woman ony way; we've good warrandise for that - it's in the Bible - and
wha can doubt that the Apostle had some gowden-haired lassie in his mind
- Apostle and all, for what was he but just a man like yersel'?"
CHAPTER VI - A LEAF FROM CHRISTINA'S PSALM-BOOK
ARCHIE was sedulous at church. Sunday after Sunday he sat down and
stood up with that small company, heard the voice of Mr. Torrance
leaping like an ill-played clarionet from key to key, and had an
opportunity to study his moth-eaten gown and the black thread mittens
that he joined together in prayer, and lifted up with a reverent
solemnity in the act of benediction. Hermiston pew was a little square
box, dwarfish in
proportion with the kirk itself, and enclosing a table
not much bigger than a footstool. There sat Archie, an
apparent prince,
the only undeniable gentleman and the only great heritor in the parish,
taking his ease in the only pew, for no other in the kirk had doors.
Thence he might command an
undisturbed view of that
congregation of
solid plaided men, strapping wives and daughters, oppressed children,
and
uneasy sheep-dogs. It was strange how Archie missed the look of
race; except the dogs, with their
refined foxy faces and inimitably
curling tails, there was no one present with the least claim to
gentility. The Cauldstaneslap party was scarcely an
exception; Dandie
perhaps, as he amused himself making verses through the interminable
burden of the service, stood out a little by the glow in his eye and a
certain superior animation of face and alertness of body; but even
Dandie slouched like a
rustic. The rest of the
congregation, like so
many sheep, oppressed him with a sense of hob-nailed
routine, day
following day - of
physical labour in the open air,
oatmeal porridge,
peas bannock the somnolent
fireside in the evening, and the night-long
nasal slumbers in a box-bed. Yet he knew many of them to be
shrewd and
humorous, men of
character,
notable women, making a
bustle in the world
and radiating an influence from their low-browed doors. He knew besides
they were like other men; below the crust of custom,
rapture found a
way; he had heard them beat the timbrel before Bacchus - had heard them
shout and carouse over their whisky-toddy; and not the most Dutch-
bottomed and
severe faces among them all, not even the
solemn elders
themselves, but were
capable of
singular gambols at the voice of love.
Men
drawing near to an end of life's
adventurous journey - maids
thrilling with fear and
curiosity on the
threshold of entrance - women
who had borne and perhaps buried children, who could remember the
clinging of the small dead hands and the
patter of the little feet now
silent - he marvelled that among all those faces there should be no face
of
expectation, none that was mobile, none into which the
rhythm and
poetry of life had entered. "O for a live face," he thought; and at
times he had a memory of Lady Flora; and at times he would study the
living
gallery before him with
despair, and would see himself go on to
waste his days in that joyless
pastoral place, and death come to him,
and his grave be dug under the rowans, and the Spirit of the Earth laugh
out in a thunder-peal at the huge fiasco.
On this particular Sunday, there was no doubt but that the spring had
come at last. It was warm, with a
latentshiver in the air that made
the
warmth only the more
welcome. The shallows of the
stream glittered
and
tinkled among bunches of
primrose. Vagrant scents of the earth
arrested Archie by the way with moments of
ethereal intoxication. The
grey Quakerish dale was still only awakened in places and patches from
the sobriety of its winter
colouring; and he wondered at its beauty; an
essential beauty of the old earth it seemed to him, not
resident in
particulars but breathing to him from the whole. He surprised himself
by a sudden
impulse to write
poetry - he did so sometimes, loose,
galloping octo-syllabics in the vein of Scott - and when he had taken
his place on a
boulder, near some fairy falls and shaded by a whip of a
tree that was already
radiant with new leaves, it still more surprised
him that he should have nothing to write. His heart perhaps beat in
time to some vast indwelling
rhythm of the
universe. By the time he
came to a corner of the
valley and could see the kirk, he had so
lingered by the way that the first psalm was finishing. The nasal
psalmody, full of turns and trills and graceless graces, seemed the
essential voice of the kirk itself upraised in thanksgiving,
"Everything's alive," he said; and again cries it aloud, "thank God,
everything's alive!" He lingered yet a while in the kirk-yard. A tuft
of
primroses was
blooming hard by the leg of an old black table
tombstone, and he stopped to
contemplate the
random apologue. They
stood forth on the cold earth with a trenchancy of
contrast; and he was
struck with a sense of incompleteness in the day, the season, and the
beauty that surrounded him - the chill there was in the
warmth, the
gross black clods about the
openingprimroses, the damp earthy smell
that was everywhere intermingled with the scents. The voice of the aged
Torrance within rose in an
ecstasy. And he wondered if Torrance also
felt in his old bones the
joyous influence of the spring morning;
Torrance, or the shadow of what once was Torrance, that must come so
soon to lie outside here in the sun and rain with all his rheumatisms,
while a new
minister stood in his room and thundered from his own
familiar
pulpit? The pity of it, and something of the chill of the
grave, shook him for a moment as he made haste to enter.
