was
doleful and cross in the midst of all my joy. I shall make a
bad wife, I am afraid, I am too fond of spending. I had bought
two sashes and a nice little stiletto for
piercing eyelet-holes
in my stays, trifles that I really did not want, so that I have
less than that slow-coach Agathe, who is so
economical, and
hoards her money like a magpie. She had two hundred francs! And I
have only one hundred and fifty! I am
nicely punished; I could
throw my sash down the well; it will be
painful to me to wear it
now. Poor dear, I have robbed you. And Agathe was so nice about
it. She said, 'Let us send the three hundred and fifty francs in
our two names!' But I could not help telling you everything just
as it happened.
"Do you know how we managed to keep your commandments? We took
our glittering hoard, we went out for a walk, and when once
fairly on the
highway we ran all the way to Ruffec, where we
handed over the coin, without more ado, to M. Grimbert of the
Messageries Royales. We came back again like swallows on the
wing. 'Don't you think that happiness has made us lighter?'
Agathe said. We said all sorts of things, which I shall not tell
you, Monsieur le Parisien, because they were all about you. Oh,
we love you
dearly, dear brother; it was all summed up in those
few words. As for keeping the secret, little masqueraders like us
are
capable of anything (according to our aunt), even of
holdingour tongues. Our mother has been on a
mysterious journey to
Angouleme, and the aunt went with her, not without solemn
councils, from which we were shut out, and M. le Baron
likewise.
They are silent as to the weighty political considerations that
prompted their
mission, and conjectures are rife in the State of
Rastignac. The Infantas are embroidering a
muslin robe with open-
work sprigs for her Majesty the Queen; the work progresses in the
most
profoundsecrecy. There be but two more breadths to finish.
A
decree has gone forth that no wall shall be built on the side
of Verteuil, but that a hedge shall be planted instead thereof.
Our subjects may
sustain some
disappointment of fruit and
espaliers, but strangers will enjoy a fair
prospect. Should the
heir-presumptive lack pocket-handkerchiefs, be it known unto him
that the dowager Lady of Marcillac, exploring the recesses of her
drawers and boxes (known
respectively as Pompeii and
Herculaneum), having brought to light a fair piece of cambric
whereof she wotted not, the Princesses Agathe and Laure place at
their brother's
disposal their thread, their needles, and hands
somewhat of the reddest. The two young Princes, Don Henri and Don
Gabriel,
retain their fatal habits of stuffing themselves with
grape-jelly, of teasing their sisters, of
taking their pleasure
by going a-bird-nesting, and of cutting switches for themselves
from the osier-beds, maugre the laws of the realm. Moreover, they
list not to learn
naught,
wherefore the Papal Nuncio (called of
the commonalty, M. le Cure) threateneth them with
excommunication, since that they
neglect the
sacred canons of
grammatical
construction for the
construction of other canon,
deadly engines made of the stems of elder.
"Farewell, dear brother, never did letter carry so many wishes
for your success, so much love fully satisfied. You will have a
great deal to tell us when you come home! You will tell me
everything, won't you? I am the oldest. From something the aunt
let fall, we think you must have had some success.
"Something was said of a lady, but nothing more was said . . .
"Of course not, in our family! Oh, by-the-by, Eugene, would you
rather that we made that piece of cambric into shirts for you
instead of pocket-handkerchiefs? If you want some really nice
shirts at once, we ought to lose no time in
beginning upon them;
and if the fashion is different now in Paris, send us one for a
pattern; we want more particularly to know about the cuffs. Good-
bye! Good-bye! Take my kiss on the left side of your
forehead, on
the
temple that belongs to me, and to no one else in the world. I
am leaving the other side of the sheet for Agathe, who has
solemnly promised not to read a word that I have written; but,
all the same, I mean to sit by her side while she writes, so as
to be quite sure that she keeps her word.--Your
loving sister,
"Laure de Rastignac."
"Yes!" said Eugene to himself. "Yes! Success at all costs now!
Riches could not repay such
devotion as this. I wish I could give
them every sort of happiness! Fifteen hundred and fifty francs,"
he went on after a pause. "Every shot must go to the mark! Laure
is right. Trust a woman! I have only
calico shirts. Where some
one else's
welfare is
concerned, a young girl becomes as
ingenious as a thief. Guileless where she herself is in question,
and full of
foresight for me,--she is like a
heavenly angel
forgiving the strange incomprehensible sins of earth."
The world lay before him. His
tailor had been summoned and
sounded, and had finally surrendered. When Rastignac met M. de
Trailles, he had seen at once how great a part the
tailor plays
in a young man's
career; a
tailor is either a
deadly enemy or a
staunch friend, with an invoice for a bond of friendship; between
these two extremes there is, alack! no middle term. In this
representative of his craft Eugene discovered a man who
understood that his was a sort of
paternalfunction for young men
at their entrance into life, who regarded himself as a stepping-
stone between a young man's present and future. And Rastignac in
gratitude made the man's fortune by an epigram of a kind in which
he excelled at a later period of his life.
"I have twice known a pair of
trousers turned out by him make a
match of twenty thousand livres a year!"
Fifteen hundred francs, and as many suits of clothes as he chose
to order! At that moment the poor child of the South felt no more
doubts of any kind. The young man went down to breakfast with the
indefinable air which the
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consciousness of the possession of
money gives to youth. No sooner are the coins slipped into a
student's pocket than his
wealth, in
imagination at least, is
piled into a
fantasticcolumn, which affords him a moral support.
He begins to hold up his head as he walks; he is
conscious that
he has a means of bringing his powers to bear on a given point;
he looks you straight in the face; his gestures are quick and
decided; only
yesterday he was diffident and shy, any one might
have pushed him aside; to-morrow, he will take the wall of a
prime
minister. A
miracle has been
wrought in him. Nothing is
beyond the reach of his
ambition, and his
ambition soars at
random; he is light-hearted,
generous, and
enthusiastic; in
short, the fledgling bird has discovered that he has wings. A
poor student snatches at every chance pleasure much as a dog runs
all sorts of risks to steal a bone, cracking it and sucking the
marrow as he flies from
pursuit; but a young man who can
rattle a
few
runaway gold coins in his pocket can take his pleasure
deliberately, can taste the whole of the sweets of secure
possession; he soars far above earth; he has forgotten what the
word POVERTY means; all Paris is his. Those are days when the
whole world shines
radiant with light, when everything glows and
sparkles before the eyes of youth, days that bring
joyousenergythat is never brought into
harness, days of debts and of
painfulfears that go hand in hand with every delight. Those who do not
know the left bank of the Seine between the Rue Saint-Jacques and
the Rue des Saints-Peres know nothing of life.
"Ah! if the women of Paris but knew," said Rastignac, as he
devoured Mme. Vauquer's stewed pears (at five for a penny), "they
would come here in search of a lover."
Just then a
porter from the Messageries Royales appeared at the
door of the room; they had
previously heard the bell ring as the
wicket opened to admit him. The man asked for M. Eugene de
Rastignac,
holding out two bags for him to take, and a form of
receipt for his
signature. Vautrin's keen glance cut Eugene like
a lash.
"Now you will be able to pay for those
fencing lessons and go to
the shooting gallery," he said.
"Your ship has come in," said Mme. Vauquer, eyeing the bags.
Mlle. Michonneau did not dare to look at the money, for fear her
eyes should
betray her cupidity.