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spread fingers, looking up into my face with a certain pallor, and

I could see that his eyes shone with a deep-seated fire, and that
the lines about his mouth were drawn and tremulous.

Even the entrance of Rorie, and the beginning of our meal, did not
detach him from his train of thought beyond a moment. He

condescended, indeed, to ask me some questions as to my success at
college, but I thought it was with half his mind; and even in his

extempore grace, which was, as usual, long and wandering, I could
find the trace of his preoccupation, praying, as he did, that God

would 'remember in mercy fower puir, feckless, fiddling, sinful
creatures here by their lee-lane beside the great and dowie

waters.'
Soon there came an interchange of speeches between him and Rorie.

'Was it there?' asked my uncle.
'Ou, ay!' said Rorie.

I observed that they both spoke in a manner of aside, and with some
show of embarrassment, and that Mary herself appeared to colour,

and looked down on her plate. Partly to show my knowledge, and so
relieve the party from an awkwardstrain, partly because I was

curious, I pursued the subject.
'You mean the fish?' I asked.

'Whatten fish?' cried my uncle. 'Fish, quo' he! Fish! Your een
are fu' o' fatness, man; your heid dozened wi' carnal leir. Fish!

it's a bogle!'
He spoke with great vehemence, as though angry; and perhaps I was

not very willing to be put down so shortly, for young men are
disputatious. At least I remember I retorted hotly, crying out

upon childish superstitions.
'And ye come frae the College!' sneered Uncle Gordon. 'Gude kens

what they learn folk there; it's no muckle service onyway. Do ye
think, man, that there's naething in a' yon saut wilderness o' a

world oot wast there, wi' the sea grasses growin', an' the sea
beasts fechtin', an' the sun glintin' down into it, day by day?

Na; the sea's like the land, but fearsomer. If there's folk
ashore, there's folk in the sea - deid they may be, but they're

folk whatever; and as for deils, there's nane that's like the sea
deils. There's no sae muckle harm in the land deils, when a's said

and done. Lang syne, when I was a callant in the south country, I
mind there was an auld, bald bogle in the Peewie Moss. I got a

glisk o' him mysel', sittin' on his hunkers in a hag, as gray's a
tombstane. An', troth, he was a fearsome-like taed. But he

steered naebody. Nae doobt, if ane that was a reprobate, ane the
Lord hated, had gane by there wi' his sin still upon his stamach,

nae doobt the creature would hae lowped upo' the likes o' him. But
there's deils in the deep sea would yoke on a communicant! Eh,

sirs, if ye had gane doon wi' the puir lads in the CHRIST-ANNA, ye
would ken by now the mercy o' the seas. If ye had sailed it for as

lang as me, ye would hate the thocht of it as I do. If ye had but
used the een God gave ye, ye would hae learned the wickedness o'

that fause, saut, cauld, bullering creature, and of a' that's in it
by the Lord's permission: labsters an' partans, an' sic like,

howking in the deid; muckle, gutsy, blawing whales; an' fish - the
hale clan o' them - cauld-wamed, blind-eed uncanny ferlies. O,

sirs,' he cried, 'the horror - the horror o' the sea!'
We were all somewhat staggered by this outburst; and the speaker

himself, after that last hoarse apostrophe, appeared to sink
gloomily into his own thoughts. But Rorie, who was greedy of

superstitious lore, recalled him to the subject by a question.
'You will not ever have seen a teevil of the sea?' he asked.

'No clearly,' replied the other. 'I misdoobt if a mere man could
see ane clearly and conteenue in the body. I hae sailed wi' a lad

- they ca'd him Sandy Gabart; he saw ane, shure eneueh, an' shure
eneueh it was the end of him. We were seeven days oot frae the

Clyde - a sair wark we had had - gaun north wi' seeds an' braws an'
things for the Macleod. We had got in ower near under the

Cutchull'ns, an' had just gane about by soa, an' were off on a lang
tack, we thocht would maybe hauld as far's Copnahow. I mind the

nicht weel; a mune smoored wi' mist; a fine gaun breeze upon the
water, but no steedy; an' - what nane o' us likit to hear - anither

wund gurlin' owerheid, amang thae fearsome, auld stane craigs o'
the Cutchull'ns. Weel, Sandy was forrit wi' the jib sheet; we

couldnae see him for the mains'l, that had just begude to draw,
when a' at ance he gied a skirl. I luffed for my life, for I

thocht we were ower near Soa; but na, it wasnae that, it was puir
Sandy Gabart's deid skreigh, or near hand, for he was deid in half

an hour. A't he could tell was that a sea deil, or sea bogle, or
sea spenster, or sic-like, had clum up by the bowsprit, an' gi'en

him ae cauld, uncanny look. An', or the life was oot o' Sandy's
body, we kent weel what the thing betokened, and why the wund

gurled in the taps o' the Cutchull'ns; for doon it cam' - a wund do
I ca' it! it was the wund o' the Lord's anger - an' a' that nicht

we foucht like men dementit, and the niest that we kenned we were
ashore in Loch Uskevagh, an' the cocks were crawin' in Benbecula.'

'It will have been a merman,' Rorie said.
'A merman!' screamed my uncle with immeasurable scorn. 'Auld

wives' clavers! There's nae sic things as mermen.'
'But what was the creature like?' I asked.

'What like was it? Gude forbid that we suld ken what like it was!
It had a kind of a heid upon it - man could say nae mair.'

Then Rorie, smarting under the affront, told several tales of
mermen, mermaids, and sea-horses that had come ashore upon the

islands and attacked the crews of boats upon the sea; and my uncle,
in spite of his incredulity, listened with uneasy interest.

