"You're a Conway boy?"
"I am," he said, as if startled. Then, slowly . . . "Perhaps you
too - "
It was so; but being a couple of years older I had left before he
joined. After a quick
interchange of dates a silence fell; and I
thought suddenly of my
absurd mate with his
terrific whiskers and
the "Bless my soul - you don't say so" type of
intellect. My
double gave me an inkling of his thoughts by saying:
"My father's a
parson in Norfolk. Do you see me before a judge and
jury on that
charge? For myself I can't see the necessity. There
are fellows that an angel from heaven - And I am not that. He was
one of those creatures that are just simmering all the time with a
silly sort of wickedness. Miserable devils that have no business
to live at all. He wouldn't do his duty and wouldn't let anybody
else do
theirs. But what's the good of talking! You know well
enough the sort of ill-conditioned snarling cur - "
He appealed to me as if our experiences had been as
identical as
our clothes. And I knew well enough the pestiferous danger of such
a
character where there are no means of legal repression. And I
knew well enough also that my double there was no homicidal
ruffian. I did not think of asking him for details, and he told me
the story
roughly in brusque, disconnected sentences. I needed no
more. I saw it all going on as though I were myself inside that
other sleeping-suit.
"It happened while we were
setting a reefed foresail, at dusk.
Reefed foresail! You understand the sort of weather. The only
sail we had left to keep the ship
running; so you may guess what it
had been like for days. Anxious sort of job, that. He gave me
some of his cursed
insolence at the sheet. I tell you I was
overdone with this
terrific weather that seemed to have no end to
it. Terrific, I tell you - and a deep ship. I believe the fellow
himself was half crazed with funk. It was no time for gentlemanly
reproof, so I turned round and felled him like an ox. He up and at
me. We closed just as an awful sea made for the ship. All hands
saw it coming and took to the rigging, but I had him by the
throat,
and went on shaking him like a rat, the men above us yelling, "Look
out! look out!" Then a crash as if the sky had fallen on my head.
They say that for over ten minutes hardly anything was to be seen
of the ship - just the three masts and a bit of the forecastle head
and of the poop all awash driving along in a
smother of foam. It
was a
miracle that they found us, jammed together behind the
forebits. It's clear that I meant business, because I was holding
him by the
throat still when they picked us up. He was black in
the face. It was too much for them. It seems they rushed us aft
together, gripped as we were, screaming "Murder!" like a lot of
lunatics, and broke into the cuddy. And the ship
running for her
life, touch and go all the time, any minute her last in a sea fit
to turn your hair grey only a-looking at it. I understand that the
skipper, too, started raving like the rest of them. The man had
been deprived of sleep for more than a week, and to have this
sprung on him at the
height of a
furious gale nearly drove him out
of his mind. I wonder they didn't fling me
overboard after getting
the
carcass of their precious ship-mate out of my fingers. They
had rather a job to separate us, I've been told. A sufficiently
fierce story to make an old judge and a
respectable jury sit up a
bit. The first thing I heard when I came to myself was the
maddening howling of that endless gale, and on that the voice of
the old man. He was
hanging on to my bunk, staring into my face
out of his sou'wester.
"'Mr. Leggatt, you have killed a man. You can act no longer as
chief mate of this ship.'"
His care to
subdue his voice made it sound
monotonous. He rested a
hand on the end of the skylight to steady himself with, and all
that time did not stir a limb, so far as I could see. "Nice little
tale for a quiet tea-party," he concluded in the same tone.
One of my hands, too, rested on the end of the skylight; neither
did I stir a limb, so far as I knew. We stood less than a foot
from each other. It occurred to me that if old "Bless my soul -
you don't say so" were to put his head up the
companion and catch
sight of us, he would think he was
seeing double, or imagine
himself come upon a scene of weird
witchcraft; the strange captain
having a quiet confabulation by the wheel with his own grey ghost.
I became very much
concerned to prevent anything of the sort. I
heard the other's soothing undertone.
"My father's a
parson in Norfolk," it said. Evidently he had