contemptuous. "Puppy!" it seemed to say; "I should make one
mouthful of him!" Then he answered:
"You are in a bad humor; perhaps your visit to the beautiful
Comtesse de Restaud was not a success."
"She has shut her door against me because I told her that her
father dined at our table," cried Rastignac.
Glances were exchanged all round the room; Father Goriot looked
down.
"You have sent some snuff into my eye," he said to his neighbor,
turning a little aside to rub his hand over his face.
"Any one who molests Father Goriot will have henceforward to
reckon with me," said Eugene, looking at the old man's neighbor;
"he is worth all the rest of us put together.--I am not speaking
of the ladies," he added, turning in the direction of Mlle.
Taillefer.
Eugene's remarks produced a
sensation, and his tone silenced the
dinner-table. Vautrin alone spoke. "If you are going to
championFather Goriot, and set up for his
responsible editor into the
bargain, you had need be a crack shot and know how to handle the
foils," he said, banteringly.
"So I intend," said Eugene.
"Then you are
taking the field today?"
"Perhaps," Rastignac answered. "But I owe no
account of myself to
any one, especially as I do not try to find out what other people
do of a night."
Vautrin looked askance at Rastignac.
"If you do not mean to be deceived by the puppets, my boy, you
must go behind and see the whole show, and not peep through holes
in the curtain. That is enough," he added,
seeing that Eugene was
about to fly into a
passion. "We can have a little talk whenever
you like."
There was a general feeling of gloom and constraint. Father
Goriot was so deeply
dejected by the student's remark that he did
not notice the change in the
disposition of his fellow-lodgers,
nor know that he had met with a
championcapable of putting an
end to the persecution.
"Then, M. Goriot sitting there is the father of a countess," said
Mme. Vauquer in a low voice.
"And of a baroness," answered Rastignac.
"That is about all he is
capable of," said Bianchon to Rastignac;
"I have taken a look at his head; there is only one bump--the
bump of Paternity; he must be an ETERNAL FATHER."
Eugene was too
intent on his thoughts to laugh at Bianchon's
joke. He determined to profit by Mme. de Beauseant's counsels,
and was asking himself how he could
obtain the necessary money.
He grew grave. The wide savannas of the world stretched before
his eyes; all things lay before him, nothing was his. Dinner came
to an end, the others went, and he was left in the dining-room.
"So you have seen my daughter?" Goriot spoke tremulously, and the
sound of his voice broke in upon Eugene's dreams. The young man
took the elder's hand, and looked at him with something like
kindness in his eyes.
"You are a good and noble man," he said. "We will have some talk
about your daughters by and by."
He rose without
waiting for Goriot's answer, and went to his
room. There he wrote the following letter to his mother:--
"My Dear Mother,--Can you
nourish your child from your breast
again? I am in a position to make a rapid fortune, but I want
twelve hundred francs--I must have them at all costs. Say nothing
about this to my father; perhaps he might make objections, and
unless I have the money, I may be led to put an end to myself,
and so escape the clutches of
despair. I will tell you everything
when I see you. I will not begin to try to describe my present
situation; it would take volumes to put the whole story clearly
and fully. I have not been gambling, my kind mother, I owe no one
a penny; but if you would
preserve the life that you gave me, you
must send me the sum I mention. As a matter of fact, I go to see
the Vicomtesse de Beauseant; she is using her influence for me; I
am obliged to go into society, and I have not a penny to lay out
on clean gloves. I can manage to exist on bread and water, or go
without food, if need be, but I cannot do without the tools with
which they
cultivate the vineyards in this country. I must
resolutely make up my mind at once to make my way, or stick in
the mire for the rest of my days. I know that all your hopes are
set on me, and I want to realize them quickly. Sell some of your
old
jewelry, my kind mother; I will give you other jewels very
soon. I know enough of our affairs at home to know all that such
a sacrifice means, and you must not think that I would lightly
ask you to make it; I should be a
monster if I could. You must
think of my
entreaty as a cry forced from me by imperative
necessity. Our whole future lies in the subsidy with which I must
begin my first
campaign, for life in Paris is one continual
battle. If you cannot
otherwiseprocure the whole of the money,
and are forced to sell our aunt's lace, tell her that I will send
her some still handsomer," and so forth.
He wrote to ask each of his sisters for their savings--would they
despoil themselves for him, and keep the sacrifice a secret from
the family? To his request he knew that they would not fail to
respond
gladly, and he added to it an
appeal to their
delicacy by
touching the chord of honor that vibrates so loudly in young and
high-strung natures.
Yet when he had written the letters, he could not help feeling
misgivings in spite of his
youthfulambition; his heart beat
fast, and he trembled. He knew the spotless nobleness of the
lives buried away in the
lonely manor house; he knew what trouble
and what joy his request would cause his sisters, and how happy
they would be as they talked at the bottom of the
orchard of that
dear brother of
theirs in Paris. Visions rose before his eyes; a
sudden strong light revealed his sisters
secretly counting over
their little store, devising some girlish
stratagem by which the
money could be sent to him incognito, essaying, for the first
time in their lives, a piece of
deceit that reached the sublime
in its unselfishness.
"A sister's heart is a diamond for
purity, a deep sea of
tenderness!" he said to himself. He felt
ashamed of those
letters.
What power there must be in the petitions put up by such hearts;
how pure the fervor that bears their souls to Heaven in prayer!
What
exquisite joy they would find in self-sacrifice! What a pang
for his mother's heart if she could not send him all that he
asked for! And this noble
affection, these sacrifices made at
such terrible cost, were to serve as the
ladder by which he meant
to climb to Delphine de Nucingen. A few tears, like the last
grains of
incense flung upon the
sacred alter fire of the hearth,
fell from his eyes. He walked up and down, and
despair mingled
with his
emotion. Father Goriot saw him through the half-open
door.
"What is the matter, sir?" he asked from the threshold.
"Ah! my good neighbor, I am as much a son and brother as you are
a father. You do well to fear for the Comtesse Anastasie; there
is one M. Maxime de Trailles, who will be her ruin."
Father Goriot
withdrew, stammering some words, but Eugene failed
to catch their meaning.
The next morning Rastignac went out to post his letters. Up to
the last moment he wavered and doubted, but he ended by flinging
them into the box. "I shall succeed!" he said to himself. So says
the
gambler; so says the great captain; but the three words that
have been the
salvation of some few, have been the ruin of many
more.