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fingers. He went down into the kitchen, and the cook, probably by

his desire, came to me, to know what I would please to order for



dinner. Mr. Venables came into the parlour again, with apparent

carelessness. I perceived that the cunning man was overreaching



himself; and I gave my directions as usual, and left the room.

"While I was making some alteration in my dress, Mr. Venables



peeped in, and, begging my pardon for interrupting me, disappeared.

I took up some work (I could not read), and two or three messages



were sent to me, probably for no other purpose, but to enable Mr.

Venables to ascertain what I was about.



"I listened whenever I heard the street-door open; at last I

imagined I could distinguish Mr. Venables' step, going out. I laid



aside my work; my heart palpitated; still I was afraid hastily to

enquire; and I waited a long half hour, before I ventured to ask



the boy whether his master was in the counting-house?

"Being answered in the negative, I bade him call me a coach,



and collecting a few necessaries hastily together, with a little

parcel of letters and papers which I had collected the preceding



evening, I hurried into it, desiring the coachman to drive to a

distant part of the town.



"I almost feared that the coach would break down before I got

out of the street; and, when I turned the corner, I seemed to



breathe a freer air. I was ready to imagine that I was rising

above the thick atmosphere of earth; or I felt, as wearied souls



might be supposed to feel on entering another state of existence.

"I stopped at one or two stands of coaches to elude pursuit,



and then drove round the skirts of the town to seek for an obscure

lodging, where I wished to remain concealed, till I could avail



myself of my uncle's protection. I had resolved to assume my own

name immediately, and openly to avow my determination, without any



formal vindication, the moment I had found a home, in which I could

rest free from the daily alarm of expecting to see Mr. Venables enter.



"I looked at several lodgings; but finding that I could not,

without a reference to some acquaintance, who might inform my



tyrant, get admittance into a decentapartment--men have not all

this trouble--I thought of a woman whom I had assisted to furnish



a little haberdasher's shop, and who I knew had a first floor to let.

"I went to her, and though I could not persuade her, that the



quarrel between me and Mr. Venables would never be made up, still

she agreed to conceal me for the present; yet assuring me at the



same time, shaking her head, that, when a woman was once married,

she must bear every thing. Her pale face, on which appeared a



thousand haggard lines and delving wrinkles, produced by what is

emphatically termed fretting, inforced her remark; and I had



afterwards an opportunity of observing the treatment she had to

endure, which grizzled her into patience. She toiled from morning



till night; yet her husband would rob the till, and take away the

money reserved for paying bills; and, returning home drunk, he



would beat her if she chanced to offend him, though she had a child

at the breast.



"These scenes awoke me at night; and, in the morning,

I heard her, as usual, talk to her dear Johnny--he, forsooth,



was her master; no slave in the West Indies had one more despotic;

but fortunately she was of the true Russian breed of wives.



"My mind, during the few past days, seemed, as it were,

disengaged from my body; but, now the struggle was over, I felt



very forcibly the effect which perturbation of spirits produces

on a woman in my situation.



"The apprehension of a miscarriage, obliged me to confine

myself to my apartment near a fortnight; but I wrote to my uncle's



friend for money, promising 'to call on him, and explain my situation,

when I was well enough to go out; mean time I earnestly intreated



him, not to mention my place of abode to any one, lest my




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