So it
befell, by good
management, that she
was not only the first to begin these nocturnal conversations, but
invariably the first to break them off; so she managed to
retire and not
to be dismissed.
3. A BORDER FAMILY
Such an
unequalintimacy has never been
uncommon in Scotland, where the
clan spirit survives; where the servant tends to spend her life in the
same service, a helpmeet at first, then a
tyrant, and at last a
pensioner; where, besides, she is not
necessarilydestitute of the pride