world, so he had tastes, thoughts, and
weaknesses to match.
He loved to walk under a wood to the sound of a winter
tempest; he had a
singulartenderness for animals; he carried
a book with him in his pocket when he went
abroad, and wore
out in this service two copies of the MAN OF FEELING. With
young people in the field at work he was very long-suffering;
and when his brother Gilbert spoke
sharply to them - "O man,
ye are no for young folk," he would say, and give the
defaulter a helping hand and a smile. In the hearts of the
men whom he met, he read as in a book; and, what is yet more
rare, his knowledge of himself equalled his knowledge of
others. There are no truer things said of Burns than what is
to be found in his own letters. Country Don Juan as he was,
he had none of that blind
vanity which values itself on what
it is not; he knew his own strength and
weakness to a hair:
he took himself
boldly for what he was, and, except in
moments of hypochondria, declared himself content.
THE LOVE STORIES.
On the night of Mauchline races, 1785, the young men and
women of the place joined in a penny ball, according to their
custom. In the same set danced Jean Armour, the master-
mason's daughter, and our dark-eyed Don Juan. His dog (not
the
immortal Luath, but a
successor unknown to fame, CARET
QUIA VATE SACRO),
apparentlysensible of some neglect,
followed his master to and fro, to the
confusion of the
dancers. Some mirthful comments followed; and Jean heard the
poet say to his
partner - or, as I should imagine, laughingly
launch the remark to the company at large - that "he wished
he could get any of the lasses to like him as well as his
dog." Some time after, as the girl was bleaching clothes on
Mauchline green, Robert chanced to go by, still accompanied
by his dog; and the dog, "scouring in long excursion,"
scampered with four black paws across the linen. This
brought the two into conversation; when Jean, with a somewhat
hoydenish advance, inquired if "he had yet got any of the
lasses to like him as well as his dog?"
It is one of the misfortunes of the
professional Don Juan
that his honour forbids him to refuse battle; he is in life
like the Roman soldier upon duty, or like the sworn physician
who must attend on all diseases. Burns accepted the
provocation; hungry hope reawakened in his heart; here was a
girl - pretty, simple at least, if not
honestlystupid, and
plainly not
averse to his attentions: it seemed to him once
more as if love might here be
waiting him. Had he but known
the truth! for this facile and empty-headed girl had nothing
more in view than a flirtation; and her heart, from the first
and on to the end of her story, was engaged by another man.
Burns once more commenced the
celebrated process of
"battering himself into a warm
affection;" and the proofs of
his success are to be found in many verses of the period.
Nor did he succeed with himself only; Jean, with her heart
still
elsewhere, succumbed to his
fascination, and early in
the next year the natural
consequence became
manifest. It
was a heavy stroke for this
unfortunate couple. They had
trifled with life, and were now
rudely reminded of life's
serious issues. Jean awoke to the ruin of her hopes; the
best she had now to expect was marriage with a man who was a
stranger to her dearest thoughts; she might now be glad if
she could get what she would never have chosen. As for
Burns, at the stroke of the
calamity he recognised that his
voyage of discovery had led him into a wrong
hemisphere -
that he was not, and never had been, really in love with
Jean. Hear him in the
pressure of the hour. "Against two
things," he writes, "I am as fixed as fate - staying at home,
and owning her conjugally. The first, by heaven, I will not
do! - the last, by hell, I will never do!" And then he adds,
perhaps already in a more relenting
temper: "If you see Jean,
tell her I will meet her, so God help me in my hour of need."
They met
accordingly; and Burns, touched with her misery,
came down from these heights of
independence, and gave her a
written
acknowledgment of marriage. It is the
punishment of
Don Juanism to create
continually false positions - relations
in life which are wrong in themselves, and which it is
equally wrong to break or to perpetuate. This was such a
case. Worldly Wiseman would have laughed and gone his way;
let us be glad that Burns was better counselled by his heart.
When we discover that we can be no longer true, the next best
is to be kind. I daresay he came away from that interview
not very content, but with a
gloriousconscience; and as he
went
homeward, he would sing his favourite, "How are Thy
servants blest, O Lord!" Jean, on the other hand, armed with
her "lines," confided her position to the master-mason, her
father, and his wife. Burns and his brother were then in a
fair way to ruin themselves in their farm; the poet was an
execrable match for any
well-to-do country lass; and perhaps
old Armour had an inkling of a
previousattachment on his
daughter's part. At least, he was not so much incensed by
her slip from
virtue as by the marriage which had been
designed to cover it. Of this he would not hear a word.
Jean, who had
besought the
acknowledgment only to
appease her
parents, and not at all from any
violentinclination to the
poet,
readily gave up the paper for
destruction; and all
parties imagined, although wrongly, that the marriage was
thus dissolved. To a proud man like Burns here was a
crushing blow. The
concession which had been wrung from his
pity was now
publicly thrown back in his teeth. The Armour
family preferred
disgrace to his
connection. Since the
promise, besides, he had
doubtless been busy "battering
himself" back again into his
affection for the girl; and the
blow would not only take him in his
vanity, but wound him at
the heart.
He relieved himself in verse; but for such a smarting affront
manuscript
poetry was
insufficient to
console him. He must
find a more powerful
remedy in good flesh and blood, and
after this discomfiture, set forth again at once upon his
voyage of discovery in quest of love. It is perhaps one of
the most
touching things in human nature, as it is a
commonplace of
psychology, that when a man has just lost hope
or confidence in one love, he is then most eager to find and
lean upon another. The
universe could not be yet exhausted;
there must be hope and love
waiting for him somewhere; and
so, with his head down, this poor, insulted poet ran once
more upon his fate. There was an
innocent and gentle
Highland nursery-maid at service in a neighbouring family;
and he had soon battered himself and her into a warm
affection and a secret
engagement. Jean's marriage lines had
not been destroyed till March 13, 1786; yet all was settled
between Burns and Mary Campbell by Sunday, May 14, when they
met for the last time, and said
farewell with rustic
solemnities upon the banks of Ayr. They each wet their hands
in a
stream, and,
standing one on either bank, held a Bible
between them as they vowed
eternal faith. Then they
exchanged Bibles, on one of which Burns, for greater
security, had inscribed texts as to the
binding nature of an
oath; and surely, if
ceremony can do aught to fix the
wandering
affections, here were two people united for life.
Mary came of a
superstitious family, so that she perhaps
insisted on these rites; but they must have been eminently to
the taste of Burns at this period; for nothing would seem
superfluous, and no oath great enough, to stay his tottering
constancy.
Events of
consequence now happened
thickly in the poet's
life. His book was announced; the Armours sought to summon
him at law for the aliment of the child; he lay here and
there in hiding to correct the sheets; he was under an
engagement for Jamaica, where Mary was to join him as his
wife; now, he had "orders within three weeks at latest to
repair
aboard the NANCY, Captain Smith;" now his chest was
already on the road to Greenock; and now, in the wild autumn