'Aweel, aweel,' he said, 'it may be sae; I may be wrang; but I find
nae word o' mermen in the Scriptures.'

'And you will find nae word of Aros Roost, maybe,' objected Rorie,
and his argument appeared to carry weight.

When dinner was over, my uncle carried me forth with him to a bank
behind the house. It was a very hot and quiet afternoon; scarce a

ripple anywhere upon the sea, nor any voice but the familiar voice
of sheep and gulls; and perhaps in consequence of this repose in

nature, my kinsman showed himself more rational and tranquil than
before. He spoke evenly and almost cheerfully of my career, with

every now and then a reference to the lost ship or the treasures it
had brought to Aros. For my part, I listened to him in a sort of

trance, gazing with all my heart on that remembered scene, and
drinking gladly the sea-air and the smoke of peats that had been

lit by Mary.
Perhaps an hour had passed when my uncle, who had all the while

been covertly gazing on the surface of the little bay, rose to his
feet and bade me follow his example. Now I should say that the

great run of tide at the south-west end of Aros exercises a
perturbing influence round all the coast. In Sandag Bay, to the

south, a strong current runs at certain periods of the flood and
ebb respectively; but in this northern bay - Aros Bay, as it is

called - where the house stands and on which my uncle was now
gazing, the only sign of disturbance is towards the end of the ebb,

and even then it is too slight to be remarkable. When there is any
swell, nothing can be seen at all; but when it is calm, as it often

is, there appear certain strange, undecipherable marks - sea-runes,
as we may name them - on the glassy surface of the bay. The like

is common in a thousand places on the coast; and many a boy must
have amused himself as I did, seeking to read in them some

reference to himself or those he loved. It was to these marks that
my uncle now directed my attention, struggling, as he did so, with

an evident reluctance.
'Do ye see yon scart upo' the water?' he inquired; 'yon ane wast

the gray stane? Ay? Weel, it'll no be like a letter, wull it?'
'Certainly it is,' I replied. 'I have often remarked it. It is

like a C.'
He heaved a sigh as if heavily disappointed with my answer, and

then added below his breath: 'Ay, for the CHRIST-ANNA.'
'I used to suppose, sir, it was for myself,' said I; 'for my name

is Charles.'
'And so ye saw't afore?', he ran on, not heeding my remark. 'Weel,

weel, but that's unco strange. Maybe, it's been there waitin', as
a man wad say, through a' the weary ages. Man, but that's awfu'.'

And then, breaking off: 'Ye'll no see anither, will ye?' he asked.
'Yes,' said I. 'I see another very plainly, near the Ross side,

where the road comes down - an M.'
'An M,' he repeated very low; and then, again after another pause:

'An' what wad ye make o' that?' he inquired.
'I had always thought it to mean Mary, sir,' I answered, growing

somewhat red, convinced as I was in my own mind that I was on the
threshold of a decisive explanation.

But we were each following his own train of thought to the
exclusion of the other's. My uncle once more paid no attention to

my words; only hung his head and held his peace; and I might have
been led to fancy that he had not heard me, if his next speech had

not contained a kind of echo from my own.
'I would say naething o' thae clavers to Mary,' he observed, and

began to walk forward.
There is a belt of turf along the side of Aros Bay, where walking

is easy; and it was along this that I silently followed my silent
kinsman. I was perhaps a little disappointed at having lost so

good an opportunity to declare my love; but I was at the same time
far more deeply exercised at the change that had befallen my uncle.

He was never an ordinary, never, in the strict sense, an amiable,
man; but there was nothing in even the worst that I had known of

him before, to prepare me for so strange a transformation. It was
impossible to close the eyes against one fact; that he had, as the

saying goes, something on his mind; and as I mentally ran over the
different words which might be represented by the letter M -

misery, mercy, marriage, money, and the like - I was arrested with
a sort of start by the word murder. I was still considering the

ugly sound and fatal meaning of the word, when the direction of our
walk brought us to a point from which a view was to be had to

either side, back towards Aros Bay and homestead, and forward on
the ocean, dotted to the north with isles, and lying to the

southward blue and open to the sky. There my guide came to a halt,
and stood staring for awhile on that expanse. Then he turned to me

and laid a hand on my arm.
'Ye think there's naething there?' he said, pointing with his pipe;

and then cried out aloud, with a kind of exultation: 'I'll tell ye,
man! The deid are down there - thick like rattons!'

He turned at once, and, without another word, we retraced our steps
to the house of Aros.

I was eager to be alone with Mary; yet it was not till after
supper, and then but for a short while, that I could have a word

with her. I lost no time beating about the bush, but spoke out
plainly what was on my mind.

'Mary,' I said, 'I have not come to Aros without a hope. If that
should prove well founded, we may all leave and go somewhere else,

secure of daily bread and comfort; secure, perhaps, of something
far beyond that, which it would seem extravagant in me to promise.

But there's a hope that lies nearer to my heart than money.' And
at that I paused. 'You can guess fine what that is, Mary,' I said.

She looked away from me in silence, and that was small
encouragement, but I was not to be put off. 'All my days I have

thought the world of you,' I continued; 'the time goes on and I
think always the more of you; I could not think to be happy or

hearty in my life without you: you are the apple of my eye.' Still
she looked away, and said never a word; but I thought I saw that

her hands shook. 'Mary,' I cried in fear, 'do ye no like me?'
'O, Charlie man,' she said, 'is this a time to speak of it? Let me

be, a while; let me be the way I am; it'll not be you that loses by
the waiting!'

I made out by her voice that she was nearly weeping, and this put
me out of any thought but to compose her. 'Mary Ellen,' I said,

'say no more; I did not come to trouble you: your way shall be
mine, and your time too; and you have told me all I wanted. Only



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