have done next moment if I had not seen the
steward come out of my
room, close the door, and then stand quietly by the sideboard.
"Saved," I thought. "But, no! Lost! Gone! He was gone!"
I laid my knife and fork down and leaned back in my chair. My head
swam. After a while, when
sufficiently recovered to speak in a
steady voice, I instructed my mate to put the ship round at eight
o'clock himself.
"I won't come on deck," I went on. "I think I'll turn in, and
unless the wind shifts I don't want to be disturbed before
midnight. I feel a bit seedy."
"You did look middling bad a little while ago," the chief mate
remarked without showing any great concern.
They both went out, and I stared at the
stewardclearing the table.
There was nothing to be read on that
wretched man's face. But why
did he avoid my eyes I asked myself. Then I thought I should like
to hear the sound of his voice.
"Steward!"
"Sir!" Startled as usual.
"Where did you hang up that coat?"
"In the bath-room, sir." The usual
anxious tone. "It's not quite
dry yet, sir."
For some time longer I sat in the cuddy. Had my double vanished as
he had come? But of his coming there was an
explanation, whereas
his
disappearance would be
inexplicable. . . . I went slowly into
my dark room, shut the door, lighted the lamp, and for a time dared
not turn round. When at last I did I saw him
standing bolt-upright
in the narrow recessed part. It would not be true to say I had a
shock, but an
irresistible doubt of his
bodilyexistence flitted
through my mind. Can it be, I asked myself, that he is not visible
to other eyes than mine? It was like being
haunted. Motionless,
with a grave face, he raised his hands
slightly at me in a
gesturewhich meant clearly, "Heavens! what a narrow escape!" Narrow
indeed. I think I had come creeping quietly as near
insanity as
any man who has not
actually gone over the border. That
gesturerestrained me, so to speak.
The mate with the
terrific whiskers was now putting the ship on the
other tack. In the moment of
profound silence which follows upon
the hands going to their stations I heard on the poop his raised
voice: "Hard alee!" and the distant shout of the order
repeated on
the maindeck. The sails, in that light
breeze, made but a faint
fluttering noise. It ceased. The ship was coming round slowly; I
held my
breath in the renewed
stillness of
expectation; one
wouldn't have thought that there was a single living soul on her
decks. A sudden brisk shout, "Mainsail haul!" broke the spell, and
in the noisy cries and rush
overhead of the men
running away with
the main-brace we two, down in my cabin, came together in our usual
position by the bed-place.
He did not wait for my question. "I heard him fumbling here and
just managed to squat myself down in the bath," he
whispered to me.
"The fellow only opened the door and put his arm in to hang the
coat up. All the same - "
"I never thought of that," I
whispered back, even more appalled
than before at the closeness of the shave, and marvelling at that
something unyielding in his
character which was carrying him
through so
finely. There was no
agitation in his
whisper. Whoever
was being
driven distracted, it was not he. He was sane. And the
proof of his sanity was continued when he took up the
whispering
again.
"It would never do for me to come to life again."
It was something that a ghost might have said. But what he was
alluding to was his old captain's
reluctantadmission of the theory
of
suicide. It would
obviously serve his turn - if I had
understood at all the view which seemed to
govern the unalterable
purpose of his action.
