welkin rang with "Circus!" "Circus!" shook the window-panes; the
mocking walls re-echoed "Circus!" Circus he would have, and the
whole
circus, and nothing but the
circus. No
compromise for him,
no evasions, no fallacious, unsecured promises to pay. He
had drawn his cheque on the Bank of Expectation, and it had
got to be cashed then and there; else he would yell, and yell
himself into a fit, and come out of it and yell again. Yelling
should be his
profession, his art, his
mission, his
career. He
was qualified, he was
resolute, and he was in no hurry to retire
from the business.
The noisy ones of the world, if they do not always shout
themselves into the
imperialpurple, are sure at least of
receiving attention. If they cannot sell everything at their own
price, one thing--silence--must, at any cost, be purchased of
them. Harold
accordingly had to be consoled by the
employment of
every specious fallacy and base-born trick known to those whose
doom it is to handle children. For me their hollow cajolery had
no interest, I could pluck no
consolation out of their bankrupt
though
prodigal pledges I only waited till that hateful,
well-known "Some other time, dear!" told me that hope was finally
dead. Then I left the room without any remark. It made it
worse--if anything could--to hear that stale, worn-out old
phrase, still
supposed by those dullards to have some efficacy.
To nature, as usual, I drifted by
instinct, and there, out of the
track of
humanity, under a friendly hedge-row had my black hour
unseen. The world was a globe no longer, space was no more
filled with whirling
circuses of spheres. That day the old
beliefs rose up and asserted themselves, and the earth was flat
again--ditch-riddled,
stagnant, and
deadly flat. The undeviating
roads crawled straight and white, elms dressed themselves stiffly
along inflexible hedges, all nature, centrifugal no longer,
sprawled
flatly in lines out to its
farthest edge, and I felt
just like walking out to that terminus, and dropping quietly
off. Then, as I sat there, morosely chewing bits of stick, the
recollection came back to me of certain fascinating
advertisements I had spelled out in the papers--advertisements of
great and happy men, owning big ships of
tonnagerunning into
four figures, who yet craved, to the
extent of public
supplication, for the
sympathetic co-operation of youths as
apprentices. I did not
rightly know what apprentices might be,
nor whether I was yet big enough to be styled a youth; but one
thing seemed clear, that, by some such means as this, whatever
the intervening hardships, I could
eventually visit all the
circuses of the world--the
circuses of merry France and gaudy
Spain, of Holland and Bohemia, of China and Peru. Here was a
plan worth thinking out in all its bearings; for something had
presently to be done to end this
intolerable state of things.
Mid-day, and even feeding-time, passed by
gloomily enough, till a
small
disturbance occurred which had the effect of releasing some
of the
electricity with which the air was charged. Harold, it
should be explained, was of a very different
mental mould, and
never brooded, moped, nor ate his heart out over any
disappointment. One wild outburst--one
dissolution of a minute
into his original elements of air and water, of tears and
outcry--so much insulted nature claimed. Then he would pull
himself together, iron out his
countenance with a smile, and
adjust himself to the new condition of things.
