planks might yield under his foot like quicksands and
detain him in
their
clutch; ay, and there were soberer accidents that might
destroy him: if, for
instance, the house should fall and imprison
him beside the body of his
victim; or the house next door should
fly on fire, and the firemen
invade him from all sides. These
things he feared; and, in a sense, these things might be called the
hands of God reached forth against sin. But about God himself he
was at ease; his act was
doubtlessexceptional, but so were his
excuses, which God knew; it was there, and not among men, that he
felt sure of justice.
When he had got safe into the drawing-room, and shut the door
behind him, he was aware of a
respite from alarms. The room was
quite dismantled, uncarpeted besides, and
strewn with packing cases
and incongruous furniture; several great pier-glasses, in which he
beheld himself at various angles, like an actor on a stage; many
pictures, framed and unframed,
standing, with their faces to the
wall; a fine Sheraton sideboard, a
cabinet of marquetry, and a
great old bed, with
tapestry hangings. The windows opened to the
floor; but by great good fortune the lower part of the shutters had
been closed, and this concealed him from the neighbours. Here,
then, Markheim drew in a packing case before the
cabinet, and began
to search among the keys. It was a long business, for there were
many; and it was irksome, besides; for, after all, there might be
nothing in the
cabinet, and time was on the wing. But the
closeness of the
occupation sobered him. With the tail of his eye
he saw the door - even glanced at it from time to time directly,
like a besieged
commander pleased to
verify the good
estate of his
defences. But in truth he was at peace. The rain falling in the
street sounded natural and pleasant. Presently, on the other side,
the notes of a piano were wakened to the music of a hymn, and the
voices of many children took up the air and words. How stately,
how comfortable was the melody! How fresh the
youthful voices!
Markheim gave ear to it smilingly, as he sorted out the keys; and
his mind was thronged with answerable ideas and images; church-
going children and the pealing of the high organ; children afield,
bathers by the brookside, ramblers on the brambly common, kite-
flyers in the windy and cloud-navigated sky; and then, at another
cadence of the hymn, back again to church, and the somnolence of
summer Sundays, and the high
genteel voice of the
parson (which he
smiled a little to recall) and the painted Jacobean tombs, and the
dim lettering of the Ten Commandments in the chancel.
And as he sat thus, at once busy and
absent, he was startled to his
feet. A flash of ice, a flash of fire, a bursting gush of blood,
went over him, and then he stood transfixed and thrilling. A step
mounted the stair slowly and
steadily, and
presently a hand was
laid upon the knob, and the lock clicked, and the door opened.
Fear held Markheim in a vice. What to expect he knew not, whether
the dead man walking, or the official ministers of human justice,
or some chance
witnessblindly stumbling in to
consign him to the
gallows. But when a face was
thrust into the
aperture, glanced
round the room, looked at him, nodded and smiled as if in friendly
recognition, and then
withdrew again, and the door closed behind
it, his fear broke loose from his control in a
hoarse cry. At the
sound of this the visitant returned.
'Did you call me?' he asked,
pleasantly, and with that he entered
the room and closed the door behind him.
Markheim stood and gazed at him with all his eyes. Perhaps there
was a film upon his sight, but the outlines of the new comer seemed
to change and waver like those of the idols in the wavering candle-
light of the shop; and at times he thought he knew him; and at
times he thought he bore a
likeness to himself; and always, like a
lump of living
terror, there lay in his bosom the
conviction that
this thing was not of the earth and not of God.
And yet the creature had a strange air of the
commonplace, as he