beauty and grace of the woman showed more clearly; but there was a
light in her eye that struck on me unpleasantly; and when I had
looked on
awhile in silence, and
seeminglyunobserved, I turned
tail as I had come, and groped my way back again to my own chamber.
By the time Felipe brought my supper and lights, my nerve was
utterly gone; and, had the lad been such as I was used to seeing
him, I should have kept him (even by force had that been necessary)
to take off the edge from my
distastefulsolitude. But on Felipe,
also, the wind had exercised its influence. He had been feverish
all day; now that the night had come he was fallen into a low and
tremulous
humour that reacted on my own. The sight of his scared
face, his starts and pallors and sudden harkenings, unstrung me;
and when he dropped and broke a dish, I fairly leaped out of my
seat.
'I think we are all mad to-day,' said I, affecting to laugh.
'It is the black wind,' he replied dolefully. 'You feel as if you
must do something, and you don't know what it is.'
I noted the aptness of the
description; but, indeed, Felipe had
sometimes a strange
felicity in rendering into words the sensations
of the body. 'And your mother, too,' said I; 'she seems to feel
this weather much. Do you not fear she may be unwell?'
He stared at me a little, and then said, 'No,' almost defiantly;
and the next moment, carrying his hand to his brow, cried out
lamentably on the wind and the noise that made his head go round
like a millwheel. 'Who can be well?' he cried; and, indeed, I
could only echo his question, for I was disturbed enough myself.
I went to bed early, wearied with day-long restlessness, but the
poisonous nature of the wind, and its ungodly and unintermittent
uproar, would not suffer me to sleep. I lay there and tossed, my
nerves and senses on the stretch. At times I would doze, dream
horribly, and wake again; and these snatches of
oblivion confused
me as to time. But it must have been late on in the night, when I
was suddenly startled by an
outbreak of pitiable and
hateful cries.
I leaped from my bed, supposing I had dreamed; but the cries still
continued to fill the house, cries of pain, I thought, but
certainly of rage also, and so
savage and discordant that they
shocked the heart. It was no
illusion; some living thing, some
lunatic or some wild animal, was being foully tortured. The
thought of Felipe and the
squirrel flashed into my mind, and I ran
to the door, but it had been locked from the outside; and I might
shake it as I pleased, I was a fast prisoner. Still the cries
continued. Now they would
dwindle down into a moaning that seemed
to be
articulate, and at these times I made sure they must be
human; and again they would break forth and fill the house with
ravings
worthy of hell. I stood at the door and gave ear to them,
till at, last they died away. Long after that, I still lingered
and still continued to hear them
mingle in fancy with the storming
of the wind; and when at last I crept to my bed, it was with a
deadly
sickness and a
blackness of
horror on my heart.
It was little wonder if I slept no more. Why had I been locked in?
What had passed? Who was the author of these
indescribable and
shocking cries? A human being? It was in
conceivable. A beast?
The cries were
scarce quite bestial; and what animal, short of a
lion or a tiger, could thus shake the solid walls of the
residencia? And while I was thus turning over the elements of the
mystery, it came into my mind that I had not yet set eyes upon the
daughter of the house. What was more
probable than that the
daughter of the Senora, and the sister of Felipe, should be herself
insane? Or, what more likely than that these
ignorant and half-
witted people should seek to manage an afflicted kinswoman by
violence? Here was a
solution; and yet when I called to mind the
cries (which I never did without a shuddering chill) it seemed
altogether
insufficient: not even
cruelty could wring such cries
from
madness. But of one thing I was sure: I could not live in a
house where such a thing was half
conceivable, and not probe the