"You must maroon me as soon as ever you can get
amongst these
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- acquaintance [ə´kweintəns] n.相识;熟人,相识的人 (初中英语单词)
- pointed [´pɔintid] a.尖(锐)的;中肯的 (初中英语单词)
- gesture [´dʒestʃə] n.手势 v.打手势 (初中英语单词)
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- wholly [´həul-li] ad.完全,十足;统统 (初中英语单词)
- absent [´æbsənt, əb´sent] a.不在的 vt.使缺席 (初中英语单词)
- mental [´mentl] a.精神的;心理的 (初中英语单词)
- compass [´kʌmpəs] n.指南针;圆规 (初中英语单词)
- startle [´stɑ:tl] vt.使吃惊,使惊跳 (初中英语单词)
- henceforth [´hens´fɔ:θ] ad.今后;从今以后 (初中英语单词)
- trifling [´traifliŋ] a.微小的;轻浮的 (初中英语单词)
- advantage [əd´vɑ:ntidʒ] n.优势;利益 (初中英语单词)
- seriously [´siəriəsli] ad.严肃;严重,重大 (初中英语单词)
- reflection [ri´flekʃən] n.反射;映象;想法 (初中英语单词)
- commander [kə´mɑ:ndə] n.指挥员,司令员 (初中英语单词)
- extremely [ik´stri:mli] ad.极端地;非常地 (初中英语单词)
- pardon [´pɑ:dən] n.&vt.原谅;饶恕;赦免 (初中英语单词)
- extraordinary [ik´strɔ:dinəri] a.非常的;额外的 (初中英语单词)
- suggestion [sə´dʒestʃən] n.建议,提议;暗示 (初中英语单词)
- whisper [´wispə] v.耳语 n.低语;沙沙声 (初中英语单词)
- miserable [´mizərəbəl] a.悲惨的;可怜的 (初中英语单词)
- horrible [´hɔrəbəl] a.可怕的;恐怖的 (初中英语单词)
- working [´wə:kiŋ] a.工人的;劳动的 (初中英语单词)
- movement [´mu:vmənt] n.活动;运动;动作 (初中英语单词)
- presently [´prezəntli] ad.不久;目前 (初中英语单词)
- shower [´ʃauə] n.展出者;阵雨;淋浴 (初中英语单词)
- garment [´gɑ:mənt] n.衣服,外衣 (初中英语单词)
- shaken [´ʃeikən] shake的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- conceal [kən´si:l] vt.藏;隐瞒 (初中英语单词)
- carpenter [´kɑ:pintə] n.木工 vi.做木工活 (初中英语单词)
- terror [´terə] n.恐怖;惊骇 (初中英语单词)
- throat [θrəut] n.咽喉;嗓子;出入口 (初中英语单词)
- sufficiently [sə´fiʃəntli] ad.充分地,足够地 (初中英语单词)
- wretched [´retʃid] a.可怜的;倒霉的 (初中英语单词)
- anxious [´æŋkʃəs] a.担忧的;渴望的 (初中英语单词)
- explanation [,eksplə´neiʃən] n.解释;说明;辩解 (初中英语单词)
- standing [´stændiŋ] n.持续 a.直立的 (初中英语单词)
- existence [ig´zistəns] n.存在;生存;生活 (初中英语单词)
- haunted [´hɔ:tid] a.常出现鬼的,闹鬼的 (初中英语单词)
- slightly [´slaitli] ad.轻微地;细长的 (初中英语单词)
- actually [´æktʃuəli] ad.事实上;实际上 (初中英语单词)
- breeze [bri:z] n.微风;不费力的事 (初中英语单词)
- overhead [´əuvə,hed] ad.当头 a.在头上的 (初中英语单词)
- running [´rʌniŋ] a.奔跑的;流动的 (初中英语单词)
- character [´kæriktə] n.特性;性质;人物;字 (初中英语单词)
- driven [´driv(ə)n] drive 的过去分词 (初中英语单词)
- admission [əd´miʃən] n.接纳;承认 (初中英语单词)
- obviously [´ɔbviəsli] ad.明显地;显而易见地 (初中英语单词)
