so many of us regard the
mortal remains of those they have loved,
or with the
solemn or friendly interest in which that tenderness
so often reflects itself in more
neutral minds. He would claim
all respect for the
corpse, but he would turn away from it.
Another
aspect of this feeling shows itself in a letter
to one of his brothers-in-law, Mr. George Moulton-Barrett,
in
reference to his wife's
monument, with which Mr. Barrett
had professed himself pleased. His tone is characterized
by an almost religious
reverence for the memory which that
monument enshrines.
He
nevertheless writes:
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`I hope to see it one day -- and, although I have no kind of concern
as to where the old clothes of myself shall be thrown,
yet, if my fortune be such, and my survivors be not unduly troubled,
I should like them to lie in the place I have retained there.
It is no matter, however.'
==
The letter is dated October 19, 1866. He never saw Florence again.
Mr. Browning spent two months with his father and sister at St.-Enogat,
near Dinard, from which place the letter to Miss Blagden was written;
and then proceeded to London, where his wife's sister, Miss Arabel Barrett,
was living. He had declared in his first grief that he would
never keep house again, and he began his
solitary life
in lodgings which at his request she had engaged for him;
but the
discomfort of this
arrangement soon wearied him of it;
and before many months had passed, he had sent to Florence for his furniture,
and settled himself in the house in Warwick Crescent, which possessed,
besides other advantages, that of being close to Delamere Terrace,
where Miss Barrett had taken up her abode.
This first period of Mr. Browning's widowed life was
one of unutterable dreariness, in which the smallest
and yet most unconquerable element was the prosaic ugliness of everything
which surrounded him. It was fifteen years since he had spent a winter
in England; he had never spent one in London. There had been nothing
to break for him the
transition from the
stately beauty of Florence
to the impressions and associations of the Harrow and Edgware Roads,
and of Paddington Green. He might have escaped this neighbourhood
by way of Westbourne Terrace; but his walks
constantly led him
in an easterly direction; and whether in an
unconscious hugging of his chains,
or, as was more
probable, from the desire to save time, he would drag
his aching heart and
reluctant body through the sordidness or the squalor
of this short cut, rather than seek the pleasanter thoroughfares
which were open to him. Even the prettiness of Warwick Crescent
was
neutralized for him by the
atmosphere of low or ugly life
which encompassed it on almost every side. His haunting dream
was one day to have done with it all; to have fulfilled his mission
with his son, educated him, launched him in a
suitable career,
and to go back to
sunshine and beauty again. He
learned by degrees
to regard London as a home; as the only
fitting centre
for the
varied energies which were reviving in him;
to feel pride and pleasure in its
increasinglypicturesque character.
He even
learned to
appreciate the
outlook from his house --
that `second from the bridge' of which so curious a presentment
had entered into one of the poems of the `Men and Women'* --
in spite of the refuse of
humanity which would sometimes yell
at the street corner, or fling stones at his plate-glass.
But all this had to come; and it is only fair to admit
that twenty-nine years ago the beauties of which I have spoken
were in great
measure to come also. He could not then in any mood
have exclaimed, as he did to a friend two or three years ago:
`Shall we not have a pretty London if things go on in this way?'
They were driving on the Kensington side of Hyde Park.
--
* `How it strikes a Contemporary'.
--
The
paternal duty, which, so much against his
inclination,
had established Mr. Browning in England, would in every case
have lain very near to his
conscience and to his heart; but it especially
urged itself upon them through the
absence of any
injunctionconcerning it
on his wife's part. No
farewell words of hers had commended their child
to his father's love and care; and though he may, for the moment,
have imputed this fact to
unconsciousness of her approaching death,
his deeper
insight soon construed the silence into an expression of trust,
more
binding upon him than the most
earnest exacted promise could have been.
The growing boy's education occupied a
considerable part
of his time and thoughts, for he had determined not to send him to school,
but, as far as possible, himself prepare him for the University.
He must also, in some degree, have supervised his recreations.
He had
therefore, for the present, little
leisure for social distractions,
and probably at first very little
inclination for them.
His plan of life and duty, and the sense of
responsibilityattendant on it,
had been communicated to Madame du Quaire in a letter
written also from St.-Enogat.
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M. Chauvin, St.-Enogat pres Dinard, Ile et Vilaine: Aug. 17, '61.
Dear Madame du Quaire, -- I got your note on Sunday afternoon,
but found myself
unable to call on you as I had been intending to do.
Next morning I left for this place (near St.-Malo, but I give what they say
is the proper address). I want first to beg you to forgive
my withholding so long your little oval mirror -- it is safe in Paris,
and I am vexed at having stupidly forgotten to bring it
when I tried to see you. I shall stay here till the autumn sets in,
then return to Paris for a few days -- the first of which will be the best,
if I can see you in the course of it -- afterward, I settle in London.
When I meant to pass the winter in Paris, I hoped, the first thing almost,
to be near you -- it now seems to me, however, that the best course
for the Boy is to begin a good English education at once.
I shall take quiet lodgings (somewhere near Kensington Gardens,
I rather think) and get a Tutor. I want, if I can (according to
my present very
imperfect knowledge) to get the poor little fellow
fit for the University without passing thro' a Public School. I, myself,
could never have done much by either process, but he is made
differently --
imitates and emulates and all that. How I should be grateful
if you would help me by any word that should occur to you!
I may easily do wrong, begin ill, thro' too much
anxiety --
perhaps, however, all may be easier than seems to me just now.
I shall have a great comfort in talking to you -- this
writingis stiff, ineffectual work. Pen is very well,
cheerful now, --
has his little horse here. The place is singularly unspoiled,
fresh and
picturesque, and lovely to heart's content.
I wish you were here! -- and if you knew exactly what such a wish means,
you would need no assuring in
addition that I am
Yours
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affectionately and
gratefully ever
Robert Browning.
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The person of whom he saw most was his sister-in-law, whom he visited,
I believe, every evening. Miss Barrett had been a favourite sister
of Mrs. Browning's, and this constituted a sufficient title
to her husband's
affection. But she was also a woman to be loved
for her own sake. Deeply religious and very
charitable, she
devoted herself
to visiting the poor -- a form of philanthropy which was then
neither so
widespread nor so
fashionable as it has since become;
and she founded, in 1850, the first Training School or Refuge
which had ever existed for
destitute little girls. It need hardly be added
that Mr. and Miss Browning co-operated in the work. The little poem,
`The Twins', republished in 1855 in `Men and Women', was first printed
(with Mrs. Browning's `Plea for the Ragged Schools of London')
for the benefit of this Refuge. It was in Miss Barrett's company
that Mr. Browning used to attend the church of Mr. Thomas Jones,
to a
volume of whose `Sermons and Addresses' he wrote a short introduction
in 1884.
On February 15, 1862, he writes again to Miss Blagden.
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Feb. 15, '62.