You have no idea of the
ignorance and
obstinacy of the whole set,
with here and there an
exception; think of his having to write out the meaning
of the word `impeachment', as some of them thought it meant `poaching'.'
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On the first night, indeed, the fate of `Strafford' hung in the balance;
it was saved by Macready and Miss Helen Faucit. After this they must have
been better supported, as it was received on the second night with enthusiasm
by a full house. The
catastrophe came after the fifth
performance,
with the
desertion of the actor who had sustained the part of Pym.
We cannot now judge whether, even under favourable circumstances,
the play would have had as long a run as was intended;
but the casting vote in favour of this view is given by the conduct
of Mr. Osbaldistone, the
manager, when it was submitted to him.
The diary says, March 30, that he caught at it with avidity,
and agreed to produce it without delay. The terms he offered to the author
must also have been considered favourable in those days.
The play was published in April by Longman, this time
not at the author's expense; but it brought no return
either to him or to his
publisher. It was dedicated
`in all
affectionate admiration' to William C. Macready.
We gain some personal glimpses of the Browning of 1835-6;
one especially through Mrs. Bridell-Fox, who thus describes
her first meeting with him:
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`I remember . . . when Mr. Browning entered the drawing-room,
with a quick light step; and on
hearing from me that my father was out,
and in fact that nobody was at home but myself, he said:
"It's my birthday to-day; I'll wait till they come in,"
and sitting down to the piano, he added: "If it won't
disturb you,
I'll play till they do." And as he turned to the instrument,
the bells of some neighbouring church suddenly burst out
with a
frantic merry peal. It seemed, to my
childish fancy,
as if in
response to the remark that it was his birthday.
He was then slim and dark, and very handsome; and -- may I hint it --
just a
trifle of a dandy, addicted to lemon-coloured kid-gloves
and such things: quite "the glass of fashion and the mould of form."
But full of
ambition, eager for success, eager for fame, and, what's more,
determined to
conquer fame and to
achieve success.'
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I do not think his memory ever taxed him with foppishness,
though he may have had the
innocent personal
vanity of an
attractive young man
at his first period of much
seeing and being seen; but all we know of him
at that time bears out the
impression Mrs. Fox conveys,
of a
joyous, artless confidence in himself and in life, easily depressed,
but quickly reasserting itself; and in which the
eagerness for new experiences
had freed itself from the
rebelliousimpatience of
boyish days.
The self-confidence had its touches of flippancy and
conceit; but on this side
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constantly counteracted by his
gratitude for kindness,
and by his
enthusiasticappreciation of the merits of other men.
His powers of feeling, indeed, greatly expended themselves in this way.
He was very
attractive to women and, as we have seen,
warmly loved by very various types of men; but, except in its
poetic sense,
his
emotional nature was by no means then in the ascendant: a fact
difficult to realize when we remember the
passion of his childhood's love
for mother and home, and the new and deep capabilities of affection
to be developed in future days. The poet's soul in him was feeling its wings;
the realities of life had not yet begun to weight them.
We see him again at the `Ion' supper, in the grace and modesty
with which he received the honours then adjudged to him.
The
testimony has been said to come from Miss Mitford, but may easily
have been supplied by Miss Haworth, who was also present on this occasion.
Mr. Browning's
impulse towards play-
writing had not, as we have seen,
begun with `Strafford'. It was still very far from being exhausted.
And though he had struck out for himself another line of
dramatic activity,
his love for the higher
theatrical life, and the
legitimate inducements