- govern [´gʌvən] v.统治;控制;指导 (初中英语单词)
- assurance [ə´ʃuərəns] n.保证;自信;信任 (高中英语单词)
- leisure [´leʒə] n.空闲;悠闲;安定 (高中英语单词)
- saloon [sə´lu:n] n.大厅;餐车 (高中英语单词)
- enlarge [in´lɑ:dʒ] vt.扩大,增大;详述 (高中英语单词)
- bearing [´beəriŋ] n.举止;忍耐;关系 (高中英语单词)
- saying [´seiŋ, ´sei-iŋ] n.言语;言论;格言 (高中英语单词)
- unconscious [ʌn´kɔnʃəs] a.无意识的;不觉察的 (高中英语单词)
- pantry [´pæntri] n.食品室;餐具室 (高中英语单词)
- steward [´stju:əd] n.管家;服务员 (高中英语单词)
- inward [´inwəd] a.向内的;心灵上的 (高中英语单词)
- shudder [´ʃʌdə] n.&vi.震颤;发抖 (高中英语单词)
- perfectly [´pə:fiktli] ad.理想地;完美地 (高中英语单词)
- convict [kən´vikt, ´kɔnvikt] vt.证明…有罪 n.罪犯 (高中英语单词)
- agitation [,ædʒi´teiʃən] n.鼓动;摇动;焦虑 (高中英语单词)
- terrific [tə´rifik] a.可怕的;极大的 (高中英语单词)
- profound [prə´faund] a.深奥的;渊博的 (高中英语单词)
- repeated [ri´pi:tid] a.反复的;重复的 (高中英语单词)
- stillness [´stilnis] n.不动;无声,寂静 (高中英语单词)
- expectation [,ekspek´teiʃən] n.期待(望);预期 (高中英语单词)
- finely [´fainli] ad.美好地;精细地 (高中英语单词)
- suicide [´su:isaid, ´sju:-] n.&a.自杀(者)(的) (高中英语单词)
- amongst [ə´mʌŋst] prep.其中之一 =among (高中英语单词)
- unworthy [ʌn´wə:ði] a.不值得的;不足道的 (英语四级单词)
- physically [´fizikəli] ad.按照自然规律 (英语四级单词)
- secrecy [´si:krəsi] n.保密;秘密 (英语四级单词)
- instinctively [in´stiŋktivli] ad.本能地 (英语四级单词)
- incidentally [,insi´dentəli] ad.顺便一提;偶然地 (英语四级单词)
- haggard [´hægəd] a.憔悴的 (英语四级单词)
- infinitely [´infinitli] ad.无限地;无穷地 (英语四级单词)
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- abominable [ə´bɔminəbəl] a.可憎的;极坏的 (英语四级单词)
- busily [´bizili] ad.忙碌地 (英语四级单词)
- confidential [,kɔnfi´denʃəl] a.极受信任的;心腹的 (英语四级单词)
- respective [ri´spektiv] a.各自的,各个的 (英语四级单词)
- wretch [retʃ] n.不幸的人;卑鄙的人 (英语四级单词)
- clearing [´kliəriŋ] n.(森林中的)空旷地 (英语四级单词)
- irresistible [,iri´zistəbəl] a.不可抵抗的 (英语四级单词)
- bodily [´bɔdili] a.身体的 ad.亲自 (英语四级单词)
- reluctant [ri´lʌktənt] a.勉强的;难得到的 (英语四级单词)
- recoil [ri´kɔil] vi.&n.退缩;弹回 (英语六级单词)
- affected [ə´fektid] a.做作的;假装的 (英语六级单词)
- seaman [´si:mən] n.海员,水手 (英语六级单词)
- miraculous [mi´rækjuləs] a.非凡的;奇迹般的 (英语六级单词)
- wanting [´wɔntiŋ, wɑ:n-] a.短缺的;不足的 (英语六级单词)
- unmoved [ʌn´mu:vd] a.无动于衷的;坚定的 (英语六级单词)
- smuggle [´smʌg(ə)l] v.走私;偷偷拿出(进) (英语六级单词)
- forefinger [´fɔ:,fiŋgə] n.食指 (英语六级单词)
- disappearance [,disə´piərəns] n.消失;失踪 (英语六级单词)
- inexplicable [,inik´splikəbəl] a.难以理解的 (英语六级单词)
- insanity [in´sæniti] n.疯狂;精神错乱 (英语六级单词)