Bringing us close then snatching us from death?
As of no worth would I
esteem that man
Who warms himself with unsubstantial hopes.
Nobly to live, or else nobly to die
Befits proud birth. There is no more to say.
LEADER
The word thou hast uttered, Ajax, none shall call
Bastard, but the true offspring of thy soul.
Yet pause. Let those who love thee overrule
Thy
resolution. Put such thoughts aside.
TECMESSA
O my lord Ajax, of all human ills
Greatest is fortune's
wayward tyranny.
Of a free father was I born the child,
One rich and great as any Phrygian else.
Now am I a slave; for so the gods, or rather
Thy warrior's hand, would have it. Therefore since
I am thy bedfellow, I wish thee well,
And I
entreat thee by
domestic Zeus,
And by the embraces that have made me thine,
Doom me not to the cruel taunts of those
Who hate thee, left a bond-slave in strange hands.
For shouldst thou
perish and
forsake me in death,
That very day
assuredly I to
Shall be seized by the Argives, with thy son
To
endurehenceforth the
portion of a slave.
Then one of my new masters with barbed words
Shall wound me scoffing: "See the concubine
Of Ajax, who was mightiest of the host,
What servile tasks are hers who lived so daintily!"
Thus will men speak, embittering my hard lot,
But words of shame for thee and for thy race.
Nay, piety
forbid thee to
forsakeThy father in his drear old age-thy mother
With her sad weight of years, who many a time
Prays to the gods that thou come home alive.
And pity, O king, thy son, who without thee
To
foster his youth, must live the orphaned ward
Of loveless
guardians. Think how great a sorrow
Dying thou wilt
bequeath to him and me.
For I have nothing left to look to more
Save thee. By thy spear was my country ravaged;
And by another stroke did fate lay low
My mother and my sire to dwell with Hades.
Without thee then what fatherland were mine?
What
wealth? On thee alone rests all my hope.
O take thought for me too. Do we not owe
Remembrance, where we have met with any joy?
For kindness begets kindness evermore
But he who from whose mind fades the memory
Of benefits, noble is he no more.
LEADER
Ajax, would that thy soul would feel compassion,
As mine does; so wouldst thou
approve her words.
AJAX
Verily my
approval shall she win,
If only she find heart to do my bidding.
TECMESSA
Dear Ajax, in all things will I obey.
AJAX
Then bring me here my son, for I would see him.
TECMESSA
Nay, but I sent him from me in my fears.
AJAX
During my late
affliction, is that thy meaning?
TECMESSA
Lest by ill chance he should meet thee and so
perish.
AJAX
Yes, that would have been
worthy of my fate.
TECMESSA
That at least I was
watchful to avert.
AJAX
I praise thine act and the
foresight thou hast shown.
TECMESSA
Since that is so, what shall I do to serve thee?
AJAX
Let me speak to him and behold his face.
TECMESSA
He is close by in the
attendants'
charge.
AJAX
Why is his coming then so long delayed?
TECMESSA (calling)
My son, thy father calls thee.-Bring him t
hitherWhichever of you is guiding the child's steps.
AJAX
Is the man coming? Has he heard thy call?
TECMESSA
See, he is here already with the child.
(An
attendant enters, leading the child, EURYSACES.)
AJAX
Lift him up, lift him
hither. He will not shrink
In
terror at sight of yonder new-spilt blood,
If he be
rightly mine, his father's son.
Early must he be broken to his sire's
Stern
rugged code, and grow like-natured with him.
O son, mayst thou prove happier than thy father,
In all else like him, and thou'lt prove not base.
Yet even now might I envy thee herein,
That of these woes thou hast no sense at all.
For the life that is
unconscious is most sweet-
Until we learn what joy and sorrow are.
But that once
learnt, then midst thy father's foes
Thou must show what thou art, and of what breed.
Till then be nurtured on soft airs, cherishing
Thy tender life, and be thy mother's joy.
None of the Greeks, I know, will do thee wrong
With cruel
outrage, even though I be gone.
So
trusty a
guardian will I leave thee, Teucer,
Who will not stint his
loving care, though now
He is gone far away, in chase of foes.
But you, my warriors, comrades in seafaring,
On you too I
impose this task of love;
And fail not to announce my will to Teucer,
That to my home he take the child and show him
To Telamon and my mother Eriboea,
That
henceforth he may comfort their old age.
And
charge him that no game-steward make my arms
A prize for the Greeks-nor he who ruined me.
But this take thou, my son Eurysaces;
Hold it and wield it by its firm-stitched thong,
This sevenfold spear-proof
shield,
whence comes thy name.
But else with me my arms shall be interred.
(Speaking now to TECMESSA)
Come, take the child hence quickly, and bolt the doors:
And let there be no
weeping and
lamenting
Before the hut. Women love tears too well.
Close quickly. It is not for a skilful leech
To drone charms o'er a wound that craves the knife.
LEADER
I am
fearful, listening to this eager mood.
The sharp edge of thy tongue, I like it not.
TECMESSA
O my lord Ajax, what art thou purposing?
AJAX
Question me not. To be
discreet is best.
TECMESSA
Ah me, heavy is my heart. Now by thy child,
By the gods, I
entreat,
forsake us not.
AJAX
Vex me no further. Know'st thou not that I
To the gods owe no duty any more?
TECMESSA
Utter no proud words.
AJAX
Speak to those who listen.
TECMESSA
Wilt thou not heed?
AJAX
Too much thou hast
spoken already.
TECMESSA
Yes, through my fears, O king.
AJAX
Close the doors quickly.
TECMESSA
For the gods' love, relent.
AJAX
'Tis a foolish hope,
If thou shouldst now propose to school my mood.
(The doors are closed upon AJAX. TECMESSA goes out with EURYSACES.)
CHORUS (singing)
strophe 1
O famed Salamis, thou
amidstBreaking surges abidest ever
Blissful, a joy to the eyes of all men.
But I the while long and
wearily tarrying
Through
countless months still encamped on the fields of Ida
In
misery here have made my couch,
By time broken and worn,
In dread
waiting the hour
When I shall enter at last the terrible shadow abode of Hades.
antistrophe 1
Now dismays me a new
despair,
This
incurablefrenzy (woe, ah
Woe's me!) cast by the gods on Ajax,
Whom thou of old sentest forth from thy shores, a strong
And
valiant chief; but now, to his friends a sore grief,
Devouring his
lonely heart he sits.
His once
glorious deeds
Are now fallen and scorned,
Fallen to death without love from the loveless and
pitiless sons
of Atreus.
strophe 2
His mother, 'tis most like, burdened with many days,
And whitened with old age, when she shall hear how
frenzyHas
smitten his soul to ruin,
Ailinon! ailinon!
Will break forth her
despair, not as the nightingale's
Plaintive, tender
lament, no, but in passion's wailing
Shrill-toned cries; and with
fierce strokes
Wildly smiting her bosom,
In grief's
anguish her hands will rend her grey locks.
antistrophe 2
Yea, better Hell should hide one who is sick in soul,
Though there be none than he
sprung from a nobler lineage
Of the war-weary Greeks, yet
Strayed from his inbred mood
Now
amidst alien thoughts dwells he a stranger.
Hapless father! alas, bitter the tale that waits thee,
Thy son's
grievousaffliction.
No life save his alone
Of Aeacid kings such a curse has ever
haunted.