If the gods are ever
grateful to man for anything, it is when he
is so good as to display a short memory. The Olympians were
never slow to recognize this quality of Harold's, in which,
indeed, their
salvation lay, and on this occasion their gratitude
had taken the practical form of a fine fat orange, tough-
rinded as oranges of those days were wont to be. This he had
eviscerated in the good
old-fashioned manner, by
biting out a
hole in the shoulder, inserting a lump of sugar
therein, and then
working it cannily till the whole soul and body of the orange
passed glorified through the sugar into his being. Thereupon,
- reflection [ri´flekʃən] n.反射;映象;想法 (初中英语单词)
- properly [´prɔpəli] ad.适当地;严格地 (初中英语单词)
- acquaintance [ə´kweintəns] n.相识;熟人,相识的人 (初中英语单词)
- instance [´instəns] n.例子,实例,例证 (初中英语单词)
- establishment [i´stæbliʃmənt] n.建(成)立;研究所 (初中英语单词)
- thither [´ðiðə] ad.到那里 a.那边的 (初中英语单词)
- partner [´pɑ:tnə] n.伙伴 v.同….合作 (初中英语单词)
- medium [´mi:diəm] n.中间;平均 a.中等的 (初中英语单词)
- failure [´feiljə] n.失败;衰竭;破产 (初中英语单词)
- gesture [´dʒestʃə] n.手势 v.打手势 (初中英语单词)
- import [im´pɔ:t, ´impɔ:t] vt.&n.进口;输入 (初中英语单词)
- independence [,indi´pendəns] n.独立,自主,自立 (初中英语单词)
- female [´fi:meil] a.女(性)的 n.女人 (初中英语单词)
- wednesday [´wenzdi] n.星期三 (初中英语单词)
- wander [´wɔndə, ´wɑ:n:dər] v.徘徊;流浪 (初中英语单词)
- passion [´pæʃən] n.激情;激怒;恋爱 (初中英语单词)
- venture [´ventʃə] n.投机 v.冒险;敢于 (初中英语单词)
- altogether [,ɔ:ltə´geðə] ad.完全;总而言之 (初中英语单词)
- proportion [prə´pɔ:ʃən] n.比率 vt.使成比例 (初中英语单词)
- survive [sə´vaiv] vt.幸存;残存 (初中英语单词)
- entertain [,entə´tein] vt.招待;娱乐;使高兴 (初中英语单词)
- endeavour [in´devə] n.&v.努力,试图,尽力 (初中英语单词)
- sleeping [´sli:piŋ] n.&a.睡着(的) (初中英语单词)
- princess [,prin´ses] n.公主;王妃;亲王夫人 (初中英语单词)
- tradition [trə´diʃən] n.传统;惯例;传说 (初中英语单词)
- grown-up [´grəun-ʌp] n.成年人 a.成熟的 (初中英语单词)
- vision [´viʒən] n.视觉;想象力;幻影 (初中英语单词)
- reality [ri´æliti] n.现实(性);真实;逼真 (初中英语单词)
- profession [prə´feʃən] n.职业;声明;表白 (初中英语单词)
- mission [´miʃən] n.代表团;使馆vt.派遣 (初中英语单词)
- career [kə´riə] n.经历;生涯;职业 (初中英语单词)
- imperial [im´piəriəl] a.帝国的;庄严的 (初中英语单词)
- purple [´pə:pl] n.紫色 a.紫(红)的 (初中英语单词)
- accordingly [ə´kɔ:diŋli] ad.因此;从而;依照 (初中英语单词)
- employment [im´plɔimənt] n.工作;职业;雇用 (初中英语单词)
- supposed [sə´pəuzd] a.想象的;假定的 (初中英语单词)
- instinct [´instiŋkt] n.本能;直觉;天资 (初中英语单词)
- humanity [hju:´mæniti] n.人类;人性;仁慈 (初中英语单词)
- deadly [´dedli] a.致命的 ad.死一般地 (初中英语单词)
- running [´rʌniŋ] a.奔跑的;流动的 (初中英语单词)
- extent [ik´stent] n.长度;程度;范围 (初中英语单词)
