civilly enough
conceived, and uttered in the same deep-chested, and
yet indistinct and lisping tones, that had already baffled the
utmost niceness of my
hearing from her son. I answered rather at a
venture; for not only did I fail to take her meaning with
precision, but the sudden disclosure of her eyes disturbed me.
They were
unusually large, the iris golden like Felipe's, but the
pupil at that moment so distended that they seemed almost black;
and what
affected me was not so much their size as (what was
perhaps its consequence) the
singular insignificance of their
regard. A look more blankly
stupid I have never met. My eyes
dropped before it even as I spoke, and I went on my way
upstairs to
my own room, at once baffled and embarrassed. Yet, when I came
there and saw the face of the
portrait, I was again reminded of the
miracle of family
descent. My
hostess was, indeed, both older and
fuller in person; her eyes were of a different colour; her face,
besides, was not only free from the ill-significance that offended
and attracted me in the
painting; it was
devoid of either good or
bad - a moral blank expressing
literallynaught. And yet there was
a
likeness, not so much
speaking as immanent, not so much in any
particular feature as upon the whole. It should seem, I thought,
as if when the master set his
signature to that grave
canvas, he
had not only caught the image of one smiling and false-eyed woman,
but stamped the
essential quality of a race.
From that day forth, whether I came or went, I was sure to find the
Senora seated in the sun against a
pillar, or stretched on a rug
before the fire; only at times she would shift her station to the
top round of the stone
staircase, where she lay with the same
nonchalance right across my path. In all these days, I never knew
her to display the least spark of
energy beyond what she expended
in brushing and re-brushing her
copious copper-coloured hair, or in
lisping out, in the rich and broken hoarseness of her voice, her
customary idle salutations to myself. These, I think, were her two
chief pleasures, beyond that of mere quiescence. She seemed always
proud of her remarks, as though they had been witticisms: and,
indeed, though they were empty enough, like the conversation of
many
respectable persons, and turned on a very narrow range of
subjects, they were never meaningless or incoherent; nay, they had
a certain beauty of their own,
breathing, as they did, of her
entire
contentment. Now she would speak of the
warmth, in which
(like her son) she greatly
delighted; now of the flowers of the
pomegranate trees, and now of the white doves and long-winged
swallows that fanned the air of the court. The birds excited her.
As they raked the eaves in their swift
flight, or skimmed sidelong
past her with a rush of wind, she would sometimes stir, and sit a
little up, and seem to
awaken from her doze of
satisfaction. But
for the rest of her days she lay luxuriously folded on herself and
sunk in sloth and pleasure. Her invincible content at first
annoyed me, but I came gradually to find
repose in the spectacle,
until at last it grew to be my habit to sit down beside her four
times in the day, both coming and going, and to talk with her
sleepily, I
scarce knew of what. I had come to like her dull,
almost animal neighbourhood; her beauty and her
stupidity soothed
and amused me. I began to find a kind of transcendental good sense
in her remarks, and her unfathomable good nature moved me to
admiration and envy. The
liking was returned; she enjoyed my
presence half-un
consciously, as a man in deep
meditation may enjoy
the babbling of a brook. I can
scarce say she brightened when I
came, for
satisfaction was written on her face
eternally, as on
some foolish statue's; but I was made
conscious of her pleasure by
some more
intimatecommunication than the sight. And one day, as I
set within reach of her on the
marble step, she suddenly shot forth
one of her hands and patted mine. The thing was done, and she was
back in her accustomed attitude, before my mind had received
intelligence of the
caress; and when I turned to look her in the
face I could
perceive no answerable
sentiment. It was plain she
attached no moment to the act, and I blamed myself for my own more
uneasy
consciousness.
The sight and (if I may so call it) the
acquaintance of the mother
confirmed the view I had already taken of the son. The family
blood had been impoverished, perhaps by long inbreeding, which I
knew to be a common error among the proud and the
exclusive. No
decline, indeed, was to be traced in the body, which had been
handed down unimpaired in shapeliness and strength; and the faces
of to-day were struck as
sharply from the mint, as the face of two
centuries ago that smiled upon me from the
portrait. But the
intelligence (that more precious heirloom) was
degenerate; the
treasure of
ancestral memory ran low; and it had required the
potent,
plebeian crossing of a muleteer or mountain contrabandista
to raise, what approached hebetude in the mother, into the active
oddity of the son. Yet of the two, it was the mother I preferred.
Of Felipe, vengeful and placable, full of starts and shyings,
inconstant as a hare, I could even
conceive as a creature possibly
noxious. Of the mother I had no thoughts but those of kindness.
And indeed, as spectators are apt
ignorantly to take sides, I grew
something of a
partisan in the
enmity which I
perceived to smoulder
between them. True, it seemed
mostly on the mother's part. She
would sometimes draw in her
breath as he came near, and the pupils
of her
vacant eyes would contract as if with
horror or fear. Her
emotions, such as they were, were much upon the surface and readily
shared; and this
latent repulsion occupied my mind, and kept me
wondering on what grounds it rested, and whether the son was
certainly in fault.
I had been about ten days in the residencia, when there
sprang up a
high and harsh wind, carrying clouds of dust. It came out of
malarious lowlands, and over several snowy sierras. The nerves of
those on whom it blew were strung and jangled; their eyes smarted
with the dust; their legs ached under the burthen of their body;
and the touch of one hand upon another grew to be
odious. The
wind, besides, came down the gullies of the hills and stormed about
the house with a great, hollow buzzing and whistling that was
wearisome to the ear and dismally depressing to the mind. It did
not so much blow in gusts as with the steady sweep of a waterfall,
so that there was no remission of
discomfort while it blew. But
higher upon the mountain, it was probably of a more variable
strength, with accesses of fury; for there came down at times a
far-off wailing,
infinitelygrievous to hear; and at times, on one
of the high
shelves or terraces, there would start up, and then
disperse, a tower of dust, like the smoke of in explosion.
I no sooner awoke in bed than I was
conscious of the nervous
tension and
depression of the weather, and the effect grew stronger
as the day proceeded. It was in vain that I resisted; in vain that
I set forth upon my
customary morning's walk; the irrational,
unchanging fury of the storm had soon beat down my strength and
wrecked my
temper; and I returned to the residencia, glowing with
dry heat, and foul and gritty with dust. The court had a forlorn
appearance; now and then a
glimmer of sun fled over it; now and
then the wind swooped down upon the pomegranates, and scattered the
blossoms, and set the window shutters clapping on the wall. In the
recess the Senora was pacing to and fro with a flushed countenance
and bright eyes; I thought, too, she was
speaking to herself, like
one in anger. But when I addressed her with my
customarysalutation, she only replied by a sharp
gesture and continued her
walk. The weather had dis
tempered even this impassive creature;
and as I went on
upstairs I was the less
ashamed of my own
discomposure.
All day the wind continued; and I sat in my room and made a feint
of
reading, or walked up and down, and listened to the riot
overhead. Night fell, and I had not so much as a candle. I began
to long for some society, and stole down to the court. It was now
plunged in the blue of the first darkness; but the
recess was redly
lighted by the fire. The wood had been piled high, and was crowned
by a shock of flames, which the
draught of the chimney brandished
to and fro. In this strong and
shakenbrightness the Senora
continued pacing from wall to wall with disconnected
gestures,
clasping her hands, stretching forth her arms, throwing back her
head as in
appeal to heaven. In these disordered movements the