He went up the aisle reverently, and took his place in the pew with
lowered eyes, for he feared he had already
offended the kind old
gentleman in the
pulpit, and was sedulous to
offend no further. He
could not follow the prayer, not even the heads of it. Brightnesses
of azure, clouds of
fragrance, a
tinkle of falling water and singing
birds, rose like exhalations from some deeper, aboriginal memory, that
was not his, but belonged to the flesh on his bones. His body
remembered; and it seemed to him that his body was in no way gross,
but
ethereal and perishable like a
strain of music; and he felt for it
an
exquisitetenderness as for a child, an
innocent, full of beautiful
instincts and destined to an early death. And he felt for old Torrance
- of the many supplications, of the few days - a pity that was near to
tears. The prayer ended. Right over him was a
tablet in the wall, the
only
ornament in the
roughly masoned
chapel - for it was no more; the
tablet commemorated, I was about to say the virtues, but rather the
existence of a former Rutherford of Hermiston; and Archie, under that
trophy of his long
descent and local
greatness, leaned back in the pew
and
contemplated
vacancy with the shadow of a smile between
playful and
sad, that became him
strangely. Dandie's sister, sitting by the side of
Clem in her new Glasgow finery, chose that moment to observe the young
laird. Aware of the stir of his entrance, the little formalist had kept
her eyes fastened and her face prettily
composed during the prayer. It
was not
hypocrisy, there was no one further from a
hypocrite. The girl
had been taught to
behave: to look up, to look down, to look
un
conscious, to look
seriously impressed in church, and in every
conjuncture to look her best. That was the game of
female life, and she
played it
frankly. Archie was the one person in church who was of
interest, who was somebody new, reputed
eccentric, known to be young,
and a laird, and still
unseen by Christina. Small wonder that, as
she stood there in her attitude of pretty
decency, her mind should run
upon him! If he spared a glance in her direction, he should know she
was a well-
behaved young lady who had been to Glasgow. In reason he
must admire her clothes, and it was possible that he should think her
pretty. At that her heart beat the least thing in the world; and she
proceeded, by way of a corrective, to call up and
dismiss a
series of
fancied pictures of the young man who should now, by rights, be looking
at her. She settled on the plainest of them, - a pink short young man
with a dish face and no figure, at whose
admiration she could afford to
smile; but for all that, the
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consciousness of his gaze (which was really
fixed on Torrance and his mittens) kept her in something of a flutter
till the word Amen. Even then, she was far too well-bred to
gratify her
curiosity with any
impatience. She resumed her seat languidly - this was
a Glasgow touch - she
composed her dress, rearranged her nosegay of
primroses, looked first in front, then behind upon the other side, and
at last allowed her eyes to move, without hurry, in the direction of
the Hermiston pew. For a moment, they were riveted. Next she had
plucked her gaze home again like a tame bird who should have meditated
flight. Possibilities
crowded on her; she hung over the future and grew
dizzy; the image of this young man, slim,
graceful, dark, with the
inscrutable half-smile, attracted and repelled her like a chasm. "I
wonder, will I have met my fate?" she thought, and her heart swelled.
Torrance was got some way into his first
exposition, positing a deep
layer of texts as he went along, laying the foundations of his
discourse, which was to deal with a nice point in
divinity, before
Archie suffered his eyes to
wander. They fell first of all on Clem,
looking insupportably
prosperous, and patronising Torrance with the
favour of a modified attention, as of one who was used to better things
in Glasgow. Though he had never before set eyes on him, Archie had no
difficulty in identifying him, and no
hesitation in pronouncing him
vulgar, the worst of the family. Clem was leaning
lazily forward when
Archie first saw him. Presently he leaned nonchalantly back; and that
deadly
instrument, the
maiden, was suddenly unmasked in
profile. Though
not quite in the front of the fashion (had anybody cared!), certain
artful Glasgow mantua-makers, and her own
inherent taste, had arrayed
her to great
advantage. Her accoutrement was, indeed, a cause of heart-