- sympathetic [,simpə´θetik] a.同情的,有同情心的 (初中英语单词)
- holland [´hɔlənd] n.荷兰 (初中英语单词)
- mental [´mentl] a.精神的;心理的 (初中英语单词)
- countenance [´kauntinəns] n.面部表情;脸色;面容 (初中英语单词)
- grateful [´greitful] a.感谢的;令人愉快的 (初中英语单词)
- old-fashioned [´əuld´feʃənd] a.老式的;过时的 (初中英语单词)
- thereupon [,ðeərə´pɔn] ad.因此;于是 (初中英语单词)
- oriental [ɔ:ri´entl] a.东方人的 (高中英语单词)
- personally [´pə:sənəli] ad.亲自;就个人来说 (高中英语单词)
- inclination [,inkli´neiʃən] n.倾斜;爱好;天资 (高中英语单词)
- contempt [kən´tempt] n.轻蔑;受辱;不顾 (高中英语单词)
- countless [´kauntlis] a.无数的 (高中英语单词)
- terrace [´terəs] n.梯田 vt.使成梯田 (高中英语单词)
- casual [´kæʒuəl] a.偶然的;临时的 (高中英语单词)
- circus [´sə:kəs] n.马戏(团);圆形广场 (高中英语单词)
- comprehend [,kɔmpri´hend] vt.了解;领会;包含 (高中英语单词)
- stifle [´staifəl] vt.(使)窒息,闷死 (高中英语单词)
- earthly [´ə:θli] a.地球的;世俗的 (高中英语单词)
- rapture [´ræptʃə] n.着迷;全神贯注 (高中英语单词)
- presume [pri´zju:m] v.假定;推测;以为 (高中英语单词)
- sternly [´stə:nli] ad.严厉地;坚定地 (高中英语单词)
- onward [´ɔnwəd] ad.&a.向前(的) (高中英语单词)
- sweetly [´swi:tli] ad.甜蜜地;美妙地 (高中英语单词)
- reproach [ri´prəutʃ] vt.&n.责备;指责;耻辱 (高中英语单词)
- compromise [´kɔmprəmaiz] n.妥协,和解 (高中英语单词)
- expectation [,ekspek´teiʃən] n.期待(望);预期 (高中英语单词)
- disturbance [di´stə:bəns] n.扰乱,骚动 (高中英语单词)
- electricity [i,lek´trisiti] n.电;电学;电流 (高中英语单词)
- salvation [sæl´veiʃən] n.救助;拯救 (高中英语单词)
- therein [ðeə´rin] ad.在那里,在其中 (高中英语单词)
- foresee [fɔ:´si:] vt.预见,预知 (英语四级单词)
- decisive [di´saisiv] a.决定性的,确定的 (英语四级单词)
- consolation [,kɔnsə´leiʃən] n.安慰,慰问 (英语四级单词)
- imperative [im´perətiv] a.紧急的 n.命令式 (英语四级单词)
- mortar [´mɔ:tə] n.灰浆 vt.用灰浆涂抹 (英语四级单词)
- stirring [´stə:riŋ] a.活跃的;热闹的 (英语四级单词)
- rehearsal [ri´hə:səl] v.(使)排练;背诵 (英语四级单词)
- resolute [´rezəlu:t] a.坚决的;不屈不挠的 (英语四级单词)
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- rightly [´raitli] ad.正义地;正确地 (英语四级单词)
- eventually [i´ventʃuəli] ad.最后,终于 (英语四级单词)
- intolerable [in´tɔlərəb(ə)l] a.无法忍受的 (英语四级单词)
- dissolution [,disə´lu:ʃən] n.溶解;取消;解除 (英语四级单词)
- cultivated [´kʌltiveitid] a.在耕作的;有教养的 (英语六级单词)
- solace [´sɔləs] n.&vt.安慰(物);缓和 (英语六级单词)
- cracked [krækt] a.有裂缝的;碎的;粗哑 (英语六级单词)
- thereto [ðeə´tu:] ad.到那里;另外 (英语六级单词)
- creamy [´kri:mi] a.含奶油的;米色的 (英语六级单词)
- ethereal [i´θiəriəl] a.飘渺的;稀薄的 (英语六级单词)
- prodigal [´prɔdigəl] a.浪费的 n.挥霍者 (英语六级单词)
- stagnant [´stægnənt] a.停滞的;萧条的 (英语六级单词)
- flatly [´flætli] ad.平淡地;断然地 (英语六级单词)
- tonnage [´tʌnidʒ] n.吨位,吨数 (英语六级单词)
- gloomily [´glu:mili] adv.忧郁的 (英语六级单词)
- biting [´baitiŋ] a.刺痛的;尖利的 (英语六级单词)