sacrifice of autumn leaves to the calm-eyed
goddess of changing
hues and chill forebodings who was moving slowly about the land
that golden afternoon. Harold was up and off in a moment,
forgetting Nelson, forgetting the pig, the mole, the Larkin
betrayal, and Selina's strange fever of
conscience. Here was
fire, real fire, to play with, and that was even better than
messing with water, or remodelling the plastic surface of the
earth. Of all the toys the world provides for right-minded
persons, the original elements rank easily the first.
But Selina sat on where she was, her chin on her fists; and
her fancies whirled and drifted, here and there, in curls and
eddies, along with the smoke she was watching. As the quick-
footed dusk of the short October day stepped
lightly over the
garden, little red tongues of fire might be seen to leap and
vanish in the smoke. Harold, anon staggering under armfuls of
leaves, anon stoking
vigorously, was discernible only at fitful
intervals. It was another sort of smoke that the inner eye of
Selina was looking upon,--a smoke that hung in
sullen banks round
the masts and the hulls of the fighting ships; a smoke from
beneath which came
thunder and the crash and the splinter-rip,
the shout of the boarding party, the choking sob of the gunner
stretched by his gun; a smoke from out of which at last she saw,
as through a riven pall, the
radiant spirit of the Victor,
crowned with the coronal of a perfect death, leap in full
assurance up into the ether that Immortals breathe. The dusk was
glooming towards darkness when she rose and moved slowly down
towards the beckoning fire; something of the priestess in her
stride, something of the devotee in the set purpose of her eye.
The leaves were well
alight by this time, and Harold had just
added an old furze bush, which flamed and crackled stirringly.
"Go 'n' get some more sticks," ordered Selina, "and shavings, 'n'
chunks of wood, 'n' anything you can find. Look here--in the
kitchen-garden there's a pile of old pea-sticks. Fetch as many
as you can carry, and then go back and bring some more!"
"But I say,--" began Harold, amazedly,
scarceknowing his sister,
and with a
vision of a frenzied
gardener, pea-stickless and
threatening retribution.
"Go and fetch 'em quick! " shouted Selina, stamping with
impatience.
Harold ran off at once, true to the stern
system of
discipline in
which he had been nurtured. But his eyes were like round O's,
and as he ran he talked fast to himself, in
evidentdisorder of
mind.
The pea-sticks made a rare blaze, and the fire, no longer
smouldering
sullenly, leapt up and began to assume the appearance
of a
genuine bonfire. Harold, awed into silence at first, began
to jump round it with shouts of
triumph. Selina looked on
grimly, with knitted brow; she was not yet fully satisfied.
"Can't you get any more sticks?" she said
presently. "Go and
hunt about. Get some old
hampers and matting and things out of
the tool-house. Smash up that old
cucumber frame Edward shoved
you into, the day we were playing scouts and Mohicans. Stop
a bit! Hooray! I know. You come along with me."
Hard by there was a hot-house, Aunt Eliza's special pride and
joy, and even
grimly approved of by the
gardener. At one end, in
an out-house adjoining, the necessary firing was stored; and to
this
sacred fuel, of which we were
strictlyforbidden to touch a
stick, Selina went straight. Harold followed obediently,
prepared for any crime after that of the pea-sticks, but pinching
himself to see if he were really awake.
"You bring some coals," said Selina
briefly, without any palaver
or pro-and-con
discussion. "Here's a basket. I'LL manage the
faggots!"
In a very few minutes there was little doubt about its being a
genuine bonfire and no paltry makeshift. Selina, a Maenad now,
hatless and tossing
disordered locks, all the dross of the young
lady purged out of her, stalked around the pyre of her own
purloining, or prodded it with a pea-stick. And as she prodded
she murmured at
intervals, "I KNEW there was something we
could do! It isn't much--but still it's SOMETHING!"
The
gardener had gone home to his tea. Aunt Eliza had
driven out
for hers a long way off, and was not expected back till quite
late; and this far end of the garden was not overlooked by any
windows. So the Tribute blazed on
merrily unchecked. Villagers
far away, catching sight of the flare, muttered something about
"them young devils at their tricks again," and trudged on beer-
wards. Never a thought of what day it was, never a thought for
Nelson, who preserved their honest pint-pots, to be paid for in
honest pence, and saved them from litres and decimal coinage.
Nearer at hand, frightened rabbits popped up and vanished with a
flick of white tails; scared birds fluttered among the
branches, or sped across the glade to quieter sleeping-quarters;
but never a bird nor a beast gave a thought to the hero to whom
they owed it that each year their little homes of horsehair,
wool, or moss, were safe stablished 'neath the flap of the
British flag; and that Game Laws, quietly
permanent, made la
chasse a
terror only to their betters. No one seemed to know,
nor to care, nor to sympathise. In all the
ecstasy of her burnt-
offering and sacrifice, Selina stood alone.
And yet--not quite alone! For, as the fire was roaring at its
best, certain stars stepped
delicately forth on the surface of
the immensity above, and peered down doubtfully--with wonder at
first, then with interest, then with
recognition, with a start of
glad surprise. THEY at least knew all about it, THEY
understood. Among THEM the Name was a daily familiar
word; his story was a part of the music to which they swung,
himself was their fellow and their mate and comrade. So they
peeped, and winked, and peeped again, and called to their laggard
brothers to come quick and see.
. . . . . . .
"The best of life is but intoxication;" and Selina, who during
her brief inebriation had lived in an
ecstasy as golden as our
drab
existence affords, had to experience the inevitable
bitterness of
awakening sobriety, when the dying down of the
flames into
sullen embers coincided with the frenzied entrance of
Aunt Eliza on the scene. It was not so much that she was at once
and forever disrated, broke, sent before the mast, and branded as
one on whom no reliance could be placed, even with Edward safe at
school, and myself under the distant
vigilance of an aunt; that
her pocket money was stopped
indefinitely, and her new Church
Service, the pride of her last birthday, removed from her own
custody and placed under the control of a Trust. She sorrowed
rather because she had dragged poor Harold, against his better
judgment, into a most
horriblescrape, and
moreover because, when
the
reaction had fairly set in, when the exaltation had fizzled
away and the young-lady
portion of her had crept timorously back
to its wonted
lodging, she could only see herself as a plain
fool, unjustified, undeniable, without a shadow of an excuse or
explanation.
As for Harold, youth and a short memory made his case less
pitiful than it seemed to his more
sensitive sister. True, he
started
upstairs to his
lonely cot bellowing dismally, before him
a
dreary future of pains and penalties, sufficient to last to the
crack of doom. Outside his door, however, he tumbled over
Augustus the cat, and made
capture of him; and at once his
mourning was changed into a song of
triumph, as he conveyed his
prize into port. For Augustus, who detested above all things
going to bed with little boys, was ever more knave than fool, and
the
trapper who was wily enough to ensnare him had achieved
something
notable. Augustus, when he realized that his fate was
sealed, and his night's
lodging settled,
wisely made the best of
things, and listened, with a languorous air of complete
comprehension, to the incoherent
babbleconcerning pigs and
heroes, moles and bonfires, which served Harold